"My diamond, my diamond!" the voice of a zircon says as I sit down upon my throne overlooking Homeworld.
"What is it Zircon, I'm busy," I say as I glance at a Zircon who's a member of my court.
"Apologizes, my diamond the trial is about to begin," Zircon replies as she glances at me.
"Trial, what trial," I say as I glance at Zircon.
"The one about Rose Quartz, my diamond," Zircon replies in response to my question.
"I don't have time for this Zircon," I say as I glance at Zircon.
"It's significant, though, my diamond," Zircon says as she glances at me.
"Zircon, I'm busy, and I don't have time for this," I say as I begin to search through Homeworld files on the Homeworld computer while sitting upon my throne.
"The trial is about Pink Diamond though, my diamond," Zircon says as she glances at me.
I freeze for a moment or two as I glance at Zircon.
"My diamond, are you alright?" Zircon asks as she glances at me.
"I'm alright, Zircon," I reply sternly as I glance at Zircon.
"Are you sure, my diamond?" Zircon asks as she glances at me.
"Yes, I'm alright," I reply sternly as I glance at Zircon.
"Oh, are you ready for the trial, my diamond?" Zircon asks as she glances at me.
"I'm not coming," I say sternly as I glance at Zircon.
"What why, my diamond?" Zircon asks as she glances at me.
"I don't want to talk, about it," I reply as I glance at Zircon.
"You haven't been out of your palace in years, though, and wouldn't it be lovely to walk around Homeworld, my diamond?" Zircon asks as she glances at me.
"Zircon, enough," I say angrily as I glance at Zircon.
Zircon goes silent as she glances at me.
"I don't care how significant the trial is, I'm not coming, and that's final, understand?" I ask as I glance at Zircon.
"Yes, my diamond," Zircon replies sighing as she glances at me.
"Excellent, now I need you to inform the others about my absence at the trial, alright, Zircon?" I ask as I glance at Zircon.
"As you wish, my diamond," Zircon replies sighing, and with that, she leaves the room, and she goes to inform the other diamonds about my absence.
However, as soon as Zircon leaves I begin to cry as I glance at a picture of Pink Diamond that I save to a file on the Homeworld computer.
It's all, my fault I think as I glance at the picture of Pink Diamond.
Thousands of years ago Pink Diamond is, born, and she's the smallest of the three diamonds on Homeworld. First, there's me, White Diamond, the leader and ruler of Homeworld, and I have twelve colonies under my rule.
Second, there's, Yellow Diamond, she's the co-leader of Homeworld, along with, Blue Diamond, and they both have eight colonies under their rule. Finally, there's Pink Diamond, she's the youngest of us, and she's not a ruler, she's just a child, and she has no colonies yet.
One day after she goes with Yellow to watch her colonize a planet she immediately finds the process of colonizing a planet fascinating, and she asks me to give her, her own colony. However, I refuse I explain to her that she's not ready and that colonizing a planet is a tremendous responsibility, a responsibility that I know that she's not ready for.
"It's not fair though, the other diamonds have so many worlds, and I don't even have one, I want one, I want my own army, I want my own planet, I deserve it, I'm just as important as they are!" Pink Diamond would proclaim throwing a tantrum.
I try my best to ignore Pink's pleas for a colony. However, after over thousands of years of her constantly begging me for a colony, I can't take it anymore.
Finally, Blue convinces me to give her a chance, and I decide to, give Pink her own colony. I assign Pink to colonize Earth, and I tell her that she has to update me on how she's doing with the colony, which she agrees to, and finally, Pink Diamond arrives on Earth, and she informs me of her arrival on Earth through the communicator.
Several years pass, and everything seems to, be alright. Pink Diamond informs me on how she's doing with the colony for the next several years.
Pink Diamond tells me that the gems I assign to her are successfully building structures on the planet and that several gems are already emerging from the planet, and for once I'm actually proud of her, and I inform the other diamonds on how she's doing with the colony, of, course.
However, I don't remain proud of Pink for long, and I learn from one of her court members that she's been collecting species from Earth, and I also learn that the species' name is humans. This is, of course, is questionable, but I decide to allow it. However, as time goes on Pink Diamond is doing stuff that is questionable for a diamond to do.
Finally, one day, one of the Rose Quartz's that she makes goes rogue, and as a result of this, a removal of all of the Rose Quartz's in her entourage happens. Anyway, soon the gem war begins, and all the other diamonds and I can do at this point, is support Pink while the war rages on.
On the day that the shattering occurs, and I can't remember why, but for some reason I tell Pink to leave her palanquin through the communicator, and that's the last time that I speak to her before the shattering happens, and now here I sit on my throne blaming, myself for the events of the shattering.
I don't even remember if I play some part in it or not, it's been so long, and I block out some of the details from the shattering because it's a traumatic experience for me.
However, I can't help, but think back, if only I didn't agree to let Pink colonize the Earth she would still be here, and if I didn't tell her to leave her palanquin she would still be here, I should be dead, and she should still be here!
I think all of these things as I think back to how things would be different if only I could be dead instead of Pink, and ever since the day of the shattering I've been here in my palace putting myself into isolation away from the others.
"I'm sorry Pink, I'm sorry that I'm still here, and you're not!" I say crying as the screen fades too black.