He didn't. He didn't kiss my cheek. He didn't stand next to me. He didn't look at me. He didn't see my wall collapse. He only saw her. Tori fucking Vega. He only saw her try to compete. He sat next to her. He touched her. He protected her. Maybe I should of known. Maybe my father was right. Maybe he should of known why I came over so late to Tori's that night. My dad. He took a knife to my arms. He took a knife to my stomach. Even if it was in enough pain, seeing Beck not even care, made it all 10 times worst. Maybe I shouldn't be here, earth. Maybe I'm not good enough. For Hollywood Arts, for my friends, and most importantly, for Beck. My rock, my life, Maybe just maybe, Tori & Beck is better then Jade & Beck. Maybe just maybe, he will see it too. Hi, My name is Jadelyn Augest West, and I'd like to welcome you to a written version of, Things I Hate.