A/N: Hello! I had been dealing with a few plot bunnies for a while now and this...this happened.
It's just a small drabble series with...many plot bunnies I've had for a while now...so, this is where they will all go...(along with hopes and dreams...and bunnies)
Please read and review! And catch you later!
This Feelings of Mine (Part I)
Summary: It was an odd feeling, 'love', she didn't know how she was supposed to act or how to feel or how to...everything. (F/Kamui x Aqua)
She didn't know she was falling in love.
It was an odd feeling, 'love', she didn't know how she was supposed to act or how to feel or how to...everything.
During training, she was distracted more than usual and Marx would always yell at her to focus; Ryoma would do the same but not before whacking her in the head with the training sword by accident. But when she asked to train with her, Kamui would freeze up.
She'll splutter for an excuse to not train with her.
Kamui would tell her she heard someone yelling her name—not true—or she'll tell her that she was busy and she just remembered—she was done for the day—and then she'll avoid her.
Avoiding people was something she preferred to do when she was upset. But she wasn't upset...or maybe she was, or maybe she wasn't...or maybe she was too much in 'love' to function properly.
Perhaps if she hid that 'love' would go away, right?
It made sense...like what her old servants did with Cyrus when he was exiled from the Northern Fortress. If she didn't think of her, she wouldn't be in 'love' either, right?
(Wrong. Wrong. Wrong.)
Maybe Kamui was exaggerating but she certainly didn't know how to feel.
She was so confused (and so in love) that she couldn't think clearly.
Just hearing her voice was enough to send her to her knees...and when she sang, oh gods, when she sang. Kamui felt like the whole world had disappeared and only she mattered.
She was a nervous wreck.
(And it was all Aqua's fault.)
That was the second time Kamui had avoided her; it was getting irritating.
Aqua was used to Kamui being...well, Kamui. But she wasn't use to such...well...she didn't know how to describe it.
All she wanted was to spend some time with her, was it so much to ask?
But then the princess would say she was busy. Other times she'll say someone had been calling her and Aqua would hold her tongue and remember her excellent hearing and watch her go.
It wasn't fair, to be honest.
Aqua really liked Kamui...she really did.
Perhaps she liked her a little too much but she really didn't mind it.
She liked the way Kamui made her feel; she liked the compliments, the smiles, the questions (and that girl had a lot) but most of all she loved the way Kamui made her heart feel.
And now, she was avoiding her. How about that.
Had she done something wrong...?
Had she offended her in some way...or...?
Aqua sighed.
Whatever the problem, she only hoped they could fix this...and continue to, at least, be friends...even if Kamui didn't feel the same way as she did.
Aqua loved her either way.
But now she was irritated…
