When your whole world is flawed, what should you go for then? When you feel like every day is going to be the end of the world, how do you deal? When you realise you're just another sheep in the world, how do you change?
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Chapter one; short awakening
These are all things I ask myself every single day. Things I think about at a constant, hear at a constant. The world spins daily, and never seem to stop or pause for a breath, constantly working at rotating around the sun and the moon. We sleep, but our minds don't, much like the earth, our minds are at a constant spinning, never really taking a breath.
But we need to realise and accept that, before our minds take over and make us crazy. Because you'll drive yourself so crazy that you'll end up in a nut house, jacked up on this pill and that pill, not even remembering what day it is or if the earth is actually rotating. You'll never know what your friends and family are doing or if they plan on ever getting you out. You speak to different doctors or therapists, or other patients every day.
Its tiring.
It's dreading the next day knowing you won't be waking up in your own bed.
19 years old, and stuck wondering what your next day will be.
Only a short intro to start everyone off with :)