Alrighty, my first lovingmaiweird story! This is NOT a remake of any of my other stories. So this is going to be the most romantic one I've ever made! There is still some action in it, I'm not sure if anyone has done this sort of story before, so I'm hoping it'll turn out as I'm thinking of it. Lovingmaiweird is my totally new account for waaay better writing. I'm learning a lot more "big words" in English and how to write and I'm just soo excited to start writing better. I'm even working on a book! Not a fanfic! My own original story! :) so happy!

Hoping I will have longer chapters, so you guys will probably be happy about that. Maybe. And if you're the one that doesn't like that much explaining, check out lovingmailiaf (my other account).

DISCLAIMER!

Chapter 1: The New Bella

Bella's POV

Edward smiles and kisses me on the forehead when I enter his arms. His ice cold skin travels through his shirt and I'm able to feel it. For most people, they'd be freezing right now, but since Edward is my boyfriend and soon to be husband, it's actually warmth to me. He then lifts up my chin and plants a kiss on my lips this time. A bright light blinds my vision and my eye adjust for a few seconds, the time I lost sight of Edward.

"Alice, really?" I asked turning towards her. Edward just smiles and rubbed my back.

"Hey, romantic moment so I have to capture the moment," she said smirking. She twirls around, her skirt wrapping around her body and the sun coming in from outside makes her body shimmer.

"Really because you said that when Edward and I had the smile-and-stare time."

"Hey, different side of the couch, Edward in the sun, you're B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L smile from only seeing Edward that… uh pretty."

"I'm a guy Alice, which means I'm only handsome."

"Sorry, but Edward, you're beautiful," I said and started walking away with Alice. After about three steps something grabbed my wrist and I hit something hard.

"Hey, you're my soon-to-be wife. You don't get to get away from this." I giggled and he pulled me in tighter. His grip only made me feel even more protected. Not the over protective that can get annoying, but the good kind. Like a little girl running to her parents because she had a bad dream.

"Hey, we're going to miss school. C'mon." I kissed him once making him loosen up and pulled away a little too quickly. Before Edward could even say something I grabbed him and ran into Alice's yellow Porsche with him right behind me. He sat in the back with Jasper and I sat in front with Alice.

"Bella, he's missing you," Jasper joked. Edward pushed him and he pushed back. "Jeez, no need to be feisty."

"Shut up!" Edward laughed. Alice and I looked at each other then broke out laughing too.

"Hey, guys, calm down. We don't want a repeat of what happened with Edward and Emmett do we?" I laughed. Emmett got Edward very anger by making jokes about me and they almost brought down the house. I stared at the left side of the house. Five huge holes went right through the wall. Chunks from the wall were scattered on the ground and the grass was taken out. Esme was working on putting it back together, and she already has the punishments for them if they fight again. Edward would be banned from entering my room at night, and Emmett couldn't see Rosalie for a week.

"Of course not, who knows what Esme would do to you and me," Jasper said. Alice smiled and drove away towards school.

By the time we got there the bell to go to class had rung. I quickly ran out and dashed towards my locker. "Hey!" Alice yelled.

"If I'm late, that'd be torture for Edward!" I yelled back and I knew she rolled her eyes. One more tardy and I'll have after school detention. Last time was pure torture. Edward got detention too, hoping he'd be in the same classroom as me, but boy was he wrong. They separated boys and girls knowing we were paired up. I grabbed my things and sprinted towards class. When I entered the bell rang and I was safe. I slowed down as I stumbled towards my seat. My feet tangled together and before I fell flat on my face, I was caught by Rosalie.

She raised an eyebrow. "What happened?" she asked knowing me too well.

"Jasper and Edward and Alice getting ready. I should just come with you and Emmett," I replied. She laughed and the teacher stood in front of us.

"Ladies, please go to your seats or it'll be a tardy."

"Yes Mr. Davey," we said and sat in our seats in the back.

Mr. Davey droned on about world history and I played with my pencil the entire time. I slumped back in my chair and my legs extended out, ankles crossed. There was a sudden pain in my head. It felt like millions of needles were being punctured into my skull. I dropped my pencil and gripped at my hair. Like that will do any good, but it was worth a try. I let out a small groan and Rosalie looked at me confused. The pain grew and I stood up yelling. The chair hit the wall and Rosalie stood with me. She grabbed my shoulders. Her touch hurt me and I squirmed away. I screamed again and fell to the floor gripping my head.

Everyone rushed towards me. Mr. Davey came and told everyone to move out of the way. When he touched my shoulders I pushed him away and yelled again. "Bella lisssss-"His voice was cut out by a high pitched screech. I screamed again, but I heard nothing. Mr. Davey lips moved again but nothing came out but the screeching. I screamed as the pain continually grew. The needles had grown bigger and the screeching louder.

"STOP!" I yelled. Then everything went silent and the pain had stopped. I stood up and looked at Rosalie. Her eyes were huge and I knew Edward had been listening to her thoughts. I turned away and looked at the teacher. "I'm fine. You can continue with the lesson."

"Bella, are you sure? I don't want that to happen again."

"I'll go to the nurses office and rest. I'm going to be fine." I grabbed my things and walked away, passing Edward's class. He stared at me in fear through the window. Our eyes stayed locked on each other as I entered the nurses office across from his room. I felt his eyes on mine as I entered and when the door shut, it was gone.

"I heard from the teacher. You may lay down over there," the nurse said mentioning towards the bed in the right corner. The mattress had a dark blue plastic cover around it and I sighed. School beds were never a nice thing. I put my things down and sat on the bed. Then my mind came back together and I tried piecing together everything that just happened. Random sudden pain, the noise. Two things that make less than no sense.

