A/N: Here is the prologue to my new story but if i don't get enough reviews i'm not going to continue...this idea has be bugging me so i figure i might as well see if people like it

yeahs i know that there are a lot of band and new student fics out there so i figure i should do one as well

Disclaimer: Don't own...T.T...i also don't own "Numb" Linkin Park does

Warning: some OOC and there's a little graphic scene...cutting and suicide is bad so please don't do it or else i'll cry and be sad...i knew someone who used to do it and it never solved any of her problems in the end it made things worse

"gimme cookies" -talking from video

lyrics

'memories/thoughts'

Little Meltdown Incident

Prologue

How do you tell your brother who is not only your twin but your best friend that your leaving and probably won't come back?

By video letter of course.

At fifteen the Uchiha twins, Mitsu and Sasuke, had suffered. Maybe not as much as some people, but you would suffer too if you had watched your parents be murder right before your eyes and then have your older brother practically abandon you even if you all lived in the same house.

"Hey Copycat."

Sasuke watched as his sister smiled at him from the TV. He snorted. Just because they looked almost exactly alike the only difference being gender and she was five minutes older then him, it wasn't his fault. She probably shoved him out of the way.

"Snorting isn't Uchiha like, Sasu-chan."

He snorted again. Snorting was always his reaction to that ridiculous nickname.

"You're probably wondering where your beautiful and charming sister is and why she made you a wonderful video dedicated to her perfect visage."

"When I see her I'm going to smack her for that comment and this stupid tape." Sasuke rolled his eyes.

The Mitsu on the screen looked down. She looked up with determined look on her face. "I don't know how to tell you this. But first all I have to say is that no matter what I love you Sasuke. Never forget that. Second, this isn't your fault. NEVER EVER blame yourself for this."

Sasuke was starting to feel nervous. "What would I blame myself for?"

The image of Mitsu sighed and looked sad.

"Sasuke, I'm leaving. I probably won't come back, I don't know if we'll ever see each other again. I'm SO, SO sorry. I can't take it anymore. I can't live with Itachi and his expectations of us, I can't live in that house. It doesn't feel like home anymore, I can't live where I don't feel like I belong. If I could take you Copycat I would but we both know that you're Aniki's favorite and he'll hunt us down faster if you had come."

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

"Mitsu!?" Sasuke inched closer to the TV. No she couldn't have left him, she WOULDN'T have left him. "NO!! It's not true it can't be! MITSU!!" He practically threw himself at the image of his twin and his best friend. He frantically clawed at the screen.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

"Sasuke, I've left some things for you. I want you to have one of my necklaces, you know, the one that I got for my birthday couple of years ago that has the 'M' on it. It's on my bed. I want you to keep it and never forget me. Also you can take over my room if you want, just don't let Itachi touch it alright?"

Both the image of Mitsu and Sasuke were crying. They had never wanted to lose each other but of course you can't always get what you want.

"Bye Copycat. Don't forget 'cause I sure as hell won't." With that the screen went blank.

"Sasuke? Mitsu?" Itachi had felt the depressed atmosphere that had filled the house. Sasuke stood up and walked towards his brother.

"Sasuke? Is something the matter?" Sasuke's face would have terrified a weaker person.

"You fucking bastard."

"Excuse me?" Itachi kept his face perfectly emotionless.

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

"I said 'you fucking bastard'. It's your fault. You just had to push us, her especially. Just kept pushing and pushing until she broke."

"I don't know what your talking about."

"Mitsu left. She's not coming back. I've lost her and its all you fault."

"What do you mean gone?" Itachi was a little confused but he refused to show it.

"She's fucking GONE. As in pack her bags and left and not returning." Sasuke launched himself at the older Uchiha intent on putting him in the hospital.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

Itachi moved out of the way and Sasuke stumbled.

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Itachi grabbed Sasuke by the back of his shirt and pushed him against the wall. "I did push her away. Maybe she just needed to get away from the clingy little brat that's followed her around since the day they were born." He let of Sasuke and straightened his suit and walked away into the kitchen.

Sasuke grabbed the DVD and went upstairs. Entering Mitsu's room he quickly made his way to the bed and snatched her necklace of the bed. A note was left for him underneath the necklace.

-Copycat-

Don't forget me. It's not your fault and don't do anything stupid.

Love, The Original

Mitsu

Fastening the reminder around his neck he looked around the familiar room.

It looked the same. The walls were still light blue, the carpet still black, her bed still huge and inviting and her curtains still a dark blue and opened to look out at the small plot of woods behind the mansion.

It also looked wrong. The closet was open and the clothes missing, the clothes and CDs that were always on the floor were also missing, her laptop was missing too.

He turned and locked the door and crawled into his sister's bed. The smell of chocolate filled his senses. It still smelled like her. No matter what she always smelled of chocolate.

He no longer fought back his tears, letting them fall freely down his face.

"Mitsu, don't leave me."

His body felt grew heavier until his eyes slid closed and he fell asleep. Memories of their childhood and Mitsu's smiling face haunted his dreams.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxThree Months Laterxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sasuke reached for the knife. It he went through the familiar motion of relieving his pain. His arms were covered with scars some old and some disturbingly fresh.

He hissed as the knife sliced his flesh. The pain slowly replaced with pleasure and the relief of the tension leaving his body.

Today was the day.

The day that everything was just too much. It has been three months since SHE left him. leaving him alone and empty feeling.

The day he was giving up because deep down no matter how many times he watched the video and no matter how much he wanted to believe that it wasn't his fault that she left, he knew that it was.

The knife glinted in the light but soon red over took the shine. Red dripped down his arms and made it to the floor and bed. He slowly fell back against the bed. Not his own but Mitsu's.

'Don't do anything stupid Copycat' Mitsu's voice entered his head.

'To late Mitsu-Mitsu.' The blood was flowing freely now creating waterfalls that turned into rivers of blood. The loss of blood made Sasuke feel lightheaded.

'Sasuke?'

"Mitsu?"

'SASUKE!?' His vision went slightly blurry and he thought he saw Mitsu looking down at him in concern.

"Mitsu!?"

"Sasuke!! Hang on Sasuke, stay with me. I'm calling 911. Don't die Sasuke, please." No, he was mistaken it hadn't been his missing twin. It was Itachi trying to save his stupid, meaningless life.

"Itachi? Go away. If you find Mitsu tell her I'm sorry I didn't do what she told me to." Tears leaked out the corners of his eyes smudging his eyeliner.

"Sasuke, I'm not going anywhere and you can tell her yourself. Just stay with me and we'll try harder until we find her. What did she tell you Sasuke? Come on just stay with me." Itachi as by his side having finished the phone call.

"She told me not to do anything stupid. I screwed up Aniki, I let her down now she'll never come back. Tell her I'm sorry." He closed his eyes and became one with the darkness.

xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxTwo Days Laterxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Sasuke's eyes opened only to be blinded but the florescent lights above him making him blink rapidly. A steady beeping filled his ears. He tried to turn his head but he couldn't muster the strength.

A shadow hovered above him blocking out the painfully bright lights.

"Sasuke? Thank goodness your awake. The doctors didn't know if you were gonna make it or not in the beginning. How are you feeling?" Itachi's face came into focus and to everyone else he would look like the concerned older brother but in truth he was pissed. Not that Sasuke could have died but the fact that this was bad publicity for Uchiha Corp.

"Tired and thirsty." Sasuke could barely force the words to come out of his throat. After receiving water he turned his back on Itachi and he stared out the window at the blue sky and the fluffy white clouds that filled it.

'I'm sorry Mitsu. I miss you, please come back. Your wrong, you belong with me."