Ok so this fic has mentions of rape and suicide so be warned, my other stories will get updates soon but having to redo them as my pc had to be reformatted hope you enjpoy.

Tears streamed down my face dripping onto my jeans as I sat with my legs crossed on the floor. The hole in my chest had grown each day since he left and now I wondered how I was still alive, not for long a mental voice added. I had stayed because a small part of my mind thought he would come back but that part was dead now crushed two days ago. I wasn't pure anymore I wasn't anything. If by some miracle he came back he would know how dirty I am. Charlie was fishing thankfully, the note I had written explained why I couldn't stay, I had to explain I couldn't let him think it was Edwards fault, I had also written Edward and the Cullen's a letter but those were at their house I had slipped them in the mailbox unable to make it into the house. The spare gun my dad kept in his room was now in my hands I wondered how best to do it I didn't want to make a mess but slitting my wrists was to slow and there were no drugs in the house to take so that left the gun. It was time I looked at the clock I couldn't wait any longer it had to happen now. I placed the gun to the temple of my head and closed my eyes.

"Edward I'm sorry" my finger was about to push down when I heard a crash and the gun was thrown from my hands "NO!" I screamed the hole in my chest breaking open my eyes opened I ignored the figures in my room and saw the gun I went to reach for it when stony arms encased me. "No please I can't Please" I begged

"Shhh Bella I know… I know" I stopped struggling surprised at the voice by my ear the person restraining me but also comforting me her words having double meanings, she knew what had happened and she knew how it felt. I cried then and she managed to pull me closer allowing me to cling to her .

"Please Rosalie…" She knew what I was asking knew what I wanted she could do it a quick flick of her hand and I wouldn't know anything anymore.

"I am so sorry Bella I can't" my breathing hitched and I wept more someone had my arm I knew it was Carlisle because a second later there was a small prick and everything started to fade out but not like death.

Alice POV

I sat on the rock waiting for Jasper to finish hunting, to say life had changed was an understatement, Edward had said it would go back to the way it was before he pulled Bella swan into our lives, but just like he had fallen in love with her and it had changed him so had we all even Jasper who still four months later was consumed with the guilt of attacking who he saw as a little sister and then the subsequent leaving of the same person. We were all grieving for the loss and I cursed my brother for forcing the grief upon us. I had managed to keep my promise to Edward forcing any visions of Bella away not looking and as one approached I tried to force it back but this one refused to be. I gasped and Jasper was at my side a moment later.

"Alice" his voice full of concern as I was overcome with the vision he took me in his arms when I began to sob at the sight I saw and knew we could not stop because it was a vision that had already happened. Visions of the past happened rarely and only when it was something I absolutely needed to know I could tell this one took place yesterday evening because she walked past a shop with a t.v playing the evening use in the window. I watched as she pulled her keys from her pocket as she approached her rusty old truck and then in horror I saw as she was grabbed from behind and dragged into the ally way she had just passed. "Alice what's happening?" The vision continued in my mind but I managed to answer.

"It's Bella she's been raped." My tone was flat as shock set in when the two men were done I watched as she curled up in a ball on the floor and didn't move for what seemed like hours and then the vision ended "Jasper we need to go to her." I hadn't even realised he had picked me up and was running with in the direction of the house

"I know." He replied as he continued to run I stayed in his arms unsure if I could run the shock of what I had just seen made me wish I could sleep. I was sat down on a couch a few minutes later as Jasper called the others "It will ok Darlin' we'll help her." I nodded. Thankfully Carlisle and everyone else bar Edward was home as they all entered the living room.

"What's going on?" Rosalie said sounding bitter; she had been sharp with everyone since leaving forks disappointed that it hadn't gone back to the way things were before we knew Bella.

"I had a vision of Bella…" I said my voice barely above a whisper

"Alice you promised Edward…" Carlisle began Jasper growled as Carlisle chastised me .

"Let her finish." He ordered as he stood slightly in front of me.

"My apologies continue Alice" Carlisle said his face showing that he now understood this was a serious matter.

"It's already happened, it happened last night but I didn't see it till just now, I don't know why I didn't see it before maybe we could have got there in time…" I babbled I knew what I would say was going to break their hearts and bring up some painful memories for Rosalie.

"Just spit it out" Rosalie hissed earning a warning growl from Jasper.

"Bella was raped!" I cried out my head going in my hands

The next few moments were full of gasps hisses and growls as Emmet swore to track down the people responsible and give them a painful death the vision came and was nearly fully set in stone. He wasn't alone Jasper was with him and someone else although I couldn't see who because they had yet to make that decision.

"We have to go to her" We were all surprised at Rosalie and her soft words I looked up and saw her face a mixture of horror and sadness we all nodded in agreement. I gasped again as another vision came of Bella this time I welcomed it but it was a vision I wished I would never see.

"She's going to kill herself." I couldn't stop the words coming as I watched her with the gun

"When Alice?" Carlisle asked I focused and managed to see more

"Tomorrow evening, we should make it in time if we leave right now." Without another word we left the house leaving everything behind so we could go save Bella.