Chapter 1: Healing my heart

My whole life was a mess after Edward left me I was not eating or sleeping at all I was just sitting there like a Zombie shaking my head as I knew my father was not going to like me being in the house for a long long time. I got up and walked to my dresser as I got some clothes when I seen a text from Jake asking me to come to the bonfire tonight I replied telling him I will be there. Going to the bathroom as I got into the shower I washed up and got out of the shower I dried off then put my clothes on I wore a red tank top and black pair jeans brushing my hair and my teeth I went back into my room grabbing my shoes and putting them on. Smiling softly as I grabbed a hoodie and put it on grabbing my keys going down the steps seeing my dad there he did not see me standing there at all laughing

"Dad i am going to Jake's for a bonfire. I said to him he looked at me and nodded his head then went back to the football game shaking my head a little as I left getting into my car as I drove to his house and pulled in I seen him run to me and pulled me out of the truck and spins me around like a rag doll I slapped him lightly on the chest

"Jake put me down." I said laughing softly he puts me down and looked into my eyes and smirked at me softly "come on." He said grabbing my hand as he went to the beach he looked at me and pulled me on the beach and sat me down then laughed "This is Sam his girlfriend Emily Paul Embry Leah Jared and his girlfriend Kim and this is Seth." He said once he said Seth I locked eyes with him everything just stopped it was just like it was just me and me and that was it I heard a sound thought sounded like oh crap and I looked down when he ran off into the woods with Jacob. Looking up at them "What is going on." I said to them when Sam told me that Seth will be right back

Nodding my head as I looked down it felt like my chest was being pulled to him I looked up seeing him coming over and sitting right beside me I blushed a deep red as I looked at him then looked down I felt him wrap his arms around me and whispered in my ear "Soon I will tell you." He told me I looked back up at him nodding my head softly smiling at him warmly "okay." I said giggling softly as I looked at him biting my lower lip as I looked at him then took a deep breath being in his arms made me feel like home I lean my head onto his chest and smiled a little more

Looking up at him once more knowing he was looking at me I blushed so hard that I thought I was going to feel bad for looking at him I looked at blinking then kissed his cheek as I giggled softly taking a huge deep breaths as I looked around then Billy started a story I gasped a little as I looked around then blinks a little then looked back at Seth smiling softly at him as I bite my lower lip. looking around then looked back at him thinking that this was all a dream then looked back at him when he told me it was true I shook my head a little I did not wont to believe it at all until Seth got up and phased right in front me I gasped and passed out...