Padfootlet: Ok I hope this isn't too bad this is my first attempt at a song
fic...
Padfoot: And... she doesn't own Harry Potter or Mest (a totally awesome group)
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Sick of the way I am feeling
Waking up, watching myself slipping
Should I just take out my eyes
No longer want them for this life
I hate this.
Why me?
My mistakes have already killed innocent people. And this is only the beginning. Why do people still treat me like I some kind of hero?
Acting strong only on the outside
Hiding shame and pain on the inside
I've tried to block my mind of this
And Pretend it doesn't exist
I try to act like I've gotten over his...
I can't even think it... Ron, Hermione, Dumbledore.
They think it's not my fault. And I act like I believe them. That's what they want. But I know it's my fault. I'm trying so hard to forget.
But I can't.
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts, no matter what I said
He's gone.
Why?
He's all I had. And it's all my fault.
Me. And my stupid need to be the hero.
Sleepless nights, stared at the ceiling.
Sanity, is running on empty
I've tried to block my mind of this
And pretend it doesn't exist
It even haunts me in my sleep. I swear I'm losing my mind.
I try to forget.
The pain
The suffering.
The deaths.
But no. They continue to haunt me
Taken for granted again
Everyone expects me to save them again from Voldemort.
But what if I can't this time?
I didn't even kill him last time they thought he was finally gone.
He came back.
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I said
Torn inside, broken mind
Why?
Torn on the inside
Constantly reminded
Dammit Sirius why?
You were all I had.
*~* In loving memory of Sirius Black (Padfoot)
~He will always be remembered and missed~
Padfootlet: tear I miss him so much any way... I hope you like it... I'm not sure about it... I dunno... it was my first try... and I have a bad case of writers block so I'm writing as much as possible so I can get back to writing my main story which EVERYBODY seems to like.... Anyway.... Plz r/r constructive criticism defiantly accepted....
Padfoot: And... she doesn't own Harry Potter or Mest (a totally awesome group)
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
Sick of the way I am feeling
Waking up, watching myself slipping
Should I just take out my eyes
No longer want them for this life
I hate this.
Why me?
My mistakes have already killed innocent people. And this is only the beginning. Why do people still treat me like I some kind of hero?
Acting strong only on the outside
Hiding shame and pain on the inside
I've tried to block my mind of this
And Pretend it doesn't exist
I try to act like I've gotten over his...
I can't even think it... Ron, Hermione, Dumbledore.
They think it's not my fault. And I act like I believe them. That's what they want. But I know it's my fault. I'm trying so hard to forget.
But I can't.
Losing my mind once again
Stranding my thoughts, no matter what I said
He's gone.
Why?
He's all I had. And it's all my fault.
Me. And my stupid need to be the hero.
Sleepless nights, stared at the ceiling.
Sanity, is running on empty
I've tried to block my mind of this
And pretend it doesn't exist
It even haunts me in my sleep. I swear I'm losing my mind.
I try to forget.
The pain
The suffering.
The deaths.
But no. They continue to haunt me
Taken for granted again
Everyone expects me to save them again from Voldemort.
But what if I can't this time?
I didn't even kill him last time they thought he was finally gone.
He came back.
Stranding my thoughts
No matter what I said
Torn inside, broken mind
Why?
Torn on the inside
Constantly reminded
Dammit Sirius why?
You were all I had.
*~* In loving memory of Sirius Black (Padfoot)
~He will always be remembered and missed~
Padfootlet: tear I miss him so much any way... I hope you like it... I'm not sure about it... I dunno... it was my first try... and I have a bad case of writers block so I'm writing as much as possible so I can get back to writing my main story which EVERYBODY seems to like.... Anyway.... Plz r/r constructive criticism defiantly accepted....