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The blade sank deep into my chest; I looked at it with awe not believing it was really there. I felt the dampness seep through as blood welled up in my mouth. Everything became so foggy and vision blurred slightly.

I looked up at her holding the end of her blade black but gleaming red with blood. Her smile filled with malice and void of compassion. The only thing different was her eyes. They were full of tears like a faucet someone had forgotten to turn off.

My own blade fell from my hand, turn back to its original form and shattered as it broke into it came undone the sprit whispered to me.

I'm sorry I failed you…I'm sorry ….im sorry I failed you love your zanpaktou. Then the black and white sword was gone no voice. Not even that, not anymore I heard footsteps approach behind her I looked to see a man, the man I had come to admire greatly standing there in his white outfit and slicked back hair. What was his name? I can barely remember anything at all he congratulates her on a task well done.

"You did well tori "with a sly and sinister smile, rage boiled up inside, anger at him for making her do things against her will. Lord forgive her she doesn't know what she's is screaming my name over and over again but I don't want to answer I can't answer. Words try to form but all that comes out is more blood. Cats legs have been cut so much that she can't walk. She tries to crawl over to me but she's so far away it's hopeless.

I want to tell tori how I feel, to let her know the secret I've been keeping. Why I said all those mean things pored things on her ruined her prom gave her coffee from the it made me so angry when she kissed beck.

"I…I'. Is all that can be uttered my head hits the ground and I roll over and stare up at the sky, felling a puddle grow around me thought drifting back when things were so much brighter before all this back when I was just jade west