AN: Hello again! Yeah I know I suck with finishing up all my other stories but I have been thinking about this new story for a long time now and decided what the hell might as well write I and get it out my system before I explode into tiny bits of flesh and what not LOL

Anyways for all future chapters I don't own twilight. If I did I wouldn't be working now. Id be with my family back in my mother land enjoying the never ending sun and coronas with lime.

On with the story.
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PROLOUGE

"Bella?"

He whispered as I looked around. Searching for something, someone anything other than him. His tux made me feel sick, everyone in here made me feel sick. I glanced at my family. My mother had tears in her eyes as she sobbed quietly into my fathers shoulder. My father however, gave me a glare.

My heart was beating fast.

My palms began to sweat.

"yes?" I whispered to him so only he could hear me. he eyes me cautiously as he held my hands in his "you okay?" I nodded and tried to smile but deep down I wanted to cry. I didn't love him, the one I was madly in love with wasn't here to stop this.

He wasn't here to save me.

I could hear the preacher speaking, saying something but my mind couldn't focus on anything all I could focus was on him. The way he felt against me, the way his arms felt around me, the way his lips fit perfectly with mines. my heart hurt. "do you Jacob black, take Isabella swan to be your wedded wife? Do you promise to love her, comfort her, honor and keep her in sickness and in health remaining faithful to her as long as you both shall live?" I glanced at the preacher my eyes filling with tears as Jacob took my hands again and smiled "I do" the preacher looked at me, sadness filling his eyes as he knew this wasn't meant to be.

"and do you Isabella Swan take Jacob Black to be you wedded husband? Do you promise to love him, comfort him, honor and keep him in sickness and health as long as you both shall live?" I couldn't breathe. Glancing around again I noticed alice, shaking her head as she cried silently against jasper. "you cant marry someone you don't love" he mouth to me as she clung to jasper. I looked at rosalie and she too had tears in her eyes. She narrowed her eyes at me, silently telling me I knew what I had to do.

I glanced at Jacob.

"I.." I took a deep breathe and looked around again, my eyes finally looking at the door "I can't. I don't love you, this cant go on. I'm sorry" I whispered as I lifted my dress and ran. I stopped right in front of Leah, the woman Jacob was fucking around. His secret. I threw her the flowers and spoke loudly "have him! You already fucked him! Have him! I don't care anymore" my dad got up and tried to grab my arm as I pushed him away and ran towards the door. I could hear alice and rose yelling telling me to follow my heart. I swung the doors open and welcomed the pouring rain.

I took off my shoes and glanced behind me again. Everyone was screaming at each other. Jacob looked at me and smile, letting me know he was okay with it all. We were never meant to be. I ran down the stairs and took a left running towards the one place I knew he would be at.

The dress was clinging on to me and I felt as if I couldn't breathe but I continued to run, not caring. I cried as I ran and screamed as I came to a stop and dropped to my knees. Letting my head touch the wet ground. I could hear other footsteps running after me and I looked behind me to find alice, jasper , rose and emmett. "get up!" emmett yelled "it's not too late. He loves you bells, he wouldn't let you go" crying I wiped my hair out of my face "he didn't stop it! he didn't show! He doesn't love me at all.." jasper came over to me and got down to my level "Bella, I known him for years…he loves you. he's just..scared" after a few more pep talks jasper pulled me up and grabbed my hand and ran.

As soon as I seen the hospital I let go of his hand and ran as fast as I could.

The doors opened and everyone gasped as I rushed in, gasping for air. I noticed Carlisle and ran to him wrapping my arms around him "shoot, Bella! You scared..wait..are you okay?" he turned around and looked for anything that was broken "Edward…I need to see him! Where is he..please" I glanced around and rushed me towards the elevators. I couldn't stop crying and Carlisle held onto me, telling me soothing and calm words. Once the doors opened he pointed to the door edward was in and smiled "go on. I'll be down in the second floor in my office if you need me" nodding I made my way towards the door and knocked.

"Come in" he said. I opened the door and he was wearing a tux. He was going to go. He was going to save me. I closed the door and sniffed as he turned around. Before he could even speak I made my way towards him and grabbed his face "I love you. so much, I cant live without you." I whispered "why didn't you stop it? why didn't you save me" a sob broke out as I threw myself at him and cried. He wrapped his arms around me and held me close to him. I pulled away and looked at him "I couldn't do it. so I left…I-"

His lips were on me before I was able to finish