just ran stupid shit
Harley: look at me, baby I could never do that to you I would rather die than to ever cheat on you, don't you trust me?
Jon: I know bae I'm sorry...it was early in the morning you were all ready to go so I just thought, and with my stupid shit going on I really can't be mad if you did
Harley: what do you mean babe?
Jon: bae of course I trust you with my life
Harley: do you think you deserve to be cheated on?
Jordan to Jon: you really think that just because you're going through a tough patch at the moment he's just gonna up and leave, bro I may not be with Harley but I can assure you he would never do that. I know because I've seen the devotion he has for you, it's real
Jon to Harley: no that I can tell you for sure that I don't
Harley: JK is right baby, I know you're going through so much right now but I will never leave you, I love you and ONLY YOU. I can't imagine myself with anyone else, NEVER! you're the one I married, devote my life to and cherish.
Jordan trying to make Jon laugh a bit: hey if this doesn't work out with you too, can I have Harley for me (goes to his suitcase and starts unpacking)
Jon laughed then pulled Harley closer to him: NO WAY! he's mine
Jordan: oh come on! LOL
Harley to Jordan: you heard him JK I belong to him and only him (sticks his tongue out to Jordan)
Marlene cuts in on the fun
Marlene to Jordan: no J you can't have him cause he's mine
Jon: mom! OMG everyone wants my husband! Shit. I know he's gorgeous but he is mine (he laughs though. Jon picks Harley up and runs to "hide" him...playing around)
Jon: I have to hide you bae they want you!
Harley cracks up: your a lot stronger than I thought bae, put me down lol
Jon puts him down and kisses him in front of his mom and Jordan: I love you and I am so sorry I doubted you babe
Harley: there's always a first time for everything...right?, bae I love you more than what you can possibly begin to imagine I would never
Jon just wrapped his arms around him and looked into his eyes, Harley kisses him
Harley: anybody up for some Chinese food?
Jon: hell yeah, do you want to go out or have it delivered?
Harley: delivery
Jon calls it in: it'll be here in 30 minutes
Harley: perfect
They sat in the living room just talking while waiting for the food to arrive. Jon cuddling up to Harley on the loveseat, when it arrives Jordan answers and pays...Marlene takes a picture of the boys all cuddled up. Jon doesn't pay attention to his mom taking the picture
Jon just has his head on Harley's shoulder and Harley just runs his fingers through Jon's hair telling him: God you are beautiful baby
Harley blushes a bit: where is all of this coming from babe? don't get me wrong I'm flattered by the compliment...you're beautiful too babe
Jon: I just feel I don't tell you that enough, but you really make me go weak in the knees when I look at you. You are so damn gorgeous bae
Harley: awww bae
Marlene had tears in her eyes listening to her son talk so sweetly to his love...Jon turns to her: what's wrong mom?
Marlene: nothing baby...everything is perfect
Jon: but you're crying
Marlene: no reason baby I'm fine really...It's just I love seeing you boys like this
Jordan spontaneously: hey bro guess who's in town?
Jon smiled at this: like what mom? (looks at Jordan) who bro?
Jordan to Jon: Danny
Jon: seriously? oh my did he get here?
Jordan: a couple of weeks ago he's filming
Jon: a new music video?
Jordan: yeah that's what he told me
Jon smiled: call him up and ask if he's busy, he can come over
Jordan calls Danny
Jon was so psyched to see his friend
Harley: why don't we have a party (calls Donnie)
Jon: babe are you sure?
Harley to Jon while he waits for Donnie to answer: sure why not (looks at Marlene) I mean if you're not too tired mom
Marlene to Harley: no baby I'm fine go ahead it's your house
Harley moves next to her and Jordan sits next to Jon
Harley hangs up the call he was making: seriously dude your not gonna pick up, thanks (sticks his tongue out at the phone) LOL
Marlene laughs: honey, he'll call you back be patient
Harley: I'll be damned if Mr. Wahlberg calls me back the same day LOL
Jon kissed the top of Harley's head: he will baby (as he said that, the phone rang and it was Donnie)
Harley: oh shit cows are flying (answers) well I'll be damned
Donnie: hi Harley
Harley: all jokes aside, what are you up too?
Donnie: hmmm well nothing at this moment, why? and first of all before I forget...how is Jon?
Thinking of scaring him a bit but looks at Jon and decides not too
Harley: he's doing great, how soon can you fly out to Cali?
