i do not own Wicked or the characters...but if i did...
Please forgive me my friend.
You looked so sad. And you looked so abandoned.
Is he not good to you? Does he not make you scream in the night like you used to when we were together? I miss making you scream. I miss holding you tight. I even miss your annoying voice, especially when it screamed my name.
I wanted to go over and hold you tight, but I knew that was impossible. Do you even remember my name? I remember yours far too well. I remember our kisses and our caresses.
Do you remember Emerald city. It was far too green, far too over done, but yet still magical. Do you remember the ring that I bought you, mixed with green and pink. They go so well together is what you said.
I remember you cried when I held you tight and asked you to be mine. Why did you say yes? Was it just the moment? Did you really think we could have lasted even though the walls were falling around us?
That was the night when I took you into our room and ravished you. I didn't know what the hell I was doing at first. All I could think of was your skin on my skin, melding white porcelain with green silk becoming one. Clothes were stripped along with all barriers that blinded us from our love.
Your kisses owned me. I was yours from first kiss, actually from first meeting you, I knew you owned my heart, even if I hated you for it, and your touch "o baby." And you'd scream "Oh Elphie!" but you whispers of "I love you," were even more powerful.
That's when you took me. Slipped your hand down my stomach, shivers crawling up my spine. Then your hand was passed my stomach, down to an area where only you own. Your fingers know exactly where to go and they curl inside of me making me scream. I see pure white and then colors dance between my eyes, but in truth all I see is you.
Your eyes are looking at me with pure love and desire and in this moment I know I must protect you from the world. I wish that the world could be perfect for you. You deserve perfection.
That's also why I knew I had to leave you.
And for that I will always be sorry.