Lights, sweat, cheering, dancing, heartbreak, and singing. That's my life now.
"THANK YOU CHICAGO!" I yell out, causing the crowd to scream and cheer.
A fake smile is plastered on my face-as always on stage- as I scan the whole crowd. I don't realize what I'm looking for until I find him. Tobias Eaton, my first love and my first heartbreak. He's of course wearing a VIP tag, hes gonna ask forgiveness, again. He does this every one of my Chicago shows. I take one drink from my water bottle. "There has been a quick change of plans. I've got one more song but I do need the person I used to sing it with up here with me." I smile lightly at Tobias. "Come on Four get your ass up here." I chuckle when he flips me off. He makes his way up to the stage but before he can get past the metal gate my body guards stop him. "Guys hes good." I say and they nod and move out of the way so Toby could hop upstage. I tackle him in a hug at my first chance. "It's been too long." I whisper into his shirt.
"That it has, so, what song?" I look at him in disbelief.
"You don't remember?" he shakes his head. "All of me/say something" his eyes light up and he smiles wildly. I shake my head and walk to the mic and hand him a headset.
(Tris is italics Tobias is normal and both is bold)
What would I do without your smart mouth drawing me in and you kicking me out?
Got my head spinning, no kidding I can't pin you down.
What's going on in that beautiful mind? I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright. My heads under water but I'm breathing fine, you're crazy and I'm out of my mind. Cause all of me loves all of you, loves your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections give your all to me, I'll give my all to you, you're my end and my beginning even when I lose I'm wining
Cause I give you all of me
Say something I'm giving up on you
Can you give me all of you?
I'll be the one if you want me to. And I am feeling so small.
It's all over my head, I know nothing at all. And I will stumble and fall. I'm still learning to love; I'm just starting to crawl. Say something I'm giving up on you. I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you.
Cause all of me loves all of you loves your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections give your all to me, I'll give my all to you, you're my end and my beginning even when I lose I'm wining
Cause I give you all of me,
Say something I'm giving up one you
Can you give me all of you?
I'll be the one if you want me to
Give me all of you, oh
Cards on the table were both showing hears, risking it all though it's hard.
Cause all of me, loves all of you, love your curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfections give your all to me, I'll give my all to you, you're my end and my beginning even when I lose I'm wining
Cause I give you all of me,
Say something I'm giving up one you
Can you give me all of you?
I'll be the one if you want me to
Give me all of you, oh
Say something I'm giving up one you
And you give me all of me
Oh
Say something I'm giving up on you
Because I'll be the one if you want me to
Tobias grabs me by the hips and pulls me close, quickly pressing his lips to mine. I kiss back, hating myself for it the whole time. He pulls back with a twinkle of joy in his dark blue orbs. I turn to the crowd and see a lot of jealous looking girls and guys. I grab his hand and pull him off stage with me, pull his headset off and kiss him.
"Fuck this was long overdue." He mumbles and pins me to the wall.
"If you have sex in the tour bus keep it down ok?" Zeke says walking past him. A lot of people yell in the crowd. I catch some 'get some' 'FOUR IS MINE' 'Wooooooo get it!' I blush. "Zeke, sweetheart, your headset is on; oh, and practice what you preach. I wasn't planning on fucking him on the bus; we have what three hours before we leave? I have a dressing room." Zeke stares at me, gaping like a fish.
"Tris I was just-"
"Joking yeah so was I dumbass." I pulled Tobias into my dressing room. "Look, what I said and did back there was just because I was caught up in the moment. You know we can't be together in any way. ALSO WHY THE FUCK ARENT YOU AT COLLAGE?!" I slapped his arm and he laughed.
"I wanted to come see your show so my teacher let me skip today." He said with a pained smile. "I love you Beatrice Grace Prior and the girl in Paris, she was just a…" he tries to find a way to say this without hurting me. "A fuck buddy for lack of better terms." I stand there, frozen in shock, pain, and anger. He broke up with me just so he could continue to fuck a girl for a couple of weeks. I let out a pained laugh.
"So you're telling me, that you dumped me, the girl you claimed to love for casual sex." My voice is calm and it makes him uneasy. "I think you should leave." He reaches for my arm but I swat his hand away. "Leave" I keep a straight face as he walks to the door but the second he slams it behind him I break down.
A knock on my door breaks the silence when I'm done crying. "Hey Tris its Uriah I brought some cake and my 'bitch tell me everything' holding pillows." I chuckle and wipe my tear stained cheeks. I get up, unlock the door and open it. "Oh sweetie." He says putting the cake on my vanity and throwing the pillows down so he could hug me. I sob into his shoulder and he picks me up and sits down on my small couch, placing me in his lap and handing me a pillow. I punch it. Hard. Punch. Slap. Tug. Over and over again until I've busted into another wave of aggravated sobs. Uriah doesn't say a word; he knows he doesn't need to. He just rubs small circles at the small of my back with his thumb, trying to sooth me. And I've gotta say when I just focused on the light touch I felt safe and calm. It's as if I could say anything to this man and he would just calm me while I cry. My choked sobs turned into small hiccups and soon enough I was snuggles into his side and asleep. A small knock on my door woke me.
'Tris I" I hear from the doorway.
"What are you doing here Tobias?" Tobias narrows his eyes
"I could ask you the same question." He spits. Tobias is seething like a Sith Lord and it's terrifying.
"Make him leave. Hes going full dark side right now." I say and Uri laughs but gets up and grabs Lord Eaton's arm, dragging the dark side user out of the room.
Hey! Like…a lot of people wanted this so… idk where I'm going with it. As usual ha-ha. But yeah I have a book happy rant okay? Ok.
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I WANT TO KISS ASPEN YET RIP HIS GUTS OUT AND MAXONM OH DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON MAXON. *fangirl spasm* Like you cant just sit back and let the girl you claim to love scream bloody fucking muder as her friend gets tortured. (im sos sorry for spoilers)