3x16 after toby leaves.

SPENCER POV

I cried on my mothers arms that night something I haven't done for a while now, I think the last time I did that was when I was like 4 years old because a kid hit me with a ball on p.e.. it felt so weird. I got to my room and went straight to the bathroom, sitting on my counter was the test I had bought earlier, yes, me spencer Hastings thinks she is pregnant and there's only one way to find out for sure, and that is taking the test. After waiting for a minute the test showed me a little pink plus sing , it was true. I was pregnant. I was going to be a mom and my poor baby wouldn't have a daddy, why did he have to hurt me like that? I trusted him, I gave him everything I had, he was my safe place to land, I loved him. But no, life isn't a fairytale there's always something that will ruin it. How am I supposed to cope with a baby all by myself, I can't do it, I just cant. My thoughts were running wild and I found myself crying all over again for the second time on the same day. I heard my phone ringing, it must be my friends, I went to get it and I was right it was just a text from aria "good luck on dinner Spence, have fun and remember be safe ;)" I saw the message and almost broke down crying again; no, I didn't have good luck nor we were safe; isn't my luck just the best I didn't have toby anymore and I was pregnant all by myself.

4 YEARS LATER

SPENCER'S POV

Spencer was at the supermarket with her 3 year old twins, it was a normal day for the tree of them but what spencer didn't know was that she was about to encounter 2 people she hadn't seen for the last 4 years. As she was looking for fruit her kids were playing, she always let them play and walk as long as they were holding hands and in her sight but then her little girl came running, she was happily screaming "mommy can we get this please!? " showing a box of cookie bears "yes sweetheart" spencer said but then she noticed her baby boy wasn't with his sister "marion, where is your brother?" spencer said getting worried "me don't know mommy I was looking at delicious cookies and he left me by myself" her younger version answered. Spencer was getting really worried at that moment, what if something happened to him, what if someone took him… what if, what if, what if. She carried marion and started looking for her little boy. each aisle she passed she was screaming "chris? Chris? Chris are you here?" she was going desperate, she couldn't find her boy.

TOBY'S POV

Its been 4 years since I left rosewood, four years since ive seen spencer, god I miss her like crazy but I just couldn't come back I had hurt her and bad, I had to move on with my life but well I'm back now me and my now fiancé decided we should move back in here, we could see our families a lot more not just in Christmas or special occasions, but I was so scared, scared I would see her and fall back in love with her, scared to see her moved on, or what if she hasn't moved on? What if what I did to her ruined her life for ever? "hey babe I think we should go grocery shopping I mean our fridge is totally empty" my fiancé interrupted me from my thoughts " yeah babe you're right we should get going" we bought a little apartment together here in rosewood and it's the first day we've been there i haven't seen anyone yet but I hope I get to see em later. We were almost halfway trough our shopping list "hey babe I'll be right back I need to go to the bathroom" my fiancé said "sure hun take your time" I was looking for some cereals when I saw a little boy crying I went to talk to him because he looked lost " hey kid, are you okay?" I asked " mommy" was the only thing he said, "Are you lost? Hey don't worry I can help you find your mommy" "me can't find mommy and sissy" he looked at me with his big blue eyes and I cleand the tears that were rapidly falling trough his cheeks "okay, okay don't worry we will find her okay?" I told him and he just nodded "whats your name kiddo?" "chris" he softly answered "okay chris im toby come with me and we are going to find mommy, can you tell me what mommy looks like?" he looked lost in his thoughts "okay mmm, mommy looks like, she looks like pretty!" he finally said " okay, that helps" we were walking trough the aisles shouting "mommy, mommy" when I heard a faint desperate scream "chris? Chris, baby please where are you? Chris?" I knew that voice, ive heard it before I just was too hard for me to put the pieces together we got closer to the voice and then the little boy shouted "mommy!" and went running at her "chris! Oh thank god your fine" she screamed back , and that was when I saw her face it was spencer, I should've guessed that when chris said pretty as her description but I just couldn't believe it spencer had a son? No it cant be true she couldn't have moved on that fast I mean I took me almost 2 years to even start going on little dates again and she had kids. "Spencer" I breathed out "toby" she said the same way as I did, she didn't look scared unlike the last time I had seen her now she just looked surprised. "hey, I haven't seen you in a long time, I didn't know you had kids, how are you" I said "hi I know, yeah haha it's a long story but they are the best and im doing great how about you? I thought I'd never see you again? Why did you come back?" she answered "well we decided we got lonely on out own and we came back" she looked lost "we?" she asked "oh yeah well my fiancé and I" I saw a flash of sadness over her face but it was gone as soon as it came "oh, that's great"she said "well yeah… but enough about it who is this beautiful girl" I asked "oh yes well you've already met chris my boy and this is taylor, she's a little bit shy" "hi taylor you're a very beautiful girl" I said and she just hid herself on spencers leg "yeah, haha like I said she's shy chris is a little more outgoing, I cant believe that even tho they are twins they are so different" spencer said looking proud of being a mom i dont know why but everytime i thought about it i got chills i mean spencer a mom? and i'm not the dad? its not that easy for me. I was about to answer when I heard "toby!, god babe ive looked everywhere for you" my fiancé said "mona" I heard spencer say outloud "oh spencer hey! Long time no see!" mona told her spencer just looked hurt and scared "i know mona! well bye toby I guess we'll talk some other timethanks for helping with chris it was good seeing you, you too mona, come on kids" spencer said "bye spence" I said and when I turned around I just saw mona looking at her with a smirk on her face "well lets get going"

