Tsunade x Orochimaru fanfic A Passionate Hate

, okays this is my first fanfic (yay) So ya basically if you flame me ill just delete your review. You don't like it don't read it idc. But for those who enjoy it YAY! I like you guys. Enjoy. Disclaimer:I do not own naruto or the characters in my fanfic. -emoemoemo- wow sukks to be me TT 'thoughts' "talking"

Chapter One

It was a rather cold winter night in kohona. Children were rushed inside to be tucked in bed by parents. Somewhere near a very irritated Tsunade glared daggers at a large stack of papers.

'Why the hell did I even agree to this' she thought as she rolled her eyes.

Tsunade reached for her bottle of sake she purchased the other day.

'What the hell? Where'd it go?! Damn! Shizune must have found it. How though? I hid it so well!'

The annoyed hokage began sorting the papers as fast as she could. Three hours later she walked out of her office. Tsunade shuddered as she wrapped her green sweater close to her body. Then she walked toward the direction of her apartment. She passed the bridge where she and her team trained many years ago.

'Those were the good ol' days.'

She chuckled to her self as she imagined her slugging Jiriaya for calling her flat-chested . While Sarutobi-sensei shook his head. Orochimaru smirked at Jiriaya as Tsunade called him a " Snow topped annoying pervert". Tsunade's heart clenched as she thought of his face, then sarutobi's corpse. Then she glared.

"Gah. That bastard can drop dead " she whispered to herself.

She looked up and saw she was at her apartment door, and fumbled through her shirt and pulled out her key. She walked through the door and bolted it. Memories of her past made her feel even more tired.

' need some sake'she thought. Then she remembered Shizune's

words

"hokage-sama don't get drunk tonight you still have three other stacks of important papers to tend to by tomorrow afternoon. If you have a hangover you wont wake up."

Shizune if only you knew. I wont drink too much she thought

'just enough to clear my head'.

Tsunade scuffed her way through her kitchen to her rather large, onyx sake cabinet.

'choices, choices eeny meeny miny moe'. She grabbed a peach flavored bottle and sat on her sofa.

POP! The sound of the bottle opening echoed through the house. Tsunade poured herself a cup, and downed it. No matter how much she seemed to drink her head just wouldn't clear.

' Heh. we'll se about that.'

Then another. And another, and another and another. She couldn't get Orochimaru's voice out of her head. Tsunade I can revive your brother and Dan if you heal my armss. She threw her glass against the wall. It shattered in to thousands of tiny pieces. Sobs racked her body. 'Why can't I get you out of my head' She picked up the bottle of sake and took three big gulps as the sobs became muffled hiccups. 'Why me? Why does it hurt so much! Why couldn't I have fallen in love with Jiriaya instead! Goddamnit i killed these feelings so long ago!! Orochimaru why?' She continued to drown her anguish in alcohol. It burned her throat...just the way she liked it. Sake seemed to be the only thing she loved that didn't leave her or betray her.

Tsunade knew it wasn't healthy at all to drown her sorrows in the warm sake, but its the only thing she can look to for comfort. She went for another sip and realized the bottle was empty. She threw it to the side and got another one. In no time she was finished with the new bottle and stood up to get another.

Her vision began to blur as she barely felt her self falling . The ground was moving. so was her apartment. She began to feel sick everything around her seemed to swirl and blend together.

Thud!

She blacked out.

Ookies how did you like it? short i knows but teh next one is gonna be ALOT longer. So how was it for my first FF? ookies review and tell mehs kayyz┘. Oro-kun is in the next chappy most likely havent decided 333

Thank Yoh to those who like the fanfic Zank yoh for the support peepz

I do not own naruto and never will unless I somehow conquer the world ;3 Enjoy R&R