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"Little bro wake up.  Stop playing around and get up."

~Uh? Who's that? Shizuru? What's going on?~

 "Oh crap. You idiot.  What did you do?"

~ Urameshi too? That's weird I thought I was alone.  Wait I was alone.~

 "Boton do something! He can't go like this."

 "Sorry Yusuke but its Kuwabara's choice now."

~My choice? What the hell? Oh yeah I remember now.  I'm dying. Hn. It doesn't hurt

anymore.~

 "Kazuma, brother, please don't leave. Don't die Kazuma."

~No Shizuru don't call me back.  Just let me die. I'm tried. I don't want to play this game no more.~

 "You idiot. You stupid idiot. Why? What happened to your code?"

 "Yusuke stop it. Put him down your making it worse."

 "No Boton. This baka is coming back even if I have to force life back into him."

~Nothing hurts. I like it here. And I don't have to play their oaf anymore. Yeah, I made the right choice.  They don't need me anyway.  No one ever needs me besides it's not like they want me either.~

 "Stop it Yusuke.  He's getting pale. Just stop, please."

 "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, Shizuru.  Don't cry. It's gonna be okay."

~My parents didn't want me.  The team didn't want me.  Yukina didn't want me.  Its okay though, can't really blame any of them.  They were right. I'm weak. I'm too weak to be of any use to them.  I wouldn't have made a good son, not like Kurama.  I'm no leader, not like Urameshi.  And I wouldn't know the first thing about being a husband, not even a boyfriend.  Someone stronger can take care of Yukina, maybe Hiei.~

"Hey Kuwabara it's me Boton.  I don't want to have to take you to other world.  I already had to take Genkai don't make me have to take another friend.  I know you probably had your reasons for doing this, but I just wanted you to know none of us want you to leave."

~I wasn't even strong enough to play the game.  It was easy too.  All I had to do was play their idiotic oaf.  Don't complain, and don't feel sorry for yourself.  I did play good for awhile.  I said the stupidest things at the right, or wrong, moments.  I fought things stronger than me for pride, or so they thought, I wanted death.  I lost when they expected me to lose.  I was their comic relief, and I did the job well.  But I'm tired now.  If anything will ever want me it'll be other world.  I won't have to play there.  In other world I'll still be Kazuma Kuwabara, and maybe I really will be great.~

 "Boton? Where you're going?"

 " I'm sorry Shizuru.  It's time to go Kuwabara."