Why?-

This place,

So big and bright.

My mom,

Why must she bring me to this place?

She can't fix me,

Nobody can.

I dream,

I dream of hurting her,

Frightening her,

To death.

These people,

Why must they question me so?

They can't and won't get an answer from me,

I keep my secrets to myself.

They don't know how it feels,

To watch the static and hear the horses.

I feel,

I feel like a burden follows me,

Like death is near.

I am dead.

I feel the motionlessness of my body.

So cold,

So empty,

So alone.

But a ring of light is what I remember.

My mind remains alive,

Very much alive.

I wish to hurt,

Kill,

Frighten.

I must kill all humanity,

Frighten them all to death.

I must do something.