Okay guys! Hey my name is Lottie and this is my first fanfic so be nice okay? Please review and send me your thoughts! They are very important! I dont own pretty little liars, but I wish I did! 3 Rated T for lots of things.
Spencers POV
The cold metal of his truck was sticking into my back, giving me goosebumps. Toby had texted me, saying he wanted to meet me. We had met at our favorite place, the little outcrop at the top of Rosewood, and for the first time in a while, I felt truly, perfectly safe. Toby was the only one that could do that to me...make me feel this way. His arms snaked around my waist and i could feel his warm breath tickling my cheek, and I felt like nothing could ever hurt me. Not A, not Ian, not anyone. I studied his face, carefully analyzing the way his strong cheekbones perfectly complemented his baby blue eyes. How his lips made the perfect sloping M at the crest.
"Spence...Spence...Spencer? Hello earth to Spencer!" I realized he had been calling my name, and he had thus seen me openly gawking at him. Oh Spencer... I mentally chided myself.
"Ohh sorry, Toby, I was just... ummm..." My face felt hot and I knew I must have been blushing way too hard.
"You were just admiring your totally amazing boyfriend and wishing you knew how to be as attractive as him?" Ughh, I hated the way he smirked down at me. His eyes were just begging me to come up with some witty and charming remark, but racking my brain I found nothing. I punched his arm hard instead.
"Oww Spence... Haha just kidding. You're a weakling!" I watched him come closer to me, placing his mouth by my ear, feeling his whispers.
"But you are so going to regret that." Before I could even process this information, he was lifting me onto the hood of his car, pinning my arms to my sides. The attack started quickly, and the agonizing tickle torture began.
"Noo! Toby! I can't take it! I will kick your ass if you do not get off of me right now!" His hands still found my most ticklish places, places only he knew about, like the area of skin right above my belly button.
"TOBY! MY MOM IS A LAWYER! AND THIS IS ABUSE!" My begging and pleading didn't stop him from continuing, and by the time he had stopped the attack, I could barely breath between my eruptions of giggles. If only I had about 300 more pounds of muscle. Then we'd see who'd be laughing.
Tobys POV
I watched Spencer's gorgeous dark brown eyes fill with water as I continued tickling her. She continued to scream at me, things about suing and court and lawyers. She was so adorable, but she also looked like she couldn't take much more of this. She looked as if she was going to explode. Or die. Or explode and then die. That'd be a good one... "Local Rosewood teen Toby Cavanaugh kills girlfriend by tickling." Her whole body shook when she erupted into giggles. Her hair was perfectly messy, flyaway hairs highlighting her striking ivory face and pale pink lips. She is perfect, and she is all mine.
Spencers POV
His hands stop moving. Instead, they went up my body, leaving a trail of fire where he touched me. His rough hands lightly took my wrists and pulled me into his lap.
"I'm sorry Spence. I really couldn't help it. You're just so... tiny." Wait...did he just call me tiny? I take offence to that. Maybe I am tiny compared to him but I am not as defenseless as he thinks! I turned around to tell him this and instead found myself an inch away from the beautiful blue eyes I am so obsessed with. His arms circled my back again, sending a tingling sensation up my spine. All the anger I felt toward him just disappeared.
"I hate this control you have over me." Making my glare obvious.
"Now..what control do you mean?" He gave me one of those goofy, crooked grins he was famous for.
"For making me forget why I was mad at you..." I trailed off. His lips came down to meet mine. I love his kisses. They are so gentle, and loving, but they always had the opportunity to turn into something more passionate and romantic. Our kiss turned heavy and deep, like we couldn't get enough of eachother. I straddled him on the hood of his car, making the unconscious decision to push him up against the truck's windshield. Somewhere in all of this, his shirt came off, exposing his bare torso. It emitted waves of heat, which I am forever grateful for, considering I am always cold and shivering in my suede jacket. The tips of his fingers grazed the skin under my shirt. His gentle touch was driving me crazy. An intense burning in my lungs made me dizzy. Shit. I forgot to breathe. I felt slightly embarrassed for having to break our kiss.
"Spence?" His whisper was barely audible.
"Yeah Toby?" I whispered back.
"I don't really know how to phrase this... but.. are you a virgin?
Tobys POV
She stiffened as I asked her. I immediately regret asking the question. She was blushing, the color showing up especially bright on her pale complexion.
"Well...ummm..I.." She started mumbling, probably shocked I asked the question or at a loss of words. I don't know what to say. She obviously doesn't want to answer my question, but why not? It's such a simple question. There shouldn't be awkward silences like this. Maybe I made her feel uncomfortable. Or embarrassed? I hate it when I do that to her.
"Sorry. I know I caught you off guard there, but I told you about how I lost mine... so I was wondering about yours." She looked down at her lap, and started picking at the nail on her pinky finger. I felt her draw in a breath.
"Well.. Toby... I can't really tell you that, because if I did, I would be lying. You see... I haven't lost it yet."
Spencers POV
I'm so stupid! Why did I tell him that! The guilty, shameful feeling quickly took over my body as I realized what I had just told Toby. That no one has ever wanted to sleep with me. I heard him chuckling to himself.
"What?" I asked him softly. "Do you think it's funny?" I failed at masking the hurt behind my voice.
"No way! It was just..unexpected. I figured, hey a pretty girl like you probably have been with tons of guys by now."
"I'm not that kind of girl Toby." The corners of my mouth tugged upwards in a smile.
"You think I don't know that by now?" My smile morphed into a full on grin. He really does know me after all.
"Toby?"
"Mmhmm?" His ran his hand up my back to massage the tender spot between my shoulder blades.
"When I do lose it. I want it to be with you." We sat in silence for a moment. He didn't say anything. Just pulled me closer to him, kissing my temple and stroking my hair.
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