100 words on the end of MD7

I'm not doing this. I'm not making final speeches. I won't do it, I can't. I've said so many goodbyes , but they were never final. Not for me. Because I'd live on, find another. But this? I've never had to say goodbye like this before. To a woman who worked so hard for me, who loves me, who is sacrificing me for her family. I've never had to say goodbye knowing I will never see the light of day again. And, I know I've lived so many lifetimes, and I should be grateful, but I don't want to die.

Thoughts?
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