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Numb Like Me


I'm laying here sprawled out on the floor
Where you had left me the night before
Remembering how you loved me so much
And how I giggled at you sweet touch

But now times have changed
Every since you left me standing out in the rain
Yet I cry no tears or show no pain
But I guess you think I'm just one big game

You toss me around like a rag doll
But because I'm numb I don't feel the fall
I can't smell, can't see or even hear a song
My minds so weak that I think i'm gone

Your hand hits ever so hard
You make me feel like a flimsy old card
Yet everyday I sit and pray
Hoping to God that you will stay

You yell and scream
Saying things I know you mean
But when your gone and out the door
I cry and wonder if I can take anymore

Your words are now poison
Your love is all rusty
Your heart is now stone
But my life won't always be musky

Now I'm laying all tangled in sheets
Listening to my heart beat rapidly beats
Hoping for a minute that you will let me be
Now that you had your way with me

Through all of my struggle
Through all of my pain
Through all of you drinking
Will you ever change

But I'll never get use to
Being sprawled on the floor
Where you will leave me
From the night before


A/N: If you review...I will write. Actually, yes I will be happy, but I was thinking of making this a story. So YOU need to review and tell your thoughts, likes, dislikes, how bad I spell..that kinda thing! Thank you!!!