Hey there! So this is my first one-shot! It's pretty sad…. I was inspired at like… 12 in the morning to write this, so I'm writing it now. Hope you enjoy, review and what not :D
Freddie POV
I looked at her in the hospital bed, barely awake at this point. Her skin was whiter than a ghost's. The brightness in her eyes was gone. Her beautiful hair fell out from all of the chemo. The doctors said that she probably wouldn't make it much longer. We all knew that she was going to die soon. It took all I had in me not to cry. I would cry to myself when I would go to the bathroom in the hospital or return home. I knew that she wouldn't appreciate my tears. She told everyone else that their tears only made her feel worse, made her feel sicker. But who was able to hold in the tears? I couldn't at times. I could not believe I was losing her. I was losing the love of my life. I was losing Sam.
It was very late, around two in the morning, I had drifted into a very light sleep, and woke up to the sound of her weak whisper. 'Fredlumps, come here." I didn't care what obnoxious nickname she was calling me. I ran to her side and took her hand.
"I'm sorry." She said, with teardrops rolling down her cheeks. I started to choke up.
"Why are you sorry Sam? Cancer isn't anybody's fault. These things just happened. You fought the hardest fight that you were ever faced in your life. You were as strong as possible."
"I'm not apologizing for that. I'm sorry I've treated you like you mean nothing to me. I'm sorry I torture you and beat you up. I hope you know whenever I say I hate you, I don't mean it. I could never hate you, and I never did hate you. Sure, we would fight, but if you were never in my life I have no clue what I would have done." She was crying hysterically now. "Freddie… I'm going to die very soon, and I know I am. I'm done fighting, I've had enough. I don't want you to remember me as the mean kid who picked on you all the time, I want you to remember me as the girl who picked on you just to get closer to you. I want you to remember me as the girl-" I cut her off, grabbed her head and kissed her as passionately as I could.
"I will remember you as the girl I had fallen madly in love with. I will remember you as the most beautiful person ever to walk on this Earth. I will remember you as my first true love, even though it was never official in any way. I love you." I kissed her once again, even more passionately than the last.
She was crying, yet smiling at the same time. "I love you, Freddie." And then, the long and continuous beep coming from the heart monitor sounded through the room. She was gone.
"NO SAM! I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE ME YET!" I kissed her now lifeless lips over and over and over again, just praying that she would come back. Tears were pouring down my face. The doctor came in.
"I'm sorry son, she has left us. You are going to have to leave." Said the doctor.
"NO NO NO! SAM PLEASE COME BACK TO ME! WE CAN MAKE EVERYTHING WORK, I NEED YOU SAM. I LOVE YOU SAM!" I screamed. The nurses had to pull me out of the room and away from Sam. I quickly released from their grip, walked up to her, kissed her cheek and said "I will always love you."
Carly and Spencer came running down the hall as fast as they could. They saw me crying.
"How is she?" Said Spencer.
"I want to see her!." Said Carly.
I looked up and said "shes gone." We all broke and hugged each other until we couldn't any more.