So I wrote this, deleted it.. and redid it so here it is.
Little Information:
Black hair, blue tips, blue eyes, 5ft 4, average weight
Ravenclaw house, book reader, smart
Name: Phoebe Alway
Maunders Era obviously (just wrote that, and Alan Rickman's voice came to my head)
Harry Potter Fan Fic. Stronger
Chapter 1: You Can't Win
The one who doesn't quite fit in
Underdressed under your skin
Oh, a walking disaster
Everytime you try to fly
You end up falling out of line, oh
You can't can't win, no
When I first got my Hogwarts letter, I was psyched, I would be with other kids like me who been called freak or different, I wouldn't be bullied or scared to go to School, I was hoping that Hogwarts Would be my was in away, but it turn Into a nightmare.
My name is Phoebe Alway, and this is my Story.
I was 11 new, scared student at Hogwarts, I found a empty one sat down. I'm a muggleborn, which means my parents are not magical, so I'm on my own. It seemed to be okay, but nobody sat with me, that's when the door open.
A man with long blonde hair, and women with black long hair, and a another women with blonde hair.
"Aw look Cissy, a little baby" cackled the black hair women. I sat closer to the window, I didn't look at them, I knew they were terrible, I knew the drill. I was just a first year, they where at least 6th year, which meant that they could kill me with just one spell.
"Move you ugly freak" said the women with blonde hair.
"Lets go somewhere else, I don't want to catch anything here" said the Blonde haired guy.
The girl smirked at me, raised her wand forward pointed at me.
"If I ever see you again, I will make your life a living hell, Welcome to Hogwarts, you fifthly Mudblood" she hissed and left.
I closed my eyes, blinking back the tears, all the excitement gone. I knew that this was just going to be like my old school expect I could die here. I wish to tell you that was the last but no that was the beginning.
They kept on, had friends 1st years, maybe some people from different houses, nobody stop them. People wouldn't talk to me because I was hiding behind a book. Wishing that nobody would look at me, nobody would hurt me, I wished to be safe.
People judge you at Hogwarts right away. I'm a outcast by everyone, not even the teachers, That's right the teachers, even know, Do they care? I lost counts of time I ended up in the hospital wing, I told the Healer, that was clumsy, that's why I had cuts and bruises.
I asked why, why it was me. So they pushed me down the stairs, I was knock out.
During 2nd and 3rd year, the pranks started, not on me yet but I'm sure everyone has heard of the maunders: James Potter (the leader), Sirius Black (Best Friend of James, and White sheep of his family), Remus Lupin (The Smart one) and Peter Pettigrew (The Follower).
They would play pranks on slytherins but the now decided to pick random people, and that was me. I guess they didn't mean to hurt me. It was explodison from my pumpkin juice, that got in my eye, made it burn, everyone laughed including them, one of the teachers help me to the Hostipal and i stayed they for A week.
You might as if I even tried to make friends. I did, but did you know most of all Ravenclaw students is study a lot, laugh at me or just don't care.
So I gave up on that, I decided to just get out of here, by getting good grades, move away work in America or something. I wanted to help people maybe kids who have been bullied. I was so sick of it. I had to do something right?
My 4th and fifth year, I talked to some, first years, ghost are awesome, Rowena told me about the Room of Requirement which I hide there sometimes. That was my safe place.
My 6th year I had it with bullies.
"Leave me Alone" I said back to the Slytherin, Severus Snape.
"What did you say" He said pointing his wand at me. He was going to hurt me I knew it.
"I said leave me Alone Snape, I'm sick if you and your friends bullying me, I don't care what you think of me, I don't care what you call me, you are a bully, a jerk and you need to leave me alone, What would your friend Lily Evan's say" I said standing still, glaring at him.
"I don't care about that Mudblood" he said, and winced when he said it. That was weird I thought, I shock my head
"Talk about it again, and you will wish you were never born" he hissed.
I rolled my eyes, I was used with death threats, nice eh?
"Right, going to tell your little leader, that jerk of a guy, you want to kill innocent people, you want to go to prison, we are all human Snape, " I said taking a step towards him.
"Leave her alone Snivellus" yelled a voice, I turn around to see James Potter, Sirius Black and Remus Lupin.
Snape glared at them, took a step towards me.
"I will get you" He said and left.
"Oi Coward come back here" yelled James who took after him with Sirius.
"You okay" asked Remus. I nodded and he took of after his friends.
When you think you won, you didn't because they fight back. That Summer after my 6th year my parents were killed my death eaters. I knew it was Snape, he was the reason why my parnets were dead, but nobody stop him, nobody talk to him.
You can't Win, in life.
