i own nothing i wish i owned regina because- lets face it she wouldn't be going through all this heartache- this is just for fun
Its Robins wake
I can't believe he's gone
Why am I here surrounded by people who have been vying for my death for years? Oh yes because I've changed- people are so fickle
Where's Emma?
Robyn- o god Robin- don't let them see you break Regina- she's so very cute but did she have to call her Robyn- I look at her now and see what we will never have
I look to Zelena and am surprised at the rage and jealousy I feel- don't let her know
Where's Swan? She should be here
Poor Emma perhaps she's feeling the loss of Hook more now?
If I died right ow I think I'd be happy
Roland is sitting on my lap his head on my shoulder- does he realise he will never see his daddy again? Did they tell him that? I want to keep him with me-
But I know he won't want to just like Henry
Where is she? Is she okay? Does she need someone?
The door just opened "Regina we need to talk. Privately"
Why does she need to speak privately to me
The earth shudders
Again the door opens I turn and I see HIM
Hook
Why is he here? What's happening?
I wish… I wish I never changed
If I had never changed I could have walked up to him and rip out his heart and crush it
Is this fair? Karma? Right?
Why does pain haunt me wherever I go whatever I do?
Am I doomed to a pain filled life?
If I ended it now would pain end or would I be in perpetual suffering in the underworld?
When the stars stop shining, will you still love me?
When darkness fills me, will you still hold me?
When death creeps over and takes you will you still believe in me?
When I scream into the darkness will you pull me away?
I need you to hold me and tell me it's okay
That pain and suffering will end and love will reign
I want to scream and yell for foolishness took you away
But I can't –
Not at you so I silently scream in my head and hope that they don't see
That darkness is overtaking me