Donnie: that's a relief I'm happy he's doing better well as flying out to Cali I can probably fly out now
Harley: oh and please bring your mom along...perfect! see you in a few hours then
Donnie: perfect, we'll see you guys soon.
Harley hangs up with Donnie and looks at the almost empty containers of food: I think we need to buy more food later LOL
Jon: I'll go to the store love
Jordan to Jon: no you stay I can go
Harley takes Jon for a private quick chat with him in the kitchen
Harley: bae, I know I just planned a random get together but, are you okay with it?
Jon: I'm fine with it baby. This may be what I need. I mean you're ALL I need but I want to see my friends too
Harley: beautiful, and if you can't handle please don't hesitate to let me know
Jon: I would let you know, I'm totally fine with it, thank you for being so concerned though
In NYC Donnie comes home: baba!
In Cali
Harley to Jon: bae I'm always gonna worry it's not gonna change
Jon hugs him: I know baby and I appreciate it. But I'm okay.
Harley: good I'm happy about that (they return to the living room)
Back in NYC: baba! where are you?
Donnie: I'm right here baby!
Jenny: baby you look like you're in a good mood
Donnie: I sure am, wanna go on a short trip with me? (Donnie kisses Jenny as she walks up to him)
Jenny corresponds to his kiss: yeah of course, to where baba?
Donnie: Cali
Jenny : hell yeah, but why?
Donnie: to visit Jon and Harley
Jenny was ecstatic: awe yeah I can't wait to see Jon, I miss him, haven't seen him since the cruise
Donnie: let's go I told them I'd be there in a few hours
Jenny: I'll go pack fast
They pack for the trip and head out to get on his plane. In California Jon goes to the bedroom and sits on the bed for awhile. He felt like something was gonna happen
Harley runs upstairs: bae
Jon doesn't hear Harley come up: baby you scared me.
Harley: I'm sorry love didn't mean to scare you, you alright?
Jon: I don't know why but I can feel Alex's presence. He's coming after me. Please don't let him babe (He didn't cry but had tears in his eyes)
Harley kneels in front of him holding his hands: babe, he's gone
Jon: I couldn't stand it if he hurt you the way he hurt me, that's my worst fear that he rapes you
Harley: bae that's not gonna happen 1. because he's gone he's in prison and 2. I won't allow it
Jon: what if you can't stop him babe?
Harley: I'd kick his mother fucking ass before he'd even try bae
Jon: I DON'T WANT HIM TO GET NEAR YOU BAE
Harley: bae, he's not going to get near me (sits next to him) what happened you were doing so good
Jon: I feel like he's near, I don't know why I can't explain it. I'm scared baby
Harley: I'll go check it out go downstairs and stay by mom till I come back...okay?
Jon: no, where are you going baby?
Harley goes downstairs
Harley to Marlene: mom watch Jon for me I'll be right back real fast (goes outside and searches the area on and outside the property)
Jon: HARLEY! BABY! (He was upset now)
Jordan runs upstairs: bro? you okay?
Jon: tell Harley to come back to me ALEX IS GONNA HURT HIM, HE'LL HURT MY BABY
Jordan: bro that fucker is not coming back, Harley will be back soon
Jon: Noooooo he's gonna hurt him, He can't
Jordan: calm down, you gotta breathe, I won't let that happen, he's gonna have to go through me to get to you 2
Harley came back upstairs
Harley: bae he's nowhere near...see nothing's gonna happen
Jon went to him and held on tight visibly shaking
Harley corresponds: it's okay babe just breathe through it, it'll pass I promise
After he calms down Jon wants a minute alone with his thoughts. Harley gives him, his moment but stays right outside the door, He sits against the wall to wait for Jon to come out...Jon stays in the room for hours, Harley was getting worried but he respected his husband and waited for him
Jordan to Harley: nothing yet?
Harley shook his head: nope do I go in there? I'm worried about him
Jordan: yeah check on him
Harley goes into their room and Jon is asleep curled up in the middle of the bed, sees Jon asleep and leaves him to rest
Harley to Jordan: he's asleep
They were relieved and went back downstairs but Harley left the door open
Marlene: where is he?
Harley: he's asleep, I left the door open so I can hear him if calls for me.
Marlene: it's happening again isn't it?
