Insanity
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Uzumaki Naruto…What on earth are you doing to me?
Your very smile makes my heart speed up by ten times. Your touch makes my skin tingle and it feels warm. Your usual antics make me smile my best, even without knowing it myself. When ever I see you, I will want to go up to you and hold your hand, pull you into an embrace, kiss you…I will find myself staring at you many times a day. I spar with you for the sake of being close to you.
I feel like I'm completely drugged by you. In fact, I'm smitten with you.
But you do not love me.
Why is it that you're always doing this to me? You're making me insane. I need to get my hold on you. I want you. I need you. You drive away my nightmares of the massacre I used to have. But not now anymore…My dreams are always invaded by you. They're invaded by your sunshine smile, your cerulean eyes and the locks of blond hair. Every night, I'd dream of myself holding you tightly and never letting you go. By morning, I'd smile at the dream.
But I know it will never happen.
However, I can always fantasize. I'd dream of running my hand through your blond hair and it feels so soft. I'd look into those cerulean orbs and realize that they can probably drown me. Most of it all, it's your mouth. I remember that when we first kissed, your mouth tasted fondly like a combination of honey and pancakes. Perhaps you had that for breakfast in the morning. Given a second chance, I will not hesitate to claim your mouth again and taste the sweetness of it all.
But I am afraid.
I'm scared that you will abandon me when I try to do that. I'm scared that you will ignore me, push me away and worst of all, hate me. I don't want that to happen. You are the only person whom I trust to keep secrets of. So if you were to disappear one day, I think I will collapse, because my pillar of support has suddenly disappeared. By that time, I will know of no one to confide in. I am not confident enough to tell that to you, for fear of the breaking of our friendship.
But I have my desire burning.
I hunger for your very touch…your smile…your presence…your everything. How is it that this happens to me? Do you know how hard it is for me to keep my feelings to myself? Do you know how hard it is to keep my hands to myself? Do you know how hard it is to keep my eyes away from you, in case you realize that I'm staring at you? Do you know that I'm going insane minute by minute? It's most likely thanks to you that I'm still alive and around, but partly your fault that you're making me this smitten and in love with you.
I can't do anything about this, because I can never rid of my feelings for you. I have once lost everything, but now I don't wish to lose anything else anymore. Especially you…
Uzumaki Naruto, I yearn for you.
But why won't you ever be mine?
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A/N: Ooookay…I've made a very VERY smitten, touchy-feely and slightly possessive Sasuke. So, I'm sorry if you didn't like it a lot. I just thought of it up in my bed. I was just lying around and then suddenly, my thoughts drifted off to SasuNaru la-la-land again…There you go! One-shot! I know it's BLOODY short (don't RUB IT IN!!!), but I had it typed out in 15 minutes. XD And the difference with this fiction is that…I have it in PRESENT tense.
Oh, and those reading 'His Personal Attendant' (on-going SasuNaru and KakaIru), please keep a look out for the next chapter! It's coming soon. And those who haven't, I'm pleading you to go and read now!!! T.T Please read it! I know it's not very good…but I just want someone to read it!!! XD AND AHEM! THIS IS A ONE-SHOT. DON'T TELL ME TO 'UPDATE QUICKLY!' AND STUFF. Sorry for the CAPS-LOCK. XDDD