SPENCERS POV

I was looking for chris when I heard him scream and he came running at me "chris! Oh thank god you're fine! Don't do that ever again you scared mommy to death!" I scolded him " me sorry mommy me couldn't see you or marion anywhere" he answered almost crying "its okay honey just promise me you wont do it again" I told him "yes mommy me promise I sorry" when I looked up I saw the one that had helped chris and it was the one and only toby Cavanaugh "spencer" he said "toby" I said surprised and in an almost whisper, memories from the last time we saw each other were coming back and the feeling almost made me cry "hey I haven't seen you in a long time , I didn't know you had kids, how are you" he asked "hi I know, yeah haha it's a long story but they are the best and im doing great how about you? I thought I'd never see you again? Why did you come back?" I asked intrigued "well we decided we got lonely out on our own and we came back" did he just say we? What is he talking about, was he really able to move on? "we?" I asked "oh yeah well my fiancé and I" I almost died when he said that and to think that toby me and the kids could be a family someday"oh, that's great" I answered forcing myself to smile "well yeah… but enough about it, who is this beautiful girl" he asked obiously talking about marion, oh god no marion she has his moms name hes gonna put the pieces together if a tell him her name so I decided on using her second name, the one mellissa chose and try to keep this secret a secret at least for a little longer "oh yes, well you've already met chris my boy and this is taylor, she's a little bit shy" I told him"hi taylor you're a very beautiful girl" he said nicely but marion being the shy girl she is she hid herself behind my leg, she always did that while meeting new people "yeah, haha like I said she's shy chris is a little more outgoing, I cant believe that even tho they are twins they are so different" I said and then herard "toby!, god babe ive looked everywhere for you" it was mona, as in mona vanderwall is she his fiancé? No it cant be true it just cant I was about to cry again did he really moved on from me to her? I thought what toby and I had was special "mona" I said outloud almost in a jealous hateful way "oh spencer hey! Long time no see!" mona told me I was just scared she was going to pull a stunt infront of my kids so I decided it was time for me to leave too many things going on for just one day "i know mona! well bye toby I guess we'll talk some other time thanks for helping with chris, it was good seeing you, you too mona, come on kids" we paid for our stuff and left the supermarket after getting home and by home I mean our little cozy apartment and putting all the groceries away the first thing I did was call the girls, they have always helped me go trough all of this I couldn't be here if it wasn't for them. "spence! I haven't talked to you in a long time how are my favorite niece and nephew?" hanna asked " hey hanna I know soo long and great theyre doing great" "spence ! Yay you didnt forget about us afer all!" I hear another voice say "oh please em i could never forget about you guys you're my best friends!" "Hey spence! Hey em hi hanna! I miss you guys so much! You have no idea you should come visit us sometimes right spence?" Aria said "yeah guys you went away for college and never visit us its just not fair" i said "i know i know and im sorry but oh well enough about i i promise to come visit soon. But for right now im intrigued to know what spencer has to say, i mean she never calls without a reason, i thinks she has a date" hanna teasingly said " oh shut it hanna there's always a first" i said back "spence we all know you would never do that at least not if you call all of us at the same time" em said "yeah just tell us! Come on spence" aria told me " well yeah there i actually a reason why i called, and no , before you ask hanna i dont have a date or something actually it the totally oposite" i said "just say it already!" Hanna yelled " i saw toby today" "WHAT!?" They all said at the same time "yeah i saw toby today at the grocery store and he saw chris and marion " " omg so he knows" hanna asked "no! God noo! He doesnt at least not for now but guys toby is back in rosewood this is not good" i said and almost broke down "and thats not even the worst part" i continued "what is it spence?" Aria said worried " he has a fiance now" i said" what? No no way he doesnt " em said " yeah he does he told me so himself but here comes the best part his fiance is mona vanderwall" "MONA!?" They said at the same time again "yeah mona..." While i said that a single tear fell from my cheek " oh spence im sorry" hanna said " its okay im fine, its my babies who worry me the most what if he finds out hes their dad? Ugh in so screwed" "its okay spence you're gonna be fine the kids will be fine we'll help you dont worry" aria said "thanks guys i love you. Gotta go need to serve dinner and take the kids to bed talk to you tomorrow wel i hope so" thay said their goodbyes and i hanged up "chris, mar what do you want for dinner? " i asked them "mac N cheese !" They both screamed at the same time. when i finished cooking dinner we ate and then it was time for the kids to go to bed i made them brush their teeth and then as usual read them a bed time story at the time we were reading to kill a mockingbird they love this story marion says she wants to be a lawyer when she grows up... My parents would be so proud. But this time she asked something different... " mommy why does scout has a daddy and me ad chrissy dont? " marion said she asked me about her daddy a lot everytime she saw something that involves a dad or read something that has a dad she asks the same question and sometimes she starts crying really bad and the only way to calm her down was to rock her on "daddys chair" which is the rocking chair toby made me while we were still in high school i've told her a lot of things about her dad : that her brother is called after him(christian tobias) , that her name is like her daddys mom , that he was a carpenter,that he made this chair with his bare hands, that they both have daddys eyes and handsomeness and a lot more things but it just didnt seem enough for her she always wanted to know more anout him. Which is okay i mean i would be confused too " mommy can you rock me on daddys chair please" she asked me she was about to breakdown "sure baby come on " she curled up on my lap and almost fell asleep while i rocked her, chris was already sleeping deeply "me always feel closer to daddy in this chair" marion whispered " i know baby, i know me too" i told her back "me loves you mommy" she sweetly said and she was fast asleep " i love you too babygirl" i put her back on her bed and went back to my room to grade some exams for tomorrow i worked as an ap calculus ab teacher and french teacher too i was happy with my job and they accepted me because of my awesomly good grades during high school. Halfway trough the exams i fell asleep, well after all it ha been a long day.