Marlene goes upstairs and stays with Jon
Harley nods: I know he's gonna have his good days and there will be times he's gonna have bad days but I hate to see him go through this. Mom, I love him so much, it's killing me
Marlene: it kills us all...baby I think it's best if we cancel the party, I know I'm just a guest in your home but he's not up for it
Harley : you're right. But Donnie and Danny are coming. Should they still come? Donnie is flying in with Alma
Marlene: well I don't think we can now, I'll tell you what...you tend to the gathering downstairs and I'll stay upstairs with him, when he calls you I'll let you know
Harley: I want to be with him mom, he's my baby, oh god I want to kill that bastard, he did this to my husband
Marlene to Jordan: baby can you call the boys and reschedule with them for another day?
Jordan nodded: yeah sure of course I can.
Marlene: do that then I'll make sure no outsiders come
Harley went upstairs to their room to be with his babe. He lay beside him.
Jon wakes up sees Harley but doesn't recognize him: ahhhhhhhh
Harley: baby ssh it's only me
Jon: no, get away leave me alone...DON'T HURT ME PLEASE!
Harley gets him in his arms and rocks him: it's okay baby, it's me. I WON'T HURT YOU
Jon struggles to get away. Harley tries harder to hold Jon close till he realizes it's him that's with him
Jon: let me go! LET ME GO! NO!...STOP!
Harley: BABY IT'S ME, IT'S YOUR BAE. PLEASE DON'T LET GO, I WANT TO HOLD YOU
Jon breaks free and runs out of the house screaming
Jordan sees Jon run and chases him: Jon wait! come back!
Harley follows him: BABY PLEASE COME BACK
Jon runs downstairs: GET AWAY FROM ME! LEAVE ME ALONE!
Jordan: STOP BRO! PLEASE?
Jon: I CAN'T, MAKE IT STOP, MAKE HIM LEAVE ME ALONE...GO AWAY!
Marlene to Harley: baby I think it's best if we take him to the hospital
Jordan trying to help his brother while Marlene and Harley talk
Jordan: Harley isn't going to hurt you, he loves you bro, he was the one who was with you upstairs
Jon: NO! NOT UPSTAIRS NO ROOM NOOOOOO
Harley: why? I don't want to, they're going to medicate him (Harley was so upset)
Marlene to Harley: baby they're gonna have to that seems to be the only option for right now, I don't like it anymore than you do but he can't continue to be like this he's gonna end up going literally crazy
Harley: I can't stand to see him like this (Marlene consoles Harley) what am I gonna do mom? I just want to hold him
It dawns on Marlene: Advil, you have advil?
Harley nods
Marlene goes to Jon: baby come with mommy (reaches her hand out) come on baby come to mommy
Jon: mom? Mommy? (He goes to her finally)
Marlene: yes love, it's me come here...that's my baby, everything's fine (she holds him)
Marlene to Harley: let me have it
Jon goes to her: where is Harley?, mommy where is my Bae?
Marlene: he's right here baby, here open up (giving him the Advil)
Harley: what will it do for him mom?
Marlene to Harley: these are Advil PM so it's gonna make him sleepy
Harley : will it make him sleep peacefully?
Marlene: I sure hope so my love
Harley: can I carry him to bed?
Marlene: oh sure baby as soon as he's fully asleep you sure can
Jon feeling woozy: mommy, I feel dizzy...why? I feel weird mommy take it away
Harley waits patiently
Marlene: baby relax, just go to sleep
Jon: no mamma I don't want too (sort of like in slow motion till he finally falls asleep)
Jordan to Harley: you're gonna have to buy a service dog
Harley : you think so? Would it help him?
Jordan: he'll feel safer cause the dog won't let anybody in the house so easily
Harley: OMG thank you, how do I get info on that?
Jordan: you would have to get him trained to protect him
Harley: oh god how did it get so bad?
Jordan helps him find a dog for Jon
Harley: thanks for the idea. I'll do anything to help him
Jordan: I don't know why it never occurred to me before...yeah sure no problem
Harley looked at Jon: I love him, and would do anything and everything for him, he's my life
Jordan looks at Jon as well: so would I bud, so would I
Harley goes to him: can I please take him to bed, I just want to hold him close
Marlene: yes sugar go take him
Jordan to Harley: when I find something I'll let you know
Harley to Jordan: okay thanks bro, I'll be upstairs
Harley takes Jon to bed and stays with him
Marlene waits for Harley to go upstairs with Jon
Jordan: how did we let this go so far mom? look at him
Marlene: baby I don't know but I'll be damned if that son of a bitch ever comes near him, I will kill him myself for what he's done to my little boy
Because of the effect of the medicine, it makes Jon somewhat uneasy but he's able to sleep it off moans and moves around quite a bit before falling deeper in sleep. Harley would kiss Jon so softly when he'd make noises, but careful not to wake him. Days pass Jon again feeling much better...that day Danny is over helping him with the rest of the rearranging in the house...Harley heads for work
Harley to Jon: bae I'm heading out now love
Jon was in the kitchen but he heard him: oh okay baby, have a good day love you (They kiss)
Harley: walk me over?
