Eventually #Rolivia not sure if it will turn romantic or not. Depends on what comes to mind. Kim is in the picture. Causing some discontent for Amanda. Have ideas for the other fics but mind just isnt cooperating on how to pen them so I play with the ideas that come for new stories. Hope yall enjoy.. Not sure how long this one will be or how long Kims reign of terror will play out
Amanda had been having a shit week at work. Everything was just going every which way than the way she wanted. She was so stressed out, the last thing she needed was the parole hearing for Kim. She had been corresponding with Kim while she was in jail. She technically was the only family Amanda had. Their mother had written Amanda off when Kim had gotten arrested for theft and assault, she had stolen an item that was extremely valuable from a so called john as Kim had been prostituting at the time, then to add fuel to the fire she had stabbed her other john when he confronted her bout the money she owed him. Beth had written her off when Amanda wasnt able to get Kim off with just a warning. Actually stressed Amanda out so much that she was pretty close to premature labor.
Now at the hearing, Kim was going to be released to Amanda's care. Amanda was nervous on how this was all gonna go. Kim was up telling the parole board how she had changed and how her niece was giving her the kick in the ass she needed to do good and stay out of trouble. Once outside Amanda hissed "you better keep your ass on the straight and narrow Kim. You have one chance. I dont need any drama near Jesse. That baby girl is my entire world." Kim smiled and promised Amanda that she had changed and there wouldnt be any drama.
It had been a few weeks and Kim's true colors were starting to come out. Amanda had long days at work and Jesse was with the sitter. Kim had begged Amanda to let her prove herself and watch Jesse but Amanda wouldnt. She kept it to the fact Jesse was in a routine and she didnt want to throw it off. Kim went along with it, she didnt want to really piss off her sister, after all this was the only place she had to go. Since all Amanda did was work pretty much tend to Jesse, Kim got bored and her old attention seeking ways started peeking through.
Amanda had been at work when Liv called her into her office to see how she was doing. "Yes Lieutenent?" Liv told her to come in and close the door. Amanda did what she asked. Liv then asked her how she was dealing with Kim staying with her. Amanda told her it was nothing she couldnt handle. Liv saw the stress on her. "Liv I appreciate your concern. This is just something I have to do. Dont worry me and Jesse are okay. I promise on my life, I wont let anything hurt my baby girl." Liv knew Amanda was strong and they were just really starting to get along. She told Amanda to call her anytime if she needed anything and that her door was always open if she needed to just get away. Amanda told her thanks and that she truly appreciated it. Amanda had no clue what she was going to walk in on when she picked up Jesse and went home.
She picked up Jesse from the sitter. The sitter told her that Jesse had been cranky for most of the day. She told her sitter thank you and took Jesse. Once Jesse realized it was mama holding her she calmed down. Amanda wondered if her baby girl was starting the dreaded teething process. She got her all buckled in the carseat and took off to home. She was hoping to go home, give Jesse a bath, put her to bed and then just kick back for the rest of the night. Boy was she in for a rude awakening.
