Its been exactly 2,190 days, 15 hours, and 13 seconds since he left me alone in a forest, miserable and alone.

That's exactly six years since the love of my life decided he didn't love me anymore. I feel like a lost my heart and misplaced my pulse.

I thought we had it all, I thought we were happy. I grew attached to him as a deadly disease would and know I'm slowly loosing my self every day.

After he left I became a shell, a person who was there physically, but not mentally. Jacob became my rock, the only person I could even attempt to trust.

I loved Jacob with everything I had left, but it just wasn't enough. I truly knew that I would never love another soul the way that I love Edward Anthony Cullen.