Jon: of course love
Harley to Danny: later Dan and thanks again for helping out means a lot
Harley and Jon head out...Alex approaches quietly. Alex had already approached Jon
Alex in a whisper to Jon: don't you dare scream, god babe you look good, smell good too
Jon: BAE! HARLEY!
Alex to Jon aggressively: I TOLD YOU TO SHUT THE FUCK UP
Harley turns around heading back to the house cause he forgot some papers when he sees Alexwith a grip on Jon
Alex to Jon without letting him go: GET IN THE HOUSE
Jon : BAE! Help me! PLEASE help me!
Harley was furious, raging he went into the house
Danny: YOU! MOTHER FUCKER COME HERE
Harley attacks Alex with everything he's got, Alex threw Jon to the floor. Danny grabs a hold of Jon and takes him to safety...Jon with a major meltdown
Harley: YOU FUCKING BASTARD I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOUR SHIT. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT YOU'VE DONE TO MY HUSBAND!
Harley's able to grab Alex's neck and squeezes as hard as he possibly could
Jon: Danny he's gonna hurt Harley
Danny to Jon: he'll be fine he knows how to defend himself if he gets into trouble
Jon: He's going to hurt him stop him Danny
Danny: no not this time Harley will kill him, he's gonna kill him
Harley: YOU WILL STAY THE FUCK AWAY FROM MY JON
Jordan comes into the house and finds the encounter and he notices its Alex so he helps Harley out: YOU! MOTHER FUCKER YOU'RE FUCKING DEAD
Harley strangles and Jordan punches, Jon is crying and shaking...Danny tries as best as he can to calm Jon down
Jon: don't let that bastard kill my babe. Please.
Alex already dead...Jordan starts kicking him anyway, Harley is concerned about Jon and goes to him.
Jon: ahhhhhhh, get away from me, don't come any closer GET AWAY!
Harley: babe, it's me! I promise you it's just me baby! Danny help me out here, convince it's me
Jon runs to the back door trying to "escape": LET ME OUT! SOMEBODY LET ME OUT PLEASE!
Danny to Harley: I'll get him
Jordan in the living room extremely furious...Marlene finally finishes using her phone and walks through the door, she comes across Jordan standing over Alex's lifeless body just staring at him frozen with anger
Marlene: Oh my Lord, what the hell has happened here...where is your brother Jordan?
Jordan's hands and shirt with blood stains on it
Jordan: he went to the back, he doesn't believe he's dead Harley is trying to get near him.
Marlene rushes to where Jordan said his brother was: Jon baby where are you love?
Jon on the floor curled up in a ball, shaking like crazy and crying
Marlene: oh baby come here come to mommy, mommy's here baby come here (gets closer)
Jon isn't hearing anything just crying uncontrollably
Marlene: no baby (Marlene goes to hold Jon) baby come here, come with mommy my love it's alright it's all over now...baby please come to mommy, its all over sweetness it's finally all over
Jon: Noooooo he's coming to get me and take me
Marlene: sweetheart no he's really not coming back I swear to you...I know we've promised the same thing in the past baby and I'm sorry we've failed you but this time I swear to you he's not coming back, Harley took care of him
The mention of his husband killing the bastard didn't register
Marlene brings Harley closer: baby, sweetheart look Harley's right here and he's not going anywhere baby, (risking him freaking out even more) Alex is dead and he's not coming back...EVER! Harley's the one you're with, he's the one you love and loves you and he just proved it yet again how much you mean to him...how much you mean to all of us. Harley didn't do it alone though, your brother also helped, they only want to help protect you in any way possible
Harley to Jon: baby it's me, he's dead love, he won't ever hurt you again, I killed him, before he hurt you again, I promise you that you're finally free of him. He's gone babe
Jon had tears coming down his face. And he was still shaking
Jordan walked in to help out too: and we would do it again if we had to but that's not gonna happen ever again bro we promise
Harley wants so badly to hold Jon
Marlene whispers in Harley's ear: get closer and see if he'll let you hold him it looks like he will
In NYC
Donnie: baba!
