The guys were at the apartment relaxing, well, they would be at the studio but it was raining hard outside. James and Carlos were fighting over the remote for the TV and Katie was talking to Mama Knight about going to a movie.

Nobody was paying attention to Kendall and Logan until they all heard a moan come from the brunette who was straddling Kendall's lap. Kendall was sucking on Logan neck.

"Kendall?" said Mama Knight trying to get her son's and boyfriends attention. They still didn't stop what they were doing until Katie walked over and dumped a glass of water all over them.

"KATIE! What was that for?" asked Kendall as he detached himself from Logan to go get a towel.

"To cool you and Logan off, and on the couch? Really!"

Kendall only laughed as Logan tried to hide himself in the couch.

"Okay, none of you guys were paying attention to us so Logan got bored and attacked me!" Kendall said as he was drying his hair off.

"Okay, now that is the biggest lie you have ever told! You jumped me!" Kendall just growled at the comment earning a smack in the head by his mom and a pillow from Carlos.

"Enough you two, we hear enough at night!" James said. Logan squeaked.

"Boys! Kendall, why don't you go and get the mail, and no, Logan can not go with you. I am not having the talk with Bitter's again about clothing laying everywhere!" Kendall laughed at the memory while Logan excused himself and went to his and Kendall shared room.

"Why so you guys tease him so much?" Kendall asked when he stopped at the door.

''Because we know you love it!" said Katie smacking him in the head. "Go get the mail!" Kendall just shoved her and went along his way.

James looked toward Carlos and they headed toward Logan's room.

"Hey Logie! Do you want to get Kendall back?" The door opened in a heart beat and the three boys planned out their revenge.

About 5 minutes later, when Kendall started toward the door. He stopped when he noticed a letter his name on it. Usually he would of stopped and opened it to see what it was but there was something in the corner that was stopping him. The color drained from his face before he ran to the apartment.

When he reached the door he was attached by the guys in a tickle fight. Kendall wasn't laughing though.

"GUYS! Get off!" He said it in an urgent tone that made the guys freeze. "MOM! The mail, its..." Kendall was cut off by his breathing going short. Logan, who noticed right away, ran to the bathroom and came out with the blonds inhaler.

"Kendall, what is wrong?" Mama Knight asked while Kendall caught his breath.

"The test results came back," that got everybody to sit still. They had gone to the hospital for a check up about a month ago to check on Kendall. When he was young he had leukemia. The doctors said that they had a chance of it being gone forever. So, they jumped on it and tested Kendall.

Kendall sat up and went to the couch almost choking on his breathing. Logan went and wrapped his arms around him.

"Kendall you need to calm down okay? Just breath for me." Logan soothed his boyfriend while he watched Mama Knight open the envelope.

"Mom?"

She just stood there reading the paper over and over again. Finally a chocked sob came out of her mouth. Kendall froze.

"What does it say?" when nobody responded, for what seemed like forever, "WHAT DOES IT SAY!" James flinched and picked up the paper.

"Kendall Knight, tested for leukemia on the 15 of June, the test came back... positive." Carlos fell back into the counter, pale as can be. James, grabbed the nearest chair to keep himself steady. Logan's grip in Kendall went loose, and Kendall just starred out into space.

"Oh my baby," Mama Knight jumped up and gave Kendall the best hug that she could muster up for now. Katie, just sat there with her hands over her ears, not wanted to live threw this whole nightmare once again.

For that night Kendall didn't leave Logan's arms for anybody except for Katie and his mom. James tried to joke about Kendall owning Logan's lap but his attempt failed. It was getting close to 10:00 when Kendall began to speak.

"What are we going to do?"

Everybody was positive Kendall was going to lock himself up. So when they heard his voice they all jumped. Even Logan who was holding Kendall to his chest.

"Well, I am going to scheduled an appointment to check and see how bad it is. Then we well go from there, but you should tell Gustavo. They deserve to know." Kendall only buried his head into the crock of Logan's neck.

"Its going to be okay babe, just don't make me lose you. I love you," Logan whispered that last part to Kendall. Nobody else heard them. To Kendall, it was the first time that they have ever said that. He lifted his head with a huge smile on his face.

"Really?" Logan only nodded before Kendall attached his mouth. James and Carlos made the EW! sound before Kendall and Logan pulled apart laughing.

"What did you say Logan?" Katie asked, she wanted to know what made her brother so happy after he got the bad news.

"Nothing of the importance Katie," Kendall said before he threw a pillow at her. He also ducked his head back to Logan neck and whispered. "I love you way more."

Logan let out a shit ass grin and James couldn't help but notice.

"Okay, before you guys jump each other again, why don't you tell us what the hell is so funny?"

Kendall got up and gave James a hug.

"Only you Kendall, only you," James returned the hug before Kendall went and gave Carlos the biggest bear hug ever.

"Logan just admitted his weakness towards me," James looked towards Logan with an eyebrow raised.

"Well, you going to tell us lover boy?"

"His ass." As if planed, Carlos and James spit out the drinks they had to their mouths and choked on it, while Katie ran form the room covering her ears. Mama Knight only laughed and hugged Kendall.

"Only you Logan, only you!" yelled James and Carlos as they attached him in a little wrestle.

~What do you think? Too much, too little, too bad? Please, I need some reviews to let me know if I should continue~