Okay! Have anyone read MusicIsMySoul DxG 's fanfic 'Wishes' ? If you have then you'll already know this story. ( Or You've watched iChristmas by iCarly) .Anyways, thanks for letting me use this idea. Idk why I wanted to write this. I guess, I was bored and needed something to do.
I'll definitely update faster since I already know where this story is going. On this is I guess the 'prologue'. And really short :) Sorry, I'll update tomorrow or maybe next 2 days :D
It was a weary night of New Year's eve, it was cold and the air was still. Gwen was home alone, this was usual thing for her but except today it was New Year's Eve. She should be doing something worthwhile right now. Gwen's parents aren't home until tomorrow, they are on a cruise with my little brother Alex. They'll be home tomorrow , until then she gets no company.
You must be thinking, Oh Gwen , What about your friends ? Well, whoever is wondering . Her friends are partying with each other since they are quite popular and get invite to parties. They are having the time of their lives right now when Gwen is just laying down in my room, staring at the ceiling. She is missing out on everything, New Year Eve parties are the biggest and wildest parties and she's doing nothing.
Not only that Gwen was a loner and anti-social , she is hated for being herself. Why am I like this ? How come I don't have anyone to spend New Year Eve with ?I mean, my heart is filled with nothing but doubt and depression. I should be happy, why aren't I ? It's 2012 tomorrow!
But no matter what Gwen still feels like something was missing , like a piece of her is misplaced. There's nobody to bring Gwen back to life. Every now and then she always end up convincing herself that she was happy.
Gwen was stressed out with life. Her life as the matter of fact. Why couldn't see enjoy life like a normal 16 year old would? Does life hate her that much ?
Out of boredom , Gwen played around with the phone she had in her small pale hands. There wasn't much to do, the only name that appealed to her on the contact list was Duncan's. She smiled a bit at the glimpse of his name. Yep, Duncan was the love of her life. Her Boyfriend. Unfortunately, he's also on vacation with his parents. Odd right ?Gwen didn't think that a person like Duncan would spend New Year with his parents but due to his parole officer, he had to.
Life was only worth living because of Duncan, he brings the good memories in her head. Without him, all Gwen ever could think of is how much hatred she had received from everyone. Sure, Gwen hates her life while someone else in the world dreams to have her life but wasn't her fault. She just can't seem to appreciate the life that she was given.
When I have nothing to do, I count out all the bad thing about me, just to remind myself how much of a waste I am.
I walked outside into my backyard , it was cold and still. The stars above me looked so close. Many up there somewhere I would find happiness. Stupid thought. I laid down on the grass underneath me, the night was beautiful. Watching the stars is my favorite pastime. The cool air pass me as the stars sparkles above me.
Out of the still night , a shooting star flew swiftly across the open night sky catching Gwen's weary attention. She sat up enjoying the view as it lasted.
"If only I was popular " She muttered thinking how stupid she was to believe in wishes.
Not much DuncanxGwen ? This is more of a Gwen story... but it contains DuncanxGwen :D
Sorry for the shortness once again. If you want me to continue, review since this story isn't very original "D