Back in Jon and Harley's house
Harley got closer and put his hand on Jon's arm: baby come here, please, I just want to hold you my love
In NYC
Jenny : baba!
Donnie: I'm sorry our getaway didn't quite work out
Jenny: it's okay, is Jon okay? What happened to him?
Donnie: well actually no he's not, hasn't been okay for the last 7 months now...I mean he has good days and bad ones he's just going through a bad one right now and I kinda didn't want you to see him the way he is at this point
Jenny: OMG what's wrong with him? What aren't you telling me?
Donnie: ah shit here we go...Jon had a very distasteful encounter with an ex that's completely obsessive over him (getting choked up) he broke him so bad baba, for a long time while with that son of a bitch he endured a lot of shit in so many ways (dreading telling her the rest of the ordeal) he's literally going through hell and just recently I'm talking about like 5 to 6 months ago Harley and Jordan had to be caught up in all that shit too cause he went after then just to hurt Jon
Jenny : baba, OMG poor baby, I have to see him. I don't know if I want to know the answer to this question was he...raped? (She dreaded that question)
Donnie dreaded the answer, looked away cause he got teary eyed: yes! (walked away but not out of the living room which was where they were talking...sees lumpy coming into the room) hey boy
Jenny followed him: baba, come here. I know this is hard, you and Jon are close. He's such a sweet man, OMG poor Jon.
Donnie turns to face her: he's a lot more than that Jen he's my brother it goes so much further, that fucking bastard hurt the one man I care about on this fucking planet
Jenny: I know baba, I'm sorry. I know how much you love him. He is so sweet & has a huge heart
Donnie calls Jordan in front of Jenny to find out how Jon is doing on speakerphone
Jordan: OMG bro you don't want to know, It's bad
Donnie: I want to know JK, what do you mean it's bad? how bad?
Jordan: bad! D I mean like he's having a major meltdown
Donnie: oh HELL NO don't tell me that mother fucker found him cause I swear no one's gonna find a single piece of his body when I'm through with him
Packing a suitcase and talking to Jordan at the same time
Jordan: fuck Donnie he's dead, Alex is dead! Harley killed him, Jon is a mess man
Donnie: Harley did what? He's so traumatized, why didn't you call me? why let him take the fall?
Jordan: D, Harley was such in a rage, nothing was going to stop him from protecting Jon you know that...you know how he is with him
Donnie to Jordan: I'm on my way (hangs up)
Donnie to Jenny: baba I gotta go
Jenny : I want to come with you
Donnie: I'll call you as soon as I get there (he couldn't say no even if he tried which he did) okay but we gotta hurry
Jenny: I'll pack fast
Donnie making arrangements for DWAir to take flight. Harley was trying to get Jon to come to him, Jon finally reacts in a positive way...Donnie and Jenny make the flight
Harley: baby come here, it's over love. He's dead and gone
Jon: over? really over? no more? (starts to go towards Harley little by little)
Harley: no more baby, I killed him myself, he'll never hurt you again...that's it babe, come to me
Marlene: that a boy
Jon: oh baby, hold me.
Marlene steps back and gives Harley the space
Harley to Jon: forever love forever, come here...that's it
Donnie calls Jordan when he's approaching the house
Jon: don't ever let me go Bae
Jordan goes outside to greet him
Harley: never love I will never let go you can bet on that always
Donnie parks the car all slanted and gets out: how is he...really J?
Donnie goes straight upstairs thinking Jon's in the room
Jordan: right now Harley is comforting him. He was afraid to go to anyone at first
Jordan: D he's at the back door
Donnie: Danny why didn't you call me dude? were you here when it all went down?
Danny: yes I was, I didn't have time it all happened so fast
Donnie to Jordan: back door...why?
Donnie, Jordan and Danny go to the back of the house
Donnie: Jon? It's all over bud it's finally all over
Jon jumps
Jordan: you're gonna freak him out
Harley to Jon: no bae it's okay its Donnie
Donnie: I'm sorry didn't mean too
Harley is still holding Jon
Jon: D?
Donnie to Jon: yea bud it's me, it's okay Jon
Jenny standing next to Danny who's by the one of the many windows...watching but not saying a word
Jon talking nervously: he was here, he found me...he took me. Kill'em please kill'em
Harley : oh baby, I'm so sorry...I killed him baby, he's gone
Marlene gets him an Advil PM and gives it to Harley to give to Jon. Jon looked into Harley's eyes, Harley was wasn't going to let him go. Harley gave him the Advil
Harley to Jon: here baby this it'll help a little
Donnie to Harley: what are you giving him?
