I feel everything

Disclaimer: I don't own the boys or the song (I feel everything) which is sung by Idina Menzel

Warning this is Jett/Logan where Jett's abusive. But it's still boy/boy. And eventual Logan/Kendall.

Don't like please don't read.

Like a prima ballerina

I will tip-toe, tip-toe around you constantly,

I hear the water running will it wash your tears

Or leak through the ceiling?

Make my way up the spiral staircase,

Hope to god you've had a good day.

You were my love, my light, but this? Never this, I never saw it coming. You would hurt me? Make me cry? Why Jett why? If Kendall only knew you'd hurt his best friend like this he'd have a whole new reason to hate you. I've never done anything but love you. I put my dreams of being a doctor on hold because I loved you, but it turns out you didn't love me nearly as much as I loved you. I thought you lovedme. I never thought I'd see the day where I would find myself on the floor by your hands. Never thought I'd find myself flinching whenever anyone came up behind me. Never thought I'd see the day where my boyfriend would sleep with my best friend's girlfriend. Really? Over her? You had to do that on top of everything else too?

When you're furious

When you start to freeze

When you can't be touched

I feel everything

And when you despair

When you cannot breathe

When you wouldn't dare

I feel everything

When you're in ecstasy

But you're not with me

I feel everything

I bet you'd never know how good I got at predicting your moods. But you should know, I always know. You say I deserve this. Maybe I do, I don't know any more everything's so confusing now. Back in Minnesota I wouldn't have let this happen. There I would have told someone, told Kendall and he'd have made you stop, leave, leave me alone. But where not in Minnesota, we're in California, where everything is different, there's no . Here it's Kendall and Jo and Carlos and Stephanie and James and, well whoever he liked that day, and Logan and Jett. Or is it Jett and Jo and Kendall and Logan? Things are different here. Why are things so different here?

On a tightrope

On a wire

I'll attempt to jump through a ring of fire

I am waiting all the while

For a glimpse of something to bring us higher

One little foot in front of the other

Don't you know I'm afraid of thunder

Did you know when you scream at me it reminds me of the storms we used to get back home? Horrible terrifying storms that used to give me nightmares making me cry, feeling weak. That's what you are, a horrible storm, and I'm the tiny tree's being ripped up from their roots and thrown, violently. I'm so scared now of everything I do or say because I never know what's going to set you off anymore. Do you like it when I bleed? When I'm curled up in a ball crying? Does It make you feel strong to harm the one you supposedly "love"?

There's a fine line between love and hurting

And knowing when to walk away

Like a prima ballerina

I will tiptoe tiptoe around you constantly

This is it, I'm going. I told Kendall so stay away from me, or I will let him hit you back for every time you hit me. And he knows you screwed around with Jo. I never thought he loved me. Me of all people he loves me. Guess what, after he told me I started to realize I love him too. And I don't deserve everything you put me though. I hope your happy, hurting other's and never knowing real love. Because I found it and I'm really happy. He buy's me presents just because, and instead of raining fists down on me, he rains kisses. He makes me feel happy and safe. Something I never felt with you.

Thanks for reading if you stayed till the end! i have no clue how I wrote this or wear it came from but i hope you enjoyed it. I like how it came out. Please read and review! I need some positive criticism … lol