Hi this is my first ever fanfic so please comment and let me know what you think I kind got this idea a few days ago. Spoiler's journey. Any way let me know what you think and if I should continue with it or not. This is beta'd so all mistakes are my own. please read and review.

It had been 10 years since we last saw each other and I made the biggest mistake of my life as I drove the love of my life away with a lie that got out of control so fast that I could not stop it. i fulfilled all of my dreams so maybe one day if she was to ever come back and find me she would know where I was and how I was incomplete without her.

Flash back

It was our junior year me and Quinn had bonded though the summer. I told her about how Beth was doing and we became really good friends, until the last 2 weeks where we both started to have feelings for each other and we became a couple and let things progress slowly on her terms so that we both knew what we were in for and there was no surprises in store for one or the other.

The first day off school Quinn got her old post back as head cheerleader and became popular again. But took me up the social ladder with her. I would sit with her, Santana and Brittany during lunch, or in glee they had also become friends with me and cared for me (not so much Santana as Brittany). The year progressed well for me my fathers loved seeing me as happy as I was Santana, Brittany or Quinn would always be at my house laughing and joking with me and my fathers, they all seem to get on really well.

The year was gone by really fast due to the act that I was enjoying myself. There was only 4 months left till school ended nearly everyone knew that Quinn and I was a couple other than her mother. I remember having the conversation in my bedroom whilst my dads were making dinner.

"Quinn I don't understand why you won't just tell her about us I am sure she will understand" I yelled in frustration to her.

"Rachel why can't you understand my parents are never going to be like yours in a million years so please let me tell her in my own time I promise I will tell her soon just not yet. Why can't you understand that?" She half yelled and half whispered to me.

I just walked out of the room coz I knew that the conversation was going to get nowhere because it never did we had the same fight nearly every day now, but she just refused to tell her mother about our relationship.

That night I knew what I had to do. I knew the risk of Quinn killing me where going to be high but it was the only away. So the next day during cheerio practice I went to her mother house and explained the situation about our relationship. She just asked me to leave without any of emotion on her face. After that I texted Quinn to not bother coming to my home because it was family night and my parents just wanted me to themselves.

The next day I see her see just leaves me a note.

Rachel I love you but I need some time to figure things out. I hope you understand I just ask you leave me alone for a while so I can sort my life out but I promise you that I will come back to you when my head is thinking straight. Please resect my decision.

Love Quinn.

It had been 3 weeks since she gave me the note. I barely saw her she quit glee and cheerio's. I never saw her. She looked like she had had a million things going on in her mind. I tried to talk to her on several occasions but she just told me she was not ready to talk to me. I even asked Santana and Brittney what was going on but they seem to have little as an idea as I did. I had to think quickly. So that following morning I went to school early to find Quinn's car parked there. I go into the building I get a brick that found outside the school. I punch myself in the eye so hard that I know that there will be a mark the I get the brick and jam it in to my ribs really hard a few time till I can't move because the pain was too much.

I yell at the top off my lungs for someone to hear me. After 20 seconds couch Sylvester, Santana, Brittney and a few others cheerio's that I don't recognize come running to me they see the me curled up in the foetal position. I tell them that Quinn was the one that did this to me in the hopes that they would get the two of us to speak to each other. But that had not happened my parents had been called in they seemed to have yelled at Quinn telling her that she as a disgrace as a human being if she could do that to another person. That's when I saw Quinn's heart break though her eyes and I was the one who caused it.

Santana and Brittney seem to spend most of my recover time at my home telling me about school, glee. But the one thing they would not discuss was Quinn whenever I bought her name up they would change the subject.

After I recovered I went back to school to only find out that Quinn no longer was a student there. I went to her mother's home to find out where Quinn was but her answer did not help as she told me that she kicked Quinn out the night I told her about our relationship. Santana or Brittney knew where she had gone. Everyone in glee said they had no idea as to where she had disappeared too. Principle figgins said that her file had been transferred but he could not tell me where because he himself had no idea. All my ideas were coming to a dead end.

I was told by everyone to just forget about her and move on. Even Mr Shue told me that it would be best for me to forget her existence since all she ever did was hurt me.

I have not dated since the day I drove her out of my life. I have never stopped looking for her but our paths have never crossed until I saw her today standing outside my apartment building. She was coming to see me again I was going to get her back. Until I saw her with another woman.

Ok so what do you think should I continue or just stop here? Or continue please r & r and let me know what you think. If you want me to continue please let me know coz I kind of know where I am taking this story but I won't continue if you don't like it thanks.