Harley to Donnie: an advil to help him sleep better
Donnie: oh okay
Marlene to Jordan, Donnie, Danny and Jenny: why don't we all just go to the living room and give the boys some space? I think we've hovered quite a bit
Jordan continues the search for a good service dog for Jon. Harley is alone with Jon, days later the company still visiting Jon starts to bounce back although it hasn't been completely...he's only staying near Harley for the most part. Jon was sitting on the couch one morning, Harley was with him, he got up to go to the bathroom and he freaked out a little
Jon: BAE!
Marlene: baby stay here with mommy he'll be back quick, come
Jon: please hurry back babe
Harley does what he needs to do real quick and goes back: I'm back baby, come here baby
Jon runs over and hugs him pretty tight
Marlene: well that's not much but at least it's progress I guess
Jon: can we go upstairs? I have a headache and I want to lie down for a bit
Harley: of course love (accompanies Jon upstairs)
Jon lies down and Harley lays with him: don't leave me bae please?
Harley: no love I'll be right here
Marlene enters the kitchen to make dinner
Harley to Jon: do you want something for your headache babe?
Jon: no thank you
Harley didn't leave his side. He got a text from Jordan asking how Jon is. Jordan was outside with Donnie and Danny
Harley answers: he's okay laying down said he had a headache he freaked out a bit when I stepped away for a minute or 2 but calmed down pretty quick when I came back
Jordan: he's a bit clingy to you right now isn't he?
Harley: yeah but I don't mind it one bit though I'm just glad he's not as scared as he was when it happened, he wouldn't come near me thinking I was Alex
Jordan: dude don't remind me
Harley: sorry. I am just glad he is DEAD
Jordan: you and me both
Jenny was in the kitchen with Marlene having a snack while chatting
Jenny: Marlene, I am so sorry what had happened to Jon, I can't believe it myself Donnie told me I was so heart broken
Marlene: thank you doll, I still can't wrap my head around honestly I don't know how things got so bad so fast, the bastard ruined my baby's life then he had the decency to try and take Harley and Jordan down too (that part was the only part Jenny didn't know)
Jenny: wait,what?
Marlene: what? Donnie didn't tell you?
Marlene: yeah the bastard wanted to hurt Jon so bad he took Harley and Jordan as bait just so Jon could go after him and Jon was so desperate he called Donnie to help him, of course he went to help him, Jon is so important to him and he'd do anything for him
Jenny: WHAT?! MY DONNIE?
Marlene: he never told you that?
Jenny: he told me they called him in for work I swore he was working so I stayed at the radio station later thinking that he was still on set
Marlene: oh shit! I am sorry Jenny I thought you knew
Jenny rushes outside where Donnie: Donnie!
Donnie: baba what is it?
Jenny pulls him aside
Jenny to Danny and Jordan: I'm sorry guys it'll just take a second I'll give him back, excuse us
Jenny to Donnie: baba! why didn't you tell me you went to Europe to help Jon? I had to find out from Marlene about this?
Donnie: oh shit! baba I'm so sorry I didn't want to worry you, I was fine my life was never in danger
Jenny: baba I thought you were working so that way I didn't call you to check how you were cause I figured you'd be busy but as it turns out you went to Europe, baba I don't mind you helping Jon one bit he's like a brother to you I get that I really do but God forbid something would have happened to you (grabs his face gently) I would die...you hear me?
Donnie: I'm so sorry I didn't tell you and I'm so happy you think of Jon as a brother, it'll never happen again, I promise
Jenny: I hate being apart from you all the time it drives me CRAZY and I hate not knowing what's going on in your life
Donnie: me too babe, me too. I hate it so much
Jenny: yes please don't let it happen again...I love him like a brother too (fills him with kisses)
Evey calls Jordan
Jordan: hi honey
Evey: oh hello...glad to know you remember we're still married, will the man of the house be coming home any time soon?
