Please enjoy, my short drabble. I hope you don't mind how short it is. Please R&R!
Disclaimer: I don't own fairy Tail.
It's always been her, from the very beginning. Is it fair to wish for a little bit more than friendship? Is that too much to ask? Will I ruin they're relationship? Will I ruin mine too? I guess our relationship will consist of unanswered questions. One of us will go through the inevitable heartbreak, I hope it's me.
You built up walls around your heart. They were icy and burnt to the touch, she melted them. With just a smile and a wave of her hand. She broke down your walls.
You smile when she smiles and you laugh at her jokes, your love is inevitable. Her love built a gate in your wall. It let light go through, It shines are your smiling faces and it melts your ice cold heart. You belong together. So now you can be happy with Juvia, without me.
My feelings will stay hidden. For your sake and hers. So you can be happy.
So, why does it hurt me so much? Why does someone elses happiness result in the sadness of others? Perhaps that's the way the world works.
So where does that leave me? It's not a rejection, because I've never told you. It's not acceptance, because my heart doesn't accept it at all. So is it alone? I wouldn't be alone if I could just say the words! But everything would crumble! His light would darken, perhaps he'd leave, perhaps my friends would hate me.
That leaves me, alone with my unanswered questions. So Gray, If your happiness comes from her, then I have no place to intrude. If she brings you light, them who am I to darken it. Maybe I'm a bad person for asking so much of you. I guess I don't belong with you. Whether or not it matters to you, that my heart is shattering every time I see you? If I know that I'll never be with you why does my heart flutter when we you hello, or even when you smile the smallest bit? I gives me false hope. Because that's all it is false hope.
So if roses are red and violets are blue. Then why can't I stop loving you?
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