Ch.1

Bella p.o.v All that I can think is he is gone I as broken Charlie is trying to help but he doesn't understand what it like he keeps saying it will get better but the truth is I don't want it to get better I want my love and family back I want my brothers Emmett and Jasper back I want my Best friend and sister Alice back I want my parents Esme and Carlisle back and I every want my witch of a sister Rosalie back I keep thinking that they will come back I just got to be here for them nothing will make me leave Forks.

At least that's what I thought I pretty much become a zombie at home the only thing I do is clean cook and look outside and at school I only talk when the teacher Calls on me and it's only one word sentences.

I can see Charlie is worried about me but can't find in me to talk to him not about this he will want to put me in a Hospital and The only person I will talk to is my big cousin Billy but we get in a big fight with I told him I had a boyfriend he said I was to Young to date which hurts more because it came from a person who is like a big brother to me we haven't talked to each other sense then I really do miss him I forced myself to stop thinking about that and started thinking about what Charlie wants to talk to me about.

I just got home from school and decided to making dinner for Charlie and me I decided to make his favorite chicken stir fry mashed potatoes and green beans I have just set the food down on the table when the door open and Charlie walk in.

Charlie said Something smells good Bella.

Thanks dad dinner is ready I said.

We set thought dinner until Charlie said the words I do not want to hear Bella you going to Angel Grove to be with your cousin Billy he said.

I screamed at him that I well not go and that I will try harder before I can say anything else Charlie screamed that he is not coming back Bella you have to move on and i already called and asked Billy he said yes your airplanes leave at 8:30 in the morning and Billy will be withing at the airport to pick you up 1:45. At that time I realized have no choice I was going to Angel Grove whether I like it or not I run upstairs crying I was on my bed thinking what if he comes back I'm not here I fell asleep think what Will happen.

I woke up the next morning to my alarm clock I turn it off I don't want to got up at 6:00 on a Saturday morning but I new that Charlie would be in here if I don't so I got up to pack my bag it wasn't hard I didn't have that much clothes most of my clothes are winter clothes I can get what I need when I get there after that I take a shower. When I get out and dried off it was 7:20 by the time I got ready I want to take my bag downstairs and make me something to eat before I head to go. Charlie come downstairs when I was washing my dishes he asked me if I was ready to go and I realized he was going to take me to the airport to make sure I get on the plane.

I said yes we walked out of the house at 7:35 i put my bag in the back seat it takes 15 minutes to get to the airport I don't talk to Charlie at all on the way there when we get to the airport.

Charlie says he was only doing this because he loves me at that moments I realized I was being selfish and he only wanted me back to my old self at that time I made a promise to do better and really try to be happy and move on with my life.

I looked at my dad and realize he's was waiting for me to say something so i Said the first thing that came to mind I said I know Dad and I love you and I'm going to really try.

Charlie said he knows I will.

I promise to call everyday to let you know that I'm doing better with that I get on the plane all I can think is maybe this what I need I just hope I left all the supernatural would behind.

Little did I know it was only the beginning to the biggest journey of my life.