Jordan: Baby what's with the attitude
Evey: don't baby me Jordan you know I hate that, my "attitude" is that you went to VISIT your brother and it's now 7 months and you still haven't been home one bit...time to come home I think your brother is big enough to learn how to take care of himself, you told me your mom was there too...let her deal with him she can email you the progress if you want to know, but you have responsibilities as a husband and first and foremost a father...or did you forget the dad part? I thought we agreed that when you were on tour you'd be home more...lately that's not happening
Jordan : Evey this is bullshit, my brother has been through fucking hell! Do you want to know the hell he's been dealing with? I'll tell you
Evey: oh please do, this should be good (sits on her couch to listen to his "excuses") enlighten me with your wisdom
Jordan : you don't need to be a smartass Evelyn
Evey: I can be any way I God damn please
Jordan: better yet come to see my brother and you can judge for yourself
Evey: now why would I do that? I got shit to do J I don't have time for flights, unlike you I've got 2 kids to raise
Jordan: fuck! I will tell you this, his ex was back, Jon tried so hard to get him out of his life, he abducted Jon, tortured and RAPED MY BROTHER
Evey in a very cold manner: well I'm sorry he went through that but he has your mother there with him, you don't need to be there hovering too, the less people he's around the less stressful it's gonna be for him
Jordan: seriously? How can you be so insensitive? He's my brother, my flesh and blood. what the fuck has Jon done to you?
Evey: let me think...well you're not home that's for sure and that's a pretty big start
Jordan : you're seriously blaming Jon?
Evey: isn't he the reason you left?
Donnie interferes cause he notices Jordan getting more pissed off my the minute: dude just hang up
Jordan to Evey before hanging up: you know what? FUCK YOU! (hangs up)
Evey: who is that telling you to hang up...hello? Jordan? UGH!
Jordan paces back and forth extremely pissed
Donnie to Jordan: what the fuck was that about?
Meanwhile upstairs in Jon and Harley's room: babe, where are you?
Harley next to him: I'm right here bae
Outside the house
Jordan: she's being impossible and insensitive ugh
Back in the house, in Jon and Harley's room
Jon: baby I don't feel so good
Harley leaves his cell phone alone: what's the matter baby? (lies down next to him) you feel really warm baby
Jon: I'm cold (Jon grabs the covers)
Harley went to get the thermometer to check his temperature, when Harley comes back: babe I don't think that's a good idea it won't help if you have a fever (checks him)
Jon's temperature was 101, Harley takes off the covers: bae you have a real high fever (undresses him too)
Jon: I'm cold Bae
Harley: I know baby but if you cover up it's only gonna be worse love and I don't want that
let's take everything off
Jon let him undress him, Harley just strip him to his underwear. Harley rushes to Marlene: mom!
Harley keeps looking for Marlene: mom!
Marlene: I'm right here baby, what's wrong?
Harley finds her in the kitchen: he has a fever now he just woke up he told me he wasn't feeling good when I ran my fingers through his hair I felt him be warm, I thought it was the blankets but when I took his temp just now (gives her the thermometer) it's 101
Marlene: do you think we should take him to the ER?
Harley: yes, he's undressed right now but I can dress him again
Marlene and Harley go to Jon's bedside
Marlene: what hurts you baby?
She looks at Harley: he's really burning up
Harley: yeah I know I fear it might get worse...mom we have to take him
Harley calls Donnie cause its faster, Donnie came upstairs in seconds
Harley to Donnie: I need you to bring the car to the front I need to take Jon to the ER
please!
Donnie did as he was told without hesitation
Marlene finishes dressing Jon: okay baby here we go come on upsey daisy
Donnie drove so that Harley can be with Jon in the backseat
Harley to Jon: open your eyes baby keep'em open, come on
Jon holds onto Harley: BAE
Harley: I'm here bae I gotcha, we're almost there bae hold on...keep your eyes open for me come on
Jon couldn't keep his eyes open
Jon: I'm tired bae
Harley taps his face gently: no no no no bae wake up baby come on stay awake with me come on Harley starting to get nervous: D! I don't like this, what's happening?
Harley to Jon: baby, baby wake up (keeps gently tapping Jon's face) come on babe you can do it, I know you can...come on
Donnie: we're almost there bro, he's probably passed out
Jon didn't open his eyes
Harley: don't say that! he can't be (tries his best to wake Jon up) oh God, why huh?
Donnie: did he open his eyes?
Harley almost breaking down: no! D! I can't lose him, not now not ever I CAN'T LOSE HIM
Harley to Jon: DAMN IT BAE WAKE UP
Donnie: Harley you won't lose him, he's sick and you brought him here so he can get better
Jon still didn't wake up
Harley: SO WHY ISN'T HE?
They got to the hospital, by this point when they get to the hospital finally...his temp is 105
Harley was beyond upset: Save him please?
