A brunette haired man lightly opened the green eyes that belong to him, looking around the white room with cloudy eyes before closing them. To this man it felt like a couple of minutes before opening his eyes again, seeing slicked back blond hair before the Italian jumped up, not caring if he was in a hospital or not. "Potato Fucker!" He screamed and glared at the German, of course the Italian didnt know who this man was, it was just his doctor for the day.

The blond man just sighed before turning to the Italian with blue eyes. "Calm down Mister Vargas..." A thick German accent filled the room so the darker haired man knew he was right.

"Where is Feliciano? Or Antonio?" The Italian asked, getting up to find out himself.

"Calm down mister Vargas... Your brother will be in a minute and for Antonio... He should be back soon." The dark haired man sighed before laying back, this man was named Lovino Vargas, he was the oldest of three but his youngest brother didnt live with him or bother anymore so Lovino didn't bother back.

The large cream coloured doors opened wide with a dramatic thump, Lovino and the blond doctor blinked and turned to the door as a chocolate browned haired man came in, grinning from ear to ear "Lovi~" he smiled before running up to the Italian and hugged him close, nuzzling his cheek as the Italian blushes from being touched in front of people, especially a German, "Thank you Doctor Ludwig for helping with Lovi~" the Spaniard smiled before nuzzling the Italian again as the German just nodded and left the room.

Lovino didn't know how to react to all of that before kissing the Spaniard before pulling away, a blush on his face from being seen before but was glad to have the man he loved in front of him "Te amo~" the Spaniard smiled.

"Ti amo troppo... Antonio" the Italian muttered before being pulled into a kiss again, Lovino didn't stop it or anything, kissing back and wrapped his arms around the Spaniard's neck before Antonio moved so he was on top of Lovino.

Panic entered the body of the Italian before trying to push the Spaniard off quickly. He didnt like this at all, nor did the Spaniard move before pulling away as a cheerful voice entered the room "Lovi~" smiled another Italian, which happened to be Lovino's brother.

As soon as Antonio got off Lovino, the other Italian came to sit on the bed and hug him "Ciao Feliciano..." Lovino muttered and hugged his brother close, still panicking from what happened with Antonio but had calmed down a little with that, just happy to have his brother hugging him close instead.

Later that night Antonio and Feliciano left, Lovino was on his own and that was one thing that scared him so much. He hated it and quickly looked around for a phone, finding it the Italian quickly called the Spaniard, normally he wouldn't had but for once he needed to.

"Hola~?" a cheerful voice answered the phone, Lovino couldn't help but to smile before frowning, hearing his brothers voice in the background with jealously filling him. "Hola?" The Spaniard said again a bit lost from this call but Lovino sat there before tearing up.

"C-ciao..." The Italian muttered through sobs.

"Lovi? Is that you? What's wrong? And you haven't called me at the best time" the Spaniard said before the Italian growled, not caring about his tears any more.

"I noticed! You're talking to my fucking brother when I NEED you here! But I can fucking understand because no one really gives a shit about me! I should have just fucking died in the car crash!" The Italian yelled, anger filling him faster then glass dropping.

"Lovi don't talk like that" Antonio scolded before Lovino hissed.

"FUCK OFF! I KNOW EVERYONE WOULD HAVE WANTED ME DEAD! EVEN YOU WOULD HAVE! AND HOW DO I KNOW THIS?! YOU'RE TOO BUZY TAKING CARE OF LITTLE FELICIANO OTHER THEN YOUR OWN FUCKING BOYFRIEND!" Lovino couldn't keep it inside himself anymore, he had to scream and yell, he knew the doctors would be coming in soon possibly to try and calm him down.

"Lovino that isn't it at all..." The Spaniard said, beginning to worry more about the Italian before Lovino hanged up on him before it got to Lovino.

The Italian was crushed and in tears, he wanted to leave the world and not return, looking around the room to kill himself he found a sheet of people for him to contact. Lovino watched it before picking it up, looking through the contacts.

1. Antonio Carriedo xx xxxx xxxx

2. Feliciano Vargas xx xxxx xxxx

3. Doctor Ludwig Beilschmidt xx xxxx xxxx

4. The Nurse xx xxxx xxxx

5. Someone to talk to xx xxxx xxxx

The Italian didnt like this list but picked it up any way and sat back down with the phone, it was like his body had made him do it, not his brain before the Italian dialled the number for 'someone to talk to' before listening for someone to answer, the Italian was a bit scared from this but let the rings go on until there was an answer.

"Hallo?"

g'day everyone, I am LoviBeilschmidt and yes I've published this on WattPad but put it here for reasons.

everyone in this belongs to Himaruya