It's all Trina's fault. That's all I have to say. Ever since my dad died I lost the two people closes to me, my dad and Beck. Then I started to pig out at lunch, and later go to the bathroom and make myself throw up. I guess to Mom and Trina it's a big deal. I just don't see it.
You see, Trina use to be my sister. Until she saw me, in the bathroom, fingers down my throat, puking.
"Victoria!" she screamed
The first thing out of my mouth was 'Don't tell mom,'
"What's in it for me?" asked Trina
"Anything!"
"Nah, MOM!"
That's how I ended up in 'Eating Disorder' group. I understand that making myself throw up is bad in some eyes, but it's not like I cut!
I sat down in a cold metal folding chair and a woman about thirty came up to me and a put a card in my lap,
"Fill it out please." She said
I looked down at the card she placed in front of me.
Name: Victoria Vega
Please Call Me: Tori
I Am: 16 years old
I am in: 10th grade
I'm here because…: My sister saw me making myself throw up
I looked up and a few more people came, a girl I remembered from Sherwood, Maggie, and a man I have never seen before
My Goal: To get out of this.
"Ah Beck, you came, great we can get started…" I looked up and saw Beck walk in like he did everyday… this is going to suck even more.
She started to talk about or bodies and if we make ourselves make throw up too much, we'll bleed out… I doubt that, one time I saw blood on my hand. Then she made a few us stand up and say our 'story' like if it would help this.
She looked at a card and looked at me
"Tori, would you like to say your story?"
Um no…
"Sure, why not,"
I stood up and saw Beck stare at me, I smiled a weak smile… like if we were friends again and he looked down.
"Um my dad died and I lost my best friend, I figured I wasn't good enough so that's why I started making myself throw up."
"Please…" Beck whispered
"Beck please, let Tori speak, you've been here for two months you know the rules." Said the lady
"Two months? Beck we stopped being friend three months ago," I stated
"Yeah so?" he asked
"BECK OLIVER!" I screamed
"You did it to!" he screamed back
"I had a good enough reason!" I screamed
"So did I!"
"What was it!"
"I lost the one person I loved! There I said it! I love you, I love you!" he said
I stared at him.
"I hate you!" I screamed "I hate you! It took you THREE FUCKING MONTHS TO SAY THAT! I hate you," I whispered the last part
Beck walked to me and kissed me, of course I kissed back, and everyone clapped.
"I better not see you making yourself throw up any more." He whispered
"You wouldn't" I giggled "Back at ya boy,"
"Deal," he said
"Deal," and we sealed it with a kiss.
I own nothing, this is based off a book called 'Perfect' i hope you like it!