A/N: I don't own TMNT.
for how long
have i been trying
i can't
not anymore
for how long
have i been leading
i can't
it's just too hard
for how long
have i been carrying
the guilt, the failures
i can't
i just can't
for how long
have i been faking
the smiles, the happiness
i can't
it hurts too much
knowing all of the times
i've failed
knowing all the times
i've messed up
what can i do now
it's too late
to make it up to you
i want to try
i want to try again
find my strength again
find my will again
but it's gone
it's too late
i'm emptied out, there's nothing left
there's nothing left
i'm sorry
but i can't
i can't try
i can't lead
i can't carry the guilt
i can't fake the smiles
not anymore
A/N: I cried writing this... I really need to stop writing sad fanfics but I like writing them...