The Confusing Tales
By Magdalan Saiyan Toa
Disclaimer: You already know... so I'll go through it any way. I do not own Bionicle or any of it's characters. I do own Shiva, Dustin, Badru, and all of Avalon Nui.
Prolog
You ever get the feeling someone is watching you, even though you know no one's there? You ever want to do something to yourself, but just can't because it'll hurt your family and friends? You ever want to kill someone, even though you know it's wrong? I know how you feel. My whole life has been a mess. Since the day I was created, I've felt nothing but pain... pain and fear. So much pain, so much hurt! I find myself crying myself to sleep sometimes.
My pain is like knots, knotting with each other in my stomach. I feel sick, like I need to vomit out all my hurt and wrong doings. No one will forgive me. I have done something to hurt and cause pain to both sides. I am of no side, not of dark, not of light. I am the middle of existence.
I do not exist in this world, or the next. Or on sides. Or anywhere. I am just... there! I exist, but I don't. I live, but I don't. I am good, but I am not. I am bad, but I am not. These are my flaw, mistakes I was given. Curse them, curse them all! They should all rot in themselves for making me exist, for being alive.
I hate them, but I do not. I love them, but I do not. I am them, but I am not. Curse my flaws! It's their fault I am like this! They took away my best friend, she is alone, unprotected from the ill world of injustice and immoral value. She was my day, my night, my death, my life, my everything. She was my only friend and now she's gone. Curse them...!
I had time to think today. It's what we do is this life that matters, not the next. And what I've done, I should never be forgiven for. I did something terrible, wrong, horrid! I wish I could take it all back, take the pain away from those who caused me pain! But I can't, I know I can't. And I never will...
I feel the grief I have caused others, but some have never done me harm. It was Makuta who made me this way. I am a beast, a monster. Something evil. I was born of the darkest darkness, I shall never see the light. Never.
Makuta. I say his name with bitter and utter hate. He was my father at a point, now he is a menace who will have nothing to do with me. I am like his every other experiment, except I worked the best. I could walk and talk among them, the others couldn't! I was the best, the best! Why must my flaws be so imperative...!
I don't know if I can trust you yet. You are new, aren't you? You are Father's new experiment. He will throw you out like he did everyone else! Come with me! I will take you to a safe spot, you have no need to fear! You will help me find my friend, won't you? I know you are good at heart and you will help me. You are not like the others, are you? You are different, I can trust you now. I know your power, your strength, our weakness. I know you. You will be my friend, no matter what Father says, right? Yes, of course, how silly of my to even ask that question.
Your name is... Cadby. Yes Cadby, spirited heritage. It'll suit you perfectly. You like it don't you? Yes, I know you do. Cadby, my friend, we will find my friend won't we? Yes, you're right, we will.
Let me tell you about myself: My name is Yenitsha. I don't deserve this name, I deserve something else. Yenitsha means beautiful and loving lightning, in the old language. It's a horrid curse that hangs about me... I shall call myself Inola. I am Inola, Toa of Thunder and Rain, Assassin of Mata Nui.
Hey y'all! I finally got this up and ready for reading. I know it's been a while, but I've been working at on my stories (my direct link will be up soon). So let me tal ya what you're up for this time 'round: 1.)Five whole new characters, each with their own style, and I can't forget uniqueness in the story. 2.) A NEW bad guy, totally awe-some! 3.)Three new Toa! 4.) Tons of confusing moments that seem even to confuse me. I'll read over them,so they'll make some sense. And 5.) A whole new adventure waiting to be written and read.
I'm going over the next chapter now. I've got a new system of writing, soI don't know how long it'll take for new chappies to be up. Well G2G, Sarah,Original Authorof not-a-hacker, now Magadalan Saiyan Toa.
