After seeing her father still alive and had caused a rip in time and everyone was dying because she changed the past and that she lost the Doctor, made Rose realize her feelings of love for her Doctor. How she touched her younger self and the creature was able to get inside the church and how he steps in front of the crowd and the creature took him away from her. That was exactly the moment she realize how much he means to her and how she never forgiven herself for causing the whole mess.
After that the whole adventure or lack of a better word, she leaned against the pillar as she stared at the tall, short-haired, big nose, leather wearing doctor of hers. He was talking about something that she wasn't paying attention to what he was saying; all she knew was that he hasn't noticed that she wasn't paying attention to what he was saying. Blue eyes were staring at her and a goofy grin appeared on his face as he continues to talk about who knows what.
His accent was beautiful, sure sometimes she has a hard time understanding him, but since she has been traveling with him what seemed like years, she was able to love his accent and found the beauty in it. Then there were his eyes, looking deep within them, she could see pain and sadness within them, she knew the main key parts of what happen during the Time War between his people and the Daleks. They bonded over seeing Earth died right in front of them. She wondered what else he had seen during his time before he met her. Then there was his smile, just seeing his goofy smile always cheer her up, at times despite what he went through that she was aware of, she knew there was still a kid who wanted to travel beyond the stars and see the beauty of everything that was around him. At times, she felt the same way when they hold hands and share a similar smile with one another.
"Rose?" She heard him said with the heavy accent of his, looking up at the taller man she noticed that his face no longer held the smile she loved and it was replaced with concern.
"Hm?" She responded as she made sure that she was going to focus what he was saying instead of admire his looks and everything about him. She wondered if he would ever return her feelings for her, if he could love someone like her, just a girl who used to work in the department store that he causes it to explode.
"Are you alright? You seemed distracted when I was trying to come up with idea of where we should go next." She felt bad that she missed him being all happy and coming up ideas for their next grand adventure. Next time, she'll just ponder over the fantasy about the Doctor and herself being in love and what not, when she was by herself.
"Yeah, I was just thinking." She said as she tried to hint that she didn't want to talk about, which the Doctor took the hint and took her word about being alright and changed the subject.
"I was thinking about that we can go see 19th century Earth." He said as his smile returned, which caused her to return the smile and responded back, "Alright. Then let's see what we can find in 19th century Earth."
She said as she walked towards the console of the Tardis and standing next to the Doctor as he put in the date and they started their routine of controlling the Tardis to go to their destination. The Tardis tossed and turned as they try to steady themselves and continue to try to take control of the controls again. Once the Tardis had stopped she found herself on the ground with the Doctor, she remembered having this happen already, but this time they were a lot closer than they were before. She turned her head to the side and looked at the Doctor, she noticed how their faces were closer to one another, she just smiled at him and wondered what would happen if she had leaned in and kissed him. Before she could figure out if she should do it or not, she found herself being pulled up by him. So much for that, she thought as she stood there and he went to grab his jacket.
They walked towards the doctor counting down from three and when they open the door they were greeted by dust and dirt. Like there was no life trying to grow from the ground for years. They walked a few yards before they heard a sound of a gun being loaded behind them. Looking from the side she saw the look of the Doctor's face, filled with shock and disbelief. That was when she felt the cold of metal against the back of her head.