First Draco/Ron Songfic! All During the Fic, Draco and Ron talk at different times, and then together, but you should be able to identify who's talking by what they are saying.
Bold: Song
Italic: Ron, Draco or together
Song: Before your Love, Kelly Clarkson
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I wonder how I ever made it through a day
How did I settle for a world in shades of grey.
Before you, everything around me was grey. I was grey. The only colour I could see was grey. My world was grey. You put some red, some blue, some green. You put some colours in my life.
When you go in circles all the scenery looks the same
And you don't know why and I looked into your eyes
Where the world stretched out in front of me and I realized
I realised so many things as I looked into your oceanic eyes. I realised that there was something else to life. Love, happiness, joy, trust. The first time you looked at me with no disgust, or hate, I knew I would be lost in them forever.
I never lived before your love
All I ever lived was hate
I never felt before your touch
All I ever felt was slaps, whips and pain.
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
I thought I was alive.
But then again, I wasn't really living
I never lived, before your love
I wanted more than just an ordinary life
I lived happy, but not content. I lived liking, but not loving. I lived believing, but not trusting. I lived hearing, but not listening. I was there, but I didn't really live.
All of my dreams seemed like castles in the sky
I dreamed about being content, and being able to love, trust and listen. But not able to.
I stand before of you and my heart is in your hands
And I don't know how I survived without you kiss
'Cause you've given me a reason to exist
Before you, I was who everyone thought I was or should be. I was to be like the ones who preceded me. Funny, good in school, always joyful, bad temper. . . I was never really me. You only know the real me.
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
We were empty
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
We were soulless
I never lived, before your love
We weren't together. United in one.
And I don't know why
Why the sun decides to shine
Everything else around me was always a mystery to me. The pain , the hate. Why?
But you breathed your love into me just in time
I was about to let go. To let it all come to me, like a wave. But then you appeared, and it all became clear. All I wanted was to love you. But even that I couldn't do.
I never lived before your love
I never felt before your touch
We never really were anything. We were there. Just. . .there. Before each other.
I never needed anyone to make me feel alive
But then again, I wasn't really living
We came together. Two empty souls to make a full. Ying and Yang. Bad and good. You and me.
I never lived, before your love
Now we feel, now we love, now we trust, now we listen, now we are truly ourselves. We love each other, but in secret. In an empty corridor, a lifeless classroom. . .
Until tomorrow. Tomorrow, there will be no secret. All that. Because of your Love.
