This is a story NO ONE should write. It has a suicide and mention of a lemon that has happened. So please don't write a story as dark as this.

disclaimer: I do not own any of the original Inuyasha characters...

I wanted to cry. The situation was always obvious, he was going to choose her and leave me for the dust. I always knew it, but I didn't see it coming so quickly. Only a week after his confession and he mates her. ~Why can't boys wait for after a battle? Oh wait. Not a boy should I say man-whore? Nononononooonononoonooo... It is wrong... He just... Cant stick with a worthless, clumsy, stupid, ugly, Jewel detector.~ Tears continued to threaten falling but I wouldn't let them since he would then see my weakness. I masked my emotions, even in the eyes, and walked away. I didn't even say a word to him. He can have his own way.

I always knew this day would come so I kept a pair of razors on me and four towels to cover the blood's scent in my bag. My mom didn't have a gun, so I couldn't use that. I followed a trail I made over the days of "getting some fresh air" and walked into my favorite cave. I always wanted to die here but I was too afraid to die without Inuyasha. But now that nightmare has come true. I took off both of my shoes and lined them then I walked slowly into the water as it pooled around my pathetic excuse for a body. How did I live with him? I pulled out the razors and towels when I was about half way inside of the water and began to cut my wrists. Each cut brought bliss to my yearning soul that has always wanted to escape my cover of skin and bones. After a few cuts up my arm, I moved to my legs and stomach.

I winced as I felt the blade fall into my fragile stomach and then sighed, bringing the razor deeper. I moved the blades back up to my wrists then to my chest. I pointed it in the perfect angle and thrusted the blades into my broken heart, since it didn't reach all the way in. I began to cough up blood, walk up to the walls weakly, wrote my note, covered my wounds, prayed, then finally leaned back into the water and let myself sink. I felt complete. As I began to go under I let one name excape my broken lips. Before I sank completely. "Inuyasha..." As I went under I thought of the many demons we have defeated just for it to be wasted on a dead miko and smiled peacefully. ~I hope he is happy with out me...~ I thought before I felt my soul leaving and closed my eyes forever into an eternal rest.

*INUYASHA'S P.O.V*

~So Kikyo did dress up as Kagome to get me to mate her. She is lucky I am letting her live.~ I dressed myself and went towards the defection Kagome ran off to. ~Please be okay!~ As I entered the cave, the stench of Kagome's blood reached my nose and I hesitantly entered the cave. I gasped at the sight before me and felt tears run down my cheeks. I slowly walked up to her and saw it was self-inflicted. "KAGOME! WHY!?" I screamed over and over while punching the ground. Next thing I knew the rest of the people who cared about me and Kagome were by my side. I was still screaming out her name and trying to reach her through the barrier of the dead and living. As the sun began to rise I suddenly realized something. I picked her body up and laid her head in my lap and played with her hair while gazing at her peaceful face. My reason for living was dead. I leaned down and kissed her and put herback down. "Kagome... I never got to tell you that I loved you."

There you go. If you didn't like it, well flames are allowed. But anyway please reveiw!