Donnie: let's let them do their job come on he's gonna be fine it's just gonna take some time (with a pit in his stomach)
Harley: D he's been through so damn much
Donnie: I know that, I hate it just as much as you do (holding Harley back so the nurses and doctor can work on Jon)
Donnie : Jon is a lucky guy Harley, he's got you to take care of him. He adores you man
Harley tries to get lose from Donnie's grip so he can be with Jon
Harley: Donnie let go I wanna be with him he needs me
Harley to Jon: BABY WAKE UP PLEASE!
Harley: Donnie I need to be with him. I need to be with my baby
Donnie: I can't let you do that, not right now...they're working on him, when he's stable we can go be with him but not right now I'm sorry you have to stay here with me
The nurse comes out of the room: sir I'm gonna ask you to please calm down you're not helping the patient any more by yelling...let me remind you this is a hospital not an arena
Harley explodes at the nurse out of nervousness and frustration: DON'T YOU FUCKING TELL ME TO CALM DOWN THAT'S MY HUSBAND IN THERE, I WANT TO BE WITH HIM, I CAN YELL IF I GODDAMN PLEASE
Donnie calls Jordan as a back up to help him with Harley
Jordan gets there: why is my brother here in the ER
Donnie to Jordan: he's not feeling good
Harley to Jordan bawlin': they won't let me get close to him J I want to go with him and they won't let me...take me to him please I beg you, I'm losing my baby J I'm losing him
Jordan to Harley: hey bro look at me, you won't lose him, he'll be okay, he's here at the best place to get better
Harley to Jordan: he's got a fever and it won't go down, he won't open his eyes J my baby's not opening his eyes
Jordan : how high is his fever?
Harley snaps a Jordan: I DON'T WANT HIM TO BE HERE I WANT HIM HOME!
Donnie to Jordan: the last time it was checked it was a 105
Jordan: fuck! Bro are you kidding me? Shit!
Donnie: tell me about it (the doctor comes out and speaks with the family) the family of Mr. Knight-Rodriguez?
Harley was having a meltdown
Donnie and Jordan speak up: that's us
Dr. McKinney: okay good...well we've been running some tests and we still need to do more to rule out any life threatening internal injuries or bacterial infections but it looks like your family member has what we call rectal infection. I'd like to keep him overnight in observation to see what type of treatments there are for us to give him...has he ever been, raped in the present or past, if so how long ago? because some infections tale long to affect the person more than others or if any
Harley sees the moment to run and be by Jon's side while the Dr is still talking to Donnie and Jordan so he makes a run for it
Jordan to Dr. McKinney: he has been raped twice, once many years ago by his then boyfriend and about a few months ago by the same man...who is now is dead and gone.
Donnie sees Harley with Jon: ah shit
Donnie to Jordan: J look, how are we gonna get him out of there now? fuck!
Dr. McKinney to Jordan: well he's very lucky he didn't get infected by something much worse
the dr turns around…
Dr. McKinney to Harley: hey young man you can't be in here, you have to step out this is a restricted area for now while the patient is in observation (tries to pry him off Jon but he won't budge)
Harley: I need to be with him, please I'm begging you please let me be with him (he's a bit more calm now)
Dr. McKinney: I'm sorry young man but you have to exit the area, when we move him up to a room when he's stable you can be by his side all you want but in the while that he's down here you have to be in the waiting area
Harley: can I stay with him tonight?
Dr. McKinney: in the waiting area, now please exit
Harley: I can't with him in his room tonight?
Dr. McKinney: he will have to remain here on this floor while the tests are being done, we will let you know if and when he'll be moved to a room
Jon was waking up: Bae (he heard Harley's voice)
Harley ignores the Dr and focuses on Jon: bae you're awake...thank god, I'm right here bae don't worry I'm right here
Jon: don't leave me baby, please?
Harley: no love I'm not going anywhere (giving the dr the evil look) I promise I'm not going anywhere
Dr. McKinney: I give up you can stay in here with him
Harley to Jon: the harmonious sound of my baby's voice it's like music to my ears
Harley to the Dr.: I wasn't going anywhere anyway
Dr. McKinney left the room
Harley: baby I thought I was going to lose you, you scared me (Harley kisses him so softly) I love you babe
Jon: I love you too bae
Harley: you still have a fever love.
Jon: why?
Harley: you have a rectal infection due to...the rape (he hated saying that word in front of Jon)
Jon covers his ears when he hears that word
Harley: I'm sorry baby, I won't say that word again...I'm sorry
Jon: no please don't no more
Harley: I promise love. But that