Hey guys i decided to try something new from one of my fave animes soooo...disclaimer time! I don't own Fairy Tail, no matter how badly I wish I did. Enjoy!

No POV

That place. It was home. It was prison. It was where she dreamed. It was her nightmares. She had good memories. But she also had bad. Lucy never wanted to go back there again, yet here she was just outside the train station on her way there. She took a deep breath and hopped on the train.

She sat on the train watching the landscape, and almost drifted off, but she was unable to, so she sat in silence until they reached their destination.

She sat there outside the Heartfelia estate, holding a bouquet of fresh flowers. Little did she know, she was being watched.

Gray's POV

I saw Lucy at the train station purchasing tickets to her home town and I was suspicious. I know she promised she'd never go back, but I had to make sure. So I followed her. We got to the estate and she bought some flowers and walked to her house. There was a headstone that read her mothers name on it, and Lucy stood there, holding her flowers, just watching it, as if she were waiting for it to do something. Then out of nowhere, she fell to her knees, dropping her flowers. I could hear her crying and it was heartbreaking. She cried for awhile, but it looked like she fell asleep. I put the flowers by her mothers grave and picked up Lucy bridal style. I put her on the train to bring her back, and I found 4 tapes. I put them in my portable tape player, and a little girls voice spoke.

"Hi Momma! It's me! Lucy! It's been a year since you passed away... Daddy's really upset... But we'll be okay. Guess what? I start 1st grade this year! Im so excited! I wish you could be here with us...I love you Momma...And I miss you...but Mrs. Roberta says your in a beautiful place called heaven. She says you'll always be watching over me from there! Can you see me Momma? Can you see me?"

then it stopped. I already wanted to cry. I knew it was Lucy. She didnt have to say for me to know the one on the tape was Lucy. She loves school and she said her father took it pretty rough. And it had a happy tone like Lucy. I started the next one. A little girl slightly older than the first started talking she sounded like she was crying.

"Hey Momma. It's Lucy. It's been 5 years since you died... Daddy's still not okay, But I'm staying strong for him. He's been really mean, but I know it's just because he misses you. I miss you too...Well...Im In 5th grade, and I'm in TAG and I take reading at the middle school! And I made the soccor team! I've got to get back to my studies...I love you Momma...Can you see me?"

Then it ended. By then I was in tears, but I popped in the 3rd tape. I voice similar to Lucy's but slightly younger spoke. Once again she was crying, and you could tell.

"Hey Momma. It's Me, Lucy...It's been 10 years since you...left...Dads been worse than ever and I'm almost ready to run away. He really misses you though Mom, even if he doesn't love me anymore...Well studies are going well! Im a sophomore, and I won the creative writing contest at my school 2 years in a row! I know you believed I could be an author, but Daddy wants me to be a business woman, and I want to be an author...but I also want to be a wizard...I wouldn't ever have to feel weak again. God...I wish you were here Momma...I love you...Sometimes I still wonder...Can you see me?"

She cried a bit longer then it ended. Okay. So I cried. I've gotta admit, I've got a soft spot for little girls...and Lucy...and I couldn't believe the pain shed endured. Before she woke up, I played the last tape. This one sounded exactly like Lucy, except she was crying. "Hey Mom. Remember me? It's Lucy! ...it's been 15 years. Time flies...I'm a part of the Fairy Tail guild for wizards and I finally feel like I'm part of a family. I haven't felt like this since you passed

and honestly, I didn't think I ever would. But I've made so many new friends, like Loke who's actually Leo the Celestial Spirit, and Levy who loves books, and has helped me out too many times to count. I promised her she could read the novel right after I finish, but I guess I'm still scared for anyone to read it. Anyways, I met Juvia, A creepy girl but she's tough, kind and a good friend. Then I met Gray, A boy who has a habit of stripping in public, but is super strong smart and sweet. I'd like to consider him a close friend, but it seems like he's so distant, and I think he'd be one of my best friends if I got the chance to spend actual friend time with him, without the stress of fighting monsters and all that. I also met Erza a super strong wizard who is kinda scary but shes also extremely kind and fun when you get to know , who is a flying Cat which is weird but cool and he's my friend Natsu's loyal sidekick. Natsu Is an energetic, tough, fire breathing wizard who is extremely weird, but he is my friend and I love all my friends at Fairy Tail...I really love it here, and I wish you could be here with me...I miss you. You know I love you So much...Hey Momma? ... Can you see me?"

She cried a bit longer and then it ended. I was crying too and I held Lucy closer to me. I know how much she loves it at Fairy Tail and I don't want her to go. We've had so many good memories, and I don't want them to end. She's so energetic and smiley even though she feels so much pain. I know we're all like family at Fairy Tail, which is true except for Lucy and I...someday I'll be strong enough to ask her out...but until that day comes, we're just friends.

Lucy's POV

So I woke up after falling asleep at my mothers grave...and now I'm laying next to something warm, and soft, but it's also rock hard and I feel...comfortable. Then I realized the bumping all around me. It felt like an earthquake, but it sounds like a...train? I opened my eyes and I was laying in Gray's lap. He looked like he'd been crying, but I didn't know why. "Gray?" I said. He looked at me and gave me a quick smile. "Hey, glad to see your finally awake. You must've been sleepy." he said. "Yeah, I've been working on my novel so I haven't gotten any sleep in a couple of days." I said. He sighed. "Lucy...you know its not good for you to do that." he said. I sat up off his lap. "I know, but I'm finding less and less time to work on it. So I figured staying up late was the best option." I said. He sighed again. "You do know that I consider you one of my best friends, right?" he said. I was confused by this at first. Then he handed me my tapes with my recordings to Mom on them. "I know she can see you and she watches over you and protects you everyday. And I think if she were here, she'd tell you how much she loves and misses you, and how proud she is of her tough little girl," he said. I would've been mad at him for listening to my tapes, had he not said that. I just looked at him as the hot tears fell and I wrapped my arms around his neck in a big hug. "Thank you" I said weakly through my tears. I felt him wrap his strong arms around my waist and he said, "I'll always be here for you Lucy. Always." I hugged him tighter, and he hugged me tighter and I let my tears flow.

I don't know if I'm going to make this a one shot or if I'll keep going, so reviewrot let me know what you think. ~hapygoluky468