Disclaimer - Don't own. Although I would love to get me a piece of Lucas.
Brooke stood in the shower letting the water cascade over her. She had just had the day from hell and it wasn't even noon yet. Lucas had passed her in the hall. At first he just walked by like normal. She was relieved until she saw him turn around and head her way. He was about to say something, but right before he could get it out his eyes fell to her stomach and he just stood there, mouth opened, and stunned. It was the day she had been dreading. The day Lucas Scott finally noticed the bump that was forming and growing as the days passed. Her heart had stopped and when he finally looked her in the eye she saw the confusion that quickly turned to realization the hurt and finally anger. She had panicked, without think twice she had dropped her books, ran out the door and to her car. As soon as she arrived home she had run up to the shower turned it on, discarded her clothes, and jumped in. As soon as the water hit her all the fear, hurt and confusion she felt transformed into relaxation and calmness. She could finally think clearly.
She knew he was pissed, and quite frankly didn't blame him. She had her reasons for not telling him though. 'If I had told him the truth it would've hurt him more.' She thought trying to justify herself. How was she suppose to tell him that she was pregnant, or worse, that the baby might be his? Key word in that sentence being MIGHT. She wasn't proud or herself. At the end she had used him. He had loved her and he was her fall back guy. At first the feelings she had for him were real, but soon the hurt from the past mixed with how distant he was in the present, she slowly fell out of love with him.
When she first noticed it hurt like hell. So she had gone to a club three towns over, gotten plastered and slept with a guy she didn't know. She was so drunk she didn't even remember the condom, and when she woke up she was so horrified with herself she didn't think to make sure one was used. After taking a shower and scrubbing herself clean, she had returned to Tree Hill with the full intention of ending it with Lucas. She was driving around planning her speech in her head when she passed by her old house. The all too familiar feeling of loneliness had come over her, impairing her judgment. She hadn't left Lucas. No she had done something worse. She had used him to feel the void in her life, and it worked to. Well that is until her lying, backstabbing, bitch of a best friend opened her mouth, and Lucas unknowingly revealed the kiss the day of the shooting.
She wasn't as mad at Lucas as she was Peyton. After all she had cheated on him, and using him. Peyton on the other hand her suppose to be 'sister in spirit' had betrayed her once again, with the same damn boy. It was like deja' vu, except of course this time she was pregnant.
Regardless of all his faults she didn't want to hurt Luke. All in all he was a good person. She knew this information would've been harder on him if they were still together, but this thought didn't make it any easier to tell him. She had come so close so many times, but at the last minute chickened out.
When she first found out she had considered abortion. She has even called the clinic to make an appointment, but deep down knew she wouldn't be able to go through with it so she had cancelled. Her next plan had been adoption, but after she heard her babies heart beat for the first lime, then saw him during her sonogram she knew it was an option either. When they told her it was a boy she was so happy. Then she felt him move and it was amazing. She knew after all this she knew that would never be able to give up her baby.
The bathroom door opened pulling her from her thoughts. The intruder didn't have to speak she knew exactly who it was. She wanted to disappear. To melt and run down the drain along with the water that just seconds ago calmed her.
He finally spoke making his presence reality and the fear, hurt, and confusion all came running back at her full force.
"Brooke get out, and get dressed. We need to talk. NOW!"
A/N Alright people this is my first Tree Hill fanfic. I know that Brooke is pregnant but obviously it's not like every other story. She doesn't run away and the father might not even be a character on the show. It's up to you whether or not I continue. If I don't get any reviews I will take that as a sign to forget about this idea, but if I get positive reviews I will put up the next chapter ASAP.