When she got home at first she didnt see Kim. Since Jesse was fussing a bit she put her in the swing and gave her the binky that was in the carseat. That seemed to work but she was playing with a limited time span before Jesse started wailing. Amanda got to looking around for Kim. She didnt see her but she heard some noise coming from the guest room. Oh the noises she was hearing were starting to piss her off. Turns out Kim was in the guest room giving some random guy a blow job. She heard a male voice "oh yes baby, right there. mmm mmm that's right." Amanda started yelling, and opened up that bedroom door. The guy yelling to get the fuck out. Amanda yelling "KIMBERLY WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? GET YOUR FUCKING JOHN OUT OF HERE. OH MY FUCKING GOD." She saw the guy naked from the waist down and Kim was sucking him off. In her house, where she just brought her daughter home. Amanda flashed her badge at the guy, telling him she was a detective with NYPD and if he didnt leave immediately his ass was going to be in jail. He looked at Kim and told her to call him later and he'd come back when the blonde cop cunt was gone. Amanda snarled "You son of a bitch, you will not be back." She grabbed the back of his jacket and shoved him to the door. Amanda walked back to the room once she had locked the door to find Kim was sitting at the window. She had something in her hand getting ready to light up. "Dont have a fucking cow Manda, its just a goddamn cigarette. Why did you have to throw him out? He was my company. I cant just sit here, day in, day out while you work with nothing to do." Amanda scowled and took a deep breath. She was soo mad tears were stinging her eyes. She was so mad she walked away without even saying a word to Kim. She went into her room, packing a few of Jesse's things in a bag as well as some of her clothes. She didnt know where she was gonna go but right now she couldnt keep Jesse here. She went out and checked on Jesse. Frannie has stayed right beside the baby. Guarding her. As she went to the kitchen to gather bottles, chewies, formula and baby motrin she grabbed a dog treat for Frannie. She whistled for her pup to come over and get her treat. As she gave the dog the treat, she kissed her. "Thank you my girl, thank you for keeping an eye on your lil sister." Kim had come out of the room with barely anything on. Amanda caught sight and snapped. "Put some goddamn clothes on Kim. For fucks sake my daughter is out here." Kim shot a dirty look and retorted "No more offended by my clothes than your mouth Amanda." Amanda took another deep breath, buckled Jesse back into her carseat, put Frannie's leash on and walked out the door.
She got the carseat snapped into the base in her car. Frannie hopped in the back and sat with Jesse. Amanda went around and got in the front, buckling herself in. Murmuring to herself "where the hell am I going to go?" She turned on the radio. She was too amped up she needed to calm down. She found a station that was playing older country music. Happened to be playing Reba McEntire's "What Do You Say". Made her start to cry as she was driving. She had decided to head to Olivia's. Olivia had told her that she was more than welcome to come over if she needed to. She just really hoped Liv meant that cause if not she would have to rent a hotel room.
Liv was just finishing up dinner for her and Noah. This lil boy meant everything to her. He sat in the living room playing with his toys while Liv cleaned up. Neither of them expecting any company and just content with it being a quiet evening in. Liv had gone to use the bathroom when Amanda had knocked on her door. Noah came running to the bathroom, "Mama someone is at the door." Liv rolled her eyes. "Baby tell them I'll be right there." She finished and washed her hands. She could hear her son telling whoever at the door that his mama was coming. When she got to the door she told Noah thank you and to go back to playing with his toys. She was quite surprised to see her blonde coworker on the other side of the door. She opened it to find a very disheveled Amanda. Amanda spoke hastily before Liv could "I'm um, I'm sorry, we just had no where else to go." Liv waved her hand "Come on in. It's okay." Amanda lowered her head and walked in. Frannie following closely to Jesse. Amanda knelt down, pulling the pack and play pieces from the bag and setting them up. Didnt take her long and then she popped Jesse inside. Frannie went over and sat with Noah who kept calling "here puppy". Liv said softly "Noah her name is Frannie." Frannie wagged her tail and went over to the lil boy, Noah pet her gently and she laid with him. Amanda sat on the couch. Still remaining quiet and moody. Before Liv sat down she checked on Jesse quickly and turned out that the lil girl had fallen asleep. She sat close to Amanda but also leaving enough space if Amanda didnt want the closeness. She touched Amanda's hand gently "Sweetie what happened?" Amanda just put her head in her hands and the tears started falling.
Olivia sat there at a loss, she didnt know what to do. Her and Amanda had just begun getting close. She wasnt sure what to do, Amanda never let anyone in let alone her. But yet the smaller woman was here on her couch in tears. She sighed and went with her gut instinct which was to pull Amanda into her arms. Much to her surprise Amanda didnt fight her. She began rubbing her back gently in the soft circular motions, what she did alot of times for the vics that she calmed down at work. Amanda was receptive to it. It was calming her. Not to mention Liv had the light scent of lavendar and jasmine so that was calming to her as well. Liv was able to get Amanda to take her jacket off. Liv spoke softly "Sweetie you want to tell me what happened?" Amanda sighed. "Please just let us stay here for tonight. I really dont want to pack up all this stuff. Jesse, Frannie and I will stay out here as silent as can be." Another tear was escaping her eye, Liv reached up and wiped it gently. "Of course, you're not leaving here. Can you tell me what happened?"
