This is just a quick thing on Kyou during the "Another World Episode" written very quickly and out of pure boredom.
Words I May Never Speak
An elder sibling is meant to protect the younger. We are meant to be strong. Do whatever we can to ensure their happiness. Even if it risks our own.
It's our job; our duty.
One shouldn't have to question it.
Anyone who messes with my little sister gets it. I don't care what they did, if I see her in trouble, I'm there. And whoever upset her is going to be sorry they did so.
It was like that for as long as I can remember.
However; what am I to do if I am the one at fault?
Our third year in high school forced me to face a problem that I could no longer deal with a simple physical beating. Not even the heaviest dictionary in the world was the solution.
Okazaki Tomoya; he is the one who will ruin our perfect bond.
Ryou likes him, more than she has any other boy. He's a delinquent. Never been in a serious relationship. Always late, gets into fights.
But he's kind at heart. He means well, he can be blunt, but…I don't know. He's just different.
A boy as special as he; it should be perfect.
It is perfect.
Just keep my big mouth shut, and it'll remain that way.
There'll be other boys.
So long as I keep telling myself that. Let this one go. As strongly as she feels; I could never seize it from her.
Neither of us would be capable of forgiving me.
Now, as fate brought them to the same classroom; I sit in my own, isolated from the drama continuing outside theses walls.
It doesn't matter.
Don't think about.
Propping my head with my elbow; I stare out the window, watching the cherry blossoms for off leak single petals from their branches, the wind carrying them cross a vast ocean of land, drifting to their destined landing.
Never think about.
I couldn't; out of the question.
No matter what I want…Ryou, I could never.
Despite what I believe, the risk it would put was too high.
Yes.
I refuse to accept these feelings.
Pushing a strand of hair behind my ear; I rest my head on the desk, its cool surface was sanctuary to my warming cheek.
Yes.
Mouthing the words I will never speak, nearly bringing tears to my eyes.
'I love you, Okazaki Tomoya.'