Well, its a crappy title, I know. But bah, Im not good with titles! Anyways, I thought of it duringYEnglish class! We were supposed to be watching Channel One, but I never watch Channel One. So I wrote. Its definitely not that good, but oh well. I wrote it, so Im posting it. Anyways, here we go!
Warnings: AU, OOCness, Shonen-ai. You know, the usual.
Disclaimer: Do I really need to say it?
Summary: Everyone sees things in different views. Some of them just see more than others from the view they use.
Seeing
Its hard for Demyx to deal with it. He has to deal with the fact that hes keeping something from his boyfriend, because its something important. He just wants Riku to be happy. For Riku to be happy, though, he has to be with him. Demyx knows that. He knows it and he holds his burden close to his heart because, really, its not a burden at all. Demyx loves Riku and everyone knows that.
But not everyone sees what Axel sees.
Axel sees that Demyx is creating space. Hes moving away from Riku, away from his love, his happiness. His home. He stays with Riku, though, because he really does love Riku. (Riku is Demyxs home, after all.) Wherever Riku is, Demyx is, and that makes them both happy. Demyx just isnt as happy as he used to be. One day he will leave Riku, Axel knows it. His best friend will leave the one place that he knows hes safe. And Riku will be crushed. But Axel will be there to make Riku feel all better when it comes to that.
Demyx decides he will stay with Riku. Hell make it through this, he will. Maybe, hopefully, he would fall back in love with Riku, instead of just loving him. Thats his main goal, his major hope. Its what he wants, above all else, above even being with Sora, being with his sky. Because, to him, Sora isnt quite as important as Riku seems to be. All of Demyxs friends know that. To them, its obvious in what they see.
But thats not what Sora sees.
Sora sees that Demyx is hurting. Demyx doesnt want him to see it, he knows that. But Soras not as oblivious as everyone thinks he is. Sora cares too much about Demyx to ignore him, so he constantly watches. He watches as Demyx shies away from Rikus touch. Its an (almost) unnoticeable, subconscious reaction that no one would see unless they were paying absolute attention. Which Sora does. Sora sees Demyx flinch, involuntarily, when Riku smiles at him or kisses his cheek or holds his hand. Sora worries, so he watches. And hell be there when Demyx finally breaks.
For now, though, Demyx will stay. Hell stay with Riku until hes tired of (faking) it. Until that happens, Demyx will pretend to be happy every time Riku smiles, ignoring the little piece inside of him that dies.
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Soo, there we go. I produce stupid, you know. Anyways, reviews would be appreciated. A simple, AHey I read it and though it was stupid,AHey, I liked it, or even just, AI read it, would suffice. Id appreciate it.
Loves much - Rissa