Before Amanda could answer Liv looked over at Noah who had fallen asleep with his new found furry friend. "Amanda hold that thought I'm going to put Noah in his bed." Amanda nodded, speaking softly "Dont be surprised if Frannie follows you in there and wants to sleep with him." Liv smiled, "Thats fine. If you want I can move the pack n play in his room too and the kids can be bunkmates for the night." Amanda smiled that Liv tried to make it as normal a night for Jesse as possible. "Thank you Liv. I appreciate this." Then she got up and helped Liv get the kids resituated in Noah's room. Liv reached down and pet Frannie as you could see the pup was asking permission to stay with the kids. "Frannie you are more than welcome to stay with your friends pretty girl." Oh that tail wagged, thumping gently on the wall she was next to. Amanda kissed Jesse again after getting her resettled. She put her hands in her pockets and walked back out to the living room. Liv followed after once again kissing Noah on the head. She saw Amanda staring at her phone. "Amanda would like anything to drink? I've got wine and I believe I have some beer from when Tucker was here. Also have water, milk or juice." Amanda thought for a minute yeah getting piss drunk with her boss sounded fun, but she knew better. "I'll take some water please." Liv began getting the beverages, Amanda's phone had gone off. Kim was sending antagonistic texts. She was proving she was going back to her old ways. As Liv was walking back over to the couch Amanda had launched her phone, then covered her face to hide the tears streaming down. Liv placed the glasses on the table then went over to Amanda. She put her arm across Amanda's shoulders, gently guiding her to sit down. Thinking to herself "what the hell is going on? I've never seen Rollins like this." Amanda actually didnt mind the touch, usually she tried to escape anyone touching her well besides Jesse.
It took a lil bit, but Amanda finally started talking. She told Liv what happened when she got back to her apartment. How she had started seeing Kim reverting back to her old ways. Liv sighed. She knew this was going to be hard on Amanda. She braced herself to tell Liv what she actually walked in on with Jesse in the house. "Liv, when I got home tonight I walked in on some shit with Kim." Liv kept eye contact with her. She took Amanda's hand gently in her free hand. "I can tell it really hit you, especially for you to leave your home and come here. Which let me say again I Donot Mind , Im glad you came here and that this was where you felt was safe for you and Jesse." Amanda rubbed her face with her hands. Telling herself to just spit it out. "Liv let's just say you were right okay? All this shit just backfired on me." Liv once again moved closer, trying to urge the upset woman to talk. "What do you mean I was right? Right bout what sweetie?" Amanda balled up her fists. She had to keep her voice down so she didnt wake up and or scare the kids. She looked over at Liv getting ready to tell her what she caught Kim doing, Liv could see the anger spark in her eyes. "Liv I got home and she had a man in the guestroom with her, giving him head. Like fucking really, in my apartment with a strange man sucking his dick." She started to lose it and break down "Liv I cant have that behavior around Jesse. I really cant. I dont know what to do. I dont want Kim to go back to jail but at the same token after walking in on that I dont want her in my home either. What next, will I walk in on her snorting coke again?" The tears coming down her face were hard to control. Liv didnt want to say "I told you so" but it was what she felt. "Amanda this is what I was worried about. I've grown to trust your judgement but this one worried me. I know and understand that you care and dont want anything bad to happen to Kim but you also are a mother now. Kim is a grown woman Amanda and though you want to help her she may not want the help. You said a while ago when you first started that Kim likes to stir the pot, that it keeps her calm. Do you think she's doing that now?" Amanda looked at Liv, she knew she was right. "I honestly dont know what she's doing Liv. I really dont. I dont know if this is her trying to get back at me for something or what. I just know I needed to get me and Jesse out of there."
Will Liv continue to console Amanda? Will Amanda get scared and leave? What's going to happen to Kim? Good questions, we shall see what happens. Feed back as always is welcome.