Got this idea after listening to Rihanna, who happens to be one of my favorite music artists. I don't know if anyone has made a oneshot for this, nor do I know if this is smart, mainly because I've never written anything like this before, but...you don't know if you don't try, right? Teehee.
â“’Hetalia by Hidekaz Himaruya. I don't own Hetalia, but as far as I know, I do own this plotline so...mine! lol.
And you can see my heart, beating
You can see it through my chest
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger
Rihanna-Russian Roulette
"Close your eyes. Sometimes it helps." He said to you calmly. You tried it, finding it barely helped at all. You briefly wondered how many times he'd played this before but quickly pushed it away from the front of your mind. You took a deep breath, spinning the chamber, the muzzle pointed at your temple. You still didn't understand why you were doing this. He'd told you that in order to be with him you'd have to face the possibility of death, unafraid. A very tall order, but somehow you had agreed, not knowing what the hell you were getting yourself into.
At the last minute, you saw brief pictures of segments of your life behind your eyelids. You bit back a sob. There were so many people who you'd probably never get to see again. But alas, it was too late to think about that. All you needed to do to be with Ivan, to prove you loved him, was to be brave and pull the trigger, and live. Just one more shot. One, and then it's over.
A shuddering breath was heard on your part along with a matching exhale, you opened your eyes to see Ivan, who looked…sad. You didn't know why but that was the word you came up with to describe it. Your twitching finger pulled the trigger.
BANG!