The train ride home from Hogwarts was always a depressing time for Hermione 'Mia' Granger, it meant returning to a house that held no love for her. But, she always told herself, at least her parents hadn't sunk to beating her, which was a better environment than her best friend and spirit brother Harry Potter, who was beaten by his uncle and berated by his aunt almost daily. He was getting a reprieve of sorts it would seem this summer though, his cousin Dudley had been saved by him the previous summer and had been sending him letters through the year, he would try to keep him safe from the two adult Dursleys.

This year's trip home though, Mia had rushed off from her friends as soon as they arrived at the train, wanting to be alone. She had been hurt badly in the battle at the Department of Mysteries, in more than the one way her friends had seen. Antonin Dolohov had given her a lasting scar that almost killed her but she would have preferred that than what she had gone through before it.

There were 6 of them, her and Harry, their other best friend Ron Weasley, fellow 5th year Gryffindor Neville Longbottom, Ron's 4th year sister Ginny, and Ravenclaw 4th year Luna Lovegood. They'd gone to save Sirius Black from Voldemort, only to arrive and find out that Mia had been correct and it was a setup. There were a dozen of the inner circle Death Eaters waiting for them instead. It was only by pure bloody luck that they had escaped the prophecy room in one piece.

While running for their lives, Mia had gotten parted from her friends and ended up in a dead end corridor. That was where she was found, "Well, well, if it isn't the smug mudblood."

"Piss off Malfoy," she knew it was Lucius, the blonde hair and steel grey soulless eyes were a dead giveaway.

Her curse was battered aside and he had her pinned against the wall. She fought him every second he stole her one last piece of innocence away from her, and after he had downed a potion to go again. When he was finishing in her for the second time, he hissed into her ear, "And now everyone will know what a slut you are."

She didn't recognise what he cast but she knew exactly what came from her wand, her first piece of wandless magic had her wand slamming back into her hand. The stunner was followed by a severing curse that removed the genitals covered with her blood and his seed, and finally she cauterised him as well as burnt the offending appendage. Repairing her clothes, she tried to keep from her mind what had happened to her until the battle was over, meeting back up in the fight with her friends.

After regaining consciousness at St Mungo's 2 days later, and being told that Sirius was dead, Mia was transferred back to Hogwarts. Madam Pomfrey had been really good to her over the years, always letting her stay with Harry and vice versa when they were in the wing. She agreed that it was best for her to remain in the wing until heading home, as it was there was a good chance that Mia would always need to walk with a cane.

Then yesterday, after throwing her guts up for the 3rd morning running, the matronly woman had sat beside her with a potion that the teen had never seen before, "Miss Granger, I need to ask you something and need the complete truth. Alright?"

"Of course ma'am"

"Have you had sexual intercourse recently?"

Poppy was quick to get the basin into her patient's hands, putting her long hair to a pony tail, and rubbed her back when she cried. It took a long while until Mia was able to speak confidently, "Yes ma'am."

"With who?"

"It was at the battle, he caught me, I tried to stop him," Mia was hyperventilating now.

"Deep breaths my dear," Poppy had understood and summoned over a few more potions. Once she was calm, the healer said, "I have to check to make sure you are healing. Why didn't you tell me before this?"

The brunette averted her eyes, "I was ashamed, and angry, and so many other things. It was Malfoy, he stole my first time away from me then took a potion to do it again. At least he won't be able to do it to anyone else again, I made sure of that."

"What did you do?" Poppy asked as she repaired the badly healing tears, cursing everyone from the blonde bastard to her colleagues at St Mungo's for not noticing the damage.

"I severed his equipment off and burnt it to ashes"

The matter-of-fact way she said it earned her a look from her healer who removed the gloves she had been wearing to apply the balms and sat by the bed once more, "Miss Granger, I have repaired the damage that you had from the attack. There is a diagnostic spell I would like to do. Would you mind?"

"No ma'am," Mia trusted the woman completely.

Poppy began circling her wand tip over the teen's lower abdomen, whispering the spell, and gave a sad sigh as an orb projected above her, "Do you know that the test was Miss Granger?"

She nodded, her own voice a whisper when she said, "A pregnancy test."

The older witch took a record of the results down and took the girl's hand, "Hermione, I know that this is a lot to put onto you but by the time you return next term it will be too late to do anything. This potion will terminate the pregnancy, if you choose that option it will be in my office."

"Thank you ma'am," Mia was in shock but as the woman went to leave, she asked quickly, "Ma'am do you know what 'semper conciperent' means?"

"Always conceive, it is a very old spell that only pureblood families use to make certain an heir is produced"

"He said just after he cast it that everyone would know what he had done, so he obviously knew what it would do," Mia sunk into her bed, "I'll think about the potion ma'am."

And she had, she had decided that she couldn't take it. Madam Pomfrey had respected her decision, returning the potion to her stores, and gave her a summer's worth of prenatal potions as well as new potions for her injury.

The train was almost halfway to Kings Cross when Mia decided she had to tell her brother what had happened, he would understand her choice and be there for her. So, leaving her trunk in the overheard rack, she head to find Harry. Not finding him in the carriage she was in, Mia was changing carriages when she ran into someone.

"Oh gods, I'm so sorry…" as she had looked up, all she saw was Lucius and the darkness came over her vision, "Lucius."