Alright so, this is my first story I'm publishing. Its something that i have been trying to figure out how to write. It has one Glee Character, but its not a cross over, because if I continue, I might add one more. This is more of an informative chapter and i dont know if it is great. So review and give me ideas to make it better or tell me if it sucks and i should never write again lol.
We finished high school 6 months ago. It doesn't seem like it has been that long and sometimes it feels like it has been forever. All of us split up. Spencer headed to U Penn after her mom pulled some strings and she loves it there. Aria and Ezra worked themselves out and moved in together while she attends Hollis and he still teaches at Rosewood. Allison had so much schooling to make up, but she wanted to do something with fashion, so she is finishing school, online at least. She lives with Jason now, so she has family to help her get through the nightmares and everything after A. Paige tried her best to convince Emily that she was sorry and to move to Sanford with her, but Emily didn't budge on either of them. Instead she went to a small college in Penn. That was perfect for her. We chat every day and she tells me how much fun she has. For me, I went to a design school in New York. Kidding. I decided on going to Columbia. I want to do something with police work, after everything with –A, I want to make sure something like that never happens again. I moved to New York and got an apartment with another freshman from Columbia. She just moved out of her apartment with her friends. She was on Broadway for a year and now decided she wants to do some schooling. I still talk to all my high school friends, including Caleb, but we are no longer together. I will always love him and he is my best friend. He is actually the first person I came to when I figured out that I was also into girls.
It surprised me that was for sure, especially my first crush, my best friend. EM and I had always been closer to each other than the rest. Spencer always tried to push me down as being stupid, and always put me down. Aria and I were just different, we were total opposites. But Em was like the person I went to for everything. She knew me better than I knew myself. And one day, it just made sense, but I wouldn't tell her. I still act like nothing is going on. We talk more than the others still and we both get done and week before the others, so she is coming to New York for a week. She didn't want to put me out so she decided to stay with her cousin who also lived in the city, but said we would hang out as much as possible. In the end it worked out because my roommate's cousin was coming into town, but she said they use to be like sisters, so I'm kind of scared to meet her, if she is anything like Santana is.
"Han are you ready? Her train will be here in like 30 minutes and my aunt will kill me if I don't get there on time." I smile and rush out of my room, I'm supposed to meet up with Emily after I drop Santana and her cousin off. Santana is really supportive. I told her my story of loving Emily and she told me of her loving her old roommate and old cast member. She dates around now, but I can see she is waiting to see if anything will ever happen between them again. We go and jump in my car and I get to the train station in 15 minutes and we go and wait. I see the train from Philly and look to see if I see Emily getting off and I do. She is so beautiful, she looks like she just stepped out of a beauty magazine. I haven't seen her since summer, since my mom came out here for Thanksgiving. I start walking towards her, but she doesn't see me. She is walking towards someone and I finally see who. SANTANA
I walk over to them quickly. "You two know each other?" I blurt out before I ever tell Emily hey. She sees me and throws her arms around me. "This is my cousin, wait how do you know her?" Santana laughs, "This is my friend/ roommate." Emily starts laughing and squeezes me again. "You just can't resist us, you get rid of me and you start rooming with my cousin. How cute Han." I blush slightly as she kisses my cheek. I know she didn't see it but from the smirk I got from Santana, she sure did. "Well now I don't have to hurry and drop you off, we can get some lunch if you would like." They both nod and that's when I finally see the similarities. I never noticed before it makes sense now that I had a tiny crush on her once I moved in. We move to the car and I drag along Emily's bag. I put it in the car and Emily sits up front with me and we decide on a tiny diner on the way to our apartment. We caught up and it was tons of fun. They cousins were so different yet so similar it is crazy. We talked about all the high school drama and a drama. We finally finished and left. Santana stopped and got a couple bottles of wine and we head in for the night. We put Emily's stuff in the living room where she was going to stay but now that I know who it is, I'll offer my bed to her.
We get settled in and Em wants to go take a shower, so Santana shows her the way and comes back to sit with me. "So crushing on this friend coming to see you?" she questions with a small smile. I nod slightly, because I don't know what else to do. "She is pretty amazing isn't she?" she asks me and I smile. "So amazing, she is so strong after everything, she is so beautiful and just has this thing about her, it's hard not to love her." I rambled and then look embarrassed. "It doesn't surprise me, when you were talking about her coming, you had this smile and I've seen it before on me. So I knew, I just didn't know it was my baby cousin." She smiled. "Yeah well until today I didn't know any of her cousins, her family is all over the place." "Yeah, we are. It keeps it interesting. Every summer she would come spend a week with me and then we would go see some of our other cousins. This happened every summer except the last two." "Yeah, we totally took her hostage last summer. The five of us were back together and we had to celebrate before college tore us apart. Although I'm the only one who left. Everyone else is within about an hour of each other, so they see each other often. But Emily never goes a day without calling me and catching up, even for 5 minutes. It's sweet." "Have you ever told her about like girls, or how you feel?" she questions and I shook my head. "No, I dint think she feels the same and I don't want to mess up anything." She smiles small and it's a hurt smile. "You know she wouldn't be different if she knew you liked her. The hiding the fact you like her is what could eventually tear you apart. It's what happened to Rachel and me. We live two buildings away and she won't say a word to me." I smile at her. "Maybe someday." We sit awhile in silence until Emily comes back and we start a movie.
Santana decides on one of the exorcist movies. Emily cuddles into my side after about 5 minutes and eventually fell asleep laying with her head nestled in the crock of my neck. I had my arms around her and hug her close. I was really tired also, so I let myself be more relaxed around her. It felt so good to hold her in my arms, I kissed her head and fell asleep holding her.
So what do you think. Should i continue or not?