I ran my fingers through my hair and closed my eyes. I'll rest on it, and maybe Carlisle will know. He has been the one alive since the 1600's I think it was. Sigh… If it's not vampires it's some weird disease. Jeez, my life can't have one normal day?

Rosalie's POV (during Bella's pain)

Bella suddenly started groaning and she gripped her head. I stared at her, hoping that pain would leave her. When I grabbed her shoulders, trying to comfort her, she flinched and then started screaming again. She stood up and the chair flew into the wall. I stood up too and looked at her worried. She turned towards me and her eyes were almost completely white. The outline of her eyes was there, but it was slowly fading. Everyone gathered around and Mr. Davey made everyone move back. I took this time to talk to Edward.

I know you're listening Edward. Whatever is wrong with Bella, isn't human. Her eyes are turning white. The outline is there, but it's fading. She's in so much pain right now.

Suddenly the screaming stopped. Bella stood up, her eyes meeting mine. She told Mr. Davey to continue and I thought she was crazy! All that and she thinks the lesson can go on? Jeez, she's even more stubborn than I thought, and that's saying something. I watched her walk out and then Mr. Davey told everyone to take a seat. Okay, I guess something exciting happened, but in the bad way. If that wasn't human, then what is it?

Bella's POV

A bright light was blinding my eyes. Brighter than the sun. Shining brighter than anything you could imagine, and that's pretty bright. Heck, bright doesn't cover it. I was wearing a strapless white dress that flowed down past my feet. I had nothing else on. No shoes, no jewelry, no nothing.

"My child, let it begin," a booming voice rang. It was worse than Emmett's. More pure. It was indescribable. Like thunder. Filled with power. I turned only to be hit with an even bright light than the last. My arms shaded my eyes.

"What do you mean?"

"The transformation. Evil has taken over the world. You must stop it. Let your angel spirit enter. Be the healer of the earth."

"What does that mean?"

"Don't reject it, or it'll hurt even more."

The light faded and it was replaced with the nurses office before I could ask another question. Edward was by my side, along with Emmett, Rosalie, Alice, and Jasper. "Bella!" they yelled. They talked but then the pain and noise came back immediately. Their expressions changed and they were feared. I closed my eyes and like the voice told me, don't deny it. The pain numbed and I could hear my families voices as a faint whisper growing quieter each second.

My senses disappeared. I couldn't hear. I couldn't feel anything. The awful smell of the nurses office was numbed out. I opened my eyes and my family was shaded with that same bright light. Their figures were outlined by a disappearing thin line. Then they disappeared completely.

Edward's POV

Bella's eyes turned that white again as Rosalie saw. She closed her eyes and I continually yelled her name. Rosalie was right. If this isn't a human disease it's probably worse. Human diseases are pretty deadly, so who knows what this one can do. I grab her hand hoping it'll pull her back to the human world. Then when her eyes open, they're completely white. Right there is the time she dies. Her body glows and she's transparent. Then she disappears completely. I yell again, but I know she's gone. There's no turning back once you cross. My one reason for being alive, for making my life worth something is gone.

I looked at the nurse and she was doing paper work. As if she never saw us or Bella. That was definitely an immortal disease. I then ran away with my family behind me. We al had one location in mind. The hospital. Carlisle could explain this.

We entered his office, ignoring the person saying we needed an appointment. Carlisle looked at us questionably. "Bella is gone!" I yelled.

"What do you mean? Like she's missing?"

"No, dead!" Alice screamed. "She had some sort of unnatural disease! Non-human!"

"I bet this is the wolves fault!" Emmett growled. He punched his other hand and hissed. "I'm going to kill them!"

"Emmett, let's not jump to conclusions," Carlisle said.

"Carlisle right," Rosalie started. "It didn't seem like anything we've ever known. Bella hasn't been with the wolves lately because Jacob is angry at her. It seemed sudden. She would've told us if something was wrong."

"Calm down. Jasper feels all your emotions," Alice said.

"How can you be worried about Jasper?" I yelled. "Bella is gone! If this family wants me to continue being here, I need an explanation!" My anger was out of control. But it was mixed with depression. The worst combination in the world! I'm not going to try to control it, and I know Jasper is in too much pain to do anything.

"Hey! Not everything is about you!"

"HEY!" Carlisle yelled. "This is not about you." He pointed to me. "Nor is it about you." He pointed to Jasper. "It's not about any of us. This is about Bella. Now, tell me everything.

We did. Rosalie told her part and I told mine. Carlisle looked confused and now we know we can't bring Bella back because when Carlisle doesn't know anything, then we have nothing. I sighed and grabbed my wedding ring off my finger. Just a few more weeks, we would've been married. I growled and threw the ring at the wall. Then I ran out to our meadow. When I got there I saw a girl crying. She had white wings on her back and she wore a strapless white dress that went past her feet and dragged on the ground. I touched her shoulders. She looked up to me and I saw her.

She had chocolate brown eyes and mahogany hair that was straightened. It went down to her elbow. Her face was stained with tears. I gasped. "Bella?" I asked, just to make sure.

"Who?" she said back. I felt a sting in my dead heart.

"How are you alive?"

"I don't know what you're talking about. I was told I had to find my past to know my future…"

"You're not Bella…" I said sadly. "Well then. I guess this will be something that will occupy me so my family has a chance to see me more. C'mon. I'll take you to my house."

"What do you mean?" she asked not hearing my last sentence. "You'd kill yourself?"

"Well… my reason for existence is gone. There's nothing left for me here in the world."

"I'm sorry about that."

"It's fine…" I lied. We stood up and walked away. She looks so much like Bella. It'll be even harder for me now because I see her, I see Bella. It's as if Bella has took her real form of an angel. Well, she's an angel in my opinion so it's unlikely.

Okay what do you think? If you're confused ask me anything. I won't answer if it will show up in the story later so, yeah. Ask me anything :).