Ohai everybody!

Uhm... random depressing oneshot.

Don't own them and whatever.

Nikki

xoxo


Dearest Rin,

It's almost like you all see what I want you to see. Almost.

Almost.

I want you to understand that, despite this mask, I'm unhappy.

Constantly.

Take me seriously, please. Hear me out.

I know that I don't seem it.

I laugh with you, Rin. But inside… inside…

I'm dying.

Crying.

Hating.

Screaming

Begging.

Needing

Clinging on to the things I detest.

Just so that I can breathe another day.

The scars? My marks of courage. But to you..

To you they're ugly.

I find them beautiful.

I know the truth hurts.

But move on, find a new friend.

Find a friend that loves themselves, for heaven's skae.

Because you deserve that much, Rin

I've always loved you.

And I always will.

Miku x

Rin read over the letter once more, her hands shaking.

"Just once…" she murmured, blade in hand. She cut her arm once. Twice. Three times. Again. And again. And again, She slashed wildly, blood dripping from impossible angles. She shook violently, and yet, still she laughed manically as the pain overwhelmed. And finally. Finally she stumbled, fell, collapsed. Nobody found her. And now, no longer among the living, the girls lay, asleep.

Permanently asleep.

For eternity.