Here I am with another terrible fic
Thanx for the dismal amount of reviews i got on my other story.although
most of them were flames they really helped improve this one( wat
improvement?!!! ) and my brother evn reviewed( dats chiko) and he nicely
flame grilled my fic.oh well hope this one is to ur liking.
--Thoughts and Reflections--
I'm not stupid
I just don't try. Why should I? No body would care. They don't even care now, all they do is fuss about how Tk does this and Tk does that, they never look past him. Never look past him and look at me.
I did try once, I got praise from no one, not even my digimon, they all said that Tk could have done it better. Sometimes I get sick of it. Like now, I'm sitting here taking all of the insults in. They are acting like I'm not even there. I feel like screaming, maybe I should that would shut them up wouldn't it.
So I do
And they do
A smile inwardly at the silence I've created. Tk is looking at me funny. I bet he never expected me to rebel against him.
No ever expects me to do anything.
I guess I should say something, but what. Kari is starting to snap out of the trance they were all in. She looks mad, I wonder why it's not like I did anything wrong.all I did was defend myself, sorta, I think. Maybe screaming wasn't exactly a good thing.
I think I can hear Hikari ranting about me again and I think I don't really care. Is that bad? I think I'm gonna walk away. I can hear them calling after me. Every one is actually acknowledging my presence for once.
Ain't it great?
I know their gonna really hate me for what I'm doing.but I've decided I don't care about them. Let them whisper behind my back. Tell everyone at school that I'm no good.everyone already thinks that anyway.
Does this sound suicidal? I'm thinking it does, oh well all the better for me right. I think I'll go to bed and think about this tomorrow. That's a good idea.I think I'll do that
It's tomorrow now.I mean today but yesterdays tomorrow. I'm thinking bout what happened yesterday as I skateboard to school. They'll want me to explain. I won't. Why should I? It's not like they can kick me out of being a digidestined and stop me from seeing veemon. all they can do is stop being my friends, and that wont be hard cause they never were. Maybe Ken was.Ken tried anyway. We were friends for a while but then I screwed it up. Like I do everything. I went into my shell and Ken got fed up with trying to reach me.
There they are.all of them. They even dragged the elder chosen into this. I hope Tai isn't too disappointed in me. I take a deep a deep breath and walk over to my locker where they're waiting for me. They all start bombarding me with questions.all except Tk. I feel my eyes narrow in suspicion. He can't understand, can he? A wave in front of my eyes wakes me up from my thoughts.
" Are you even listening to me?" I hear Kari yell.
I don't reply. I squeeze in to try and reach my locker.a buzzing sound signals the start of classes. Good now I've got an excuse to leave. My first class is with none of the other chosen, another reason why I love art. Apart from being exceptionally good at drawing, art gives me a chance to think about things without the others constant bickering to me.
Maybe I'll talk to them at lunch.maybe.
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there we go...luved it, hated it, tried to burn it, lord knows I nearly ate it plz review
thanks in advance kusuwa
--Thoughts and Reflections--
I'm not stupid
I just don't try. Why should I? No body would care. They don't even care now, all they do is fuss about how Tk does this and Tk does that, they never look past him. Never look past him and look at me.
I did try once, I got praise from no one, not even my digimon, they all said that Tk could have done it better. Sometimes I get sick of it. Like now, I'm sitting here taking all of the insults in. They are acting like I'm not even there. I feel like screaming, maybe I should that would shut them up wouldn't it.
So I do
And they do
A smile inwardly at the silence I've created. Tk is looking at me funny. I bet he never expected me to rebel against him.
No ever expects me to do anything.
I guess I should say something, but what. Kari is starting to snap out of the trance they were all in. She looks mad, I wonder why it's not like I did anything wrong.all I did was defend myself, sorta, I think. Maybe screaming wasn't exactly a good thing.
I think I can hear Hikari ranting about me again and I think I don't really care. Is that bad? I think I'm gonna walk away. I can hear them calling after me. Every one is actually acknowledging my presence for once.
Ain't it great?
I know their gonna really hate me for what I'm doing.but I've decided I don't care about them. Let them whisper behind my back. Tell everyone at school that I'm no good.everyone already thinks that anyway.
Does this sound suicidal? I'm thinking it does, oh well all the better for me right. I think I'll go to bed and think about this tomorrow. That's a good idea.I think I'll do that
It's tomorrow now.I mean today but yesterdays tomorrow. I'm thinking bout what happened yesterday as I skateboard to school. They'll want me to explain. I won't. Why should I? It's not like they can kick me out of being a digidestined and stop me from seeing veemon. all they can do is stop being my friends, and that wont be hard cause they never were. Maybe Ken was.Ken tried anyway. We were friends for a while but then I screwed it up. Like I do everything. I went into my shell and Ken got fed up with trying to reach me.
There they are.all of them. They even dragged the elder chosen into this. I hope Tai isn't too disappointed in me. I take a deep a deep breath and walk over to my locker where they're waiting for me. They all start bombarding me with questions.all except Tk. I feel my eyes narrow in suspicion. He can't understand, can he? A wave in front of my eyes wakes me up from my thoughts.
" Are you even listening to me?" I hear Kari yell.
I don't reply. I squeeze in to try and reach my locker.a buzzing sound signals the start of classes. Good now I've got an excuse to leave. My first class is with none of the other chosen, another reason why I love art. Apart from being exceptionally good at drawing, art gives me a chance to think about things without the others constant bickering to me.
Maybe I'll talk to them at lunch.maybe.
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there we go...luved it, hated it, tried to burn it, lord knows I nearly ate it plz review
thanks in advance kusuwa