- Aishiteru -

By Keeshe Kal'daka



I watch you secretly

Silent and carefully

So you'll never know

I cannot help it

For you are to special not to



How did it all begin?

This love in side

Calling out just for you

Screaming for you to listen

Hear this love



Forbidden it may be

But it happened all the same

It hurts, more and more

Sometimes so much

I just can't ignore



But you ignore me

Yes, that you do

It's hard to keep quiet

So long it has been

Since I had these feelings



With your violet eyes

And your crimson hair

You are different

Set apart from everyone else

But cold all the same



I guess it was:

Unconditional

Unrestricted

Yet ignored

That was all it was



I won't stop either

Not for the world

Not even for you

I will always love you

Aya-kun, always

-Ken Hidaka



The Siberian sighed, finishing the poem with a flick of his wrist, signing his name. Another poem, another piece of paper, that won't reach that red head. Ken didn't have the guts to. The boy wasn't much of a poet but it got his feelings out, out of his mind for the day. He didn't write one everyday, just when his feelings hurt so much when it comes to Aya. It hurts to have his love be locked up, caged, never to be free because of fear. He feared of rejection, of more pain for that cold silky voice to damn him to hell.

Fingers graced over the white paper, picking it up from the desk of his room, to place it in a secret folder. Hidden away with other pieces of papers with words of silent love written. Chocolate brown eyes were blurred by sadness, loneliness, and pain, something he had to hide very well from the other assassins. Ken's heart felt very heavy, even after writing this. It'll be hard to face a mission now, but he'll try. He'll do his damnest not to let anyone suspect. "Aishiteru, Aya Fujimiya, aishiteru."

The slip of paper was put away, never seen by amethyst eyes, not this time.

Disclaimer:

Weiss Kuerz does not belong to me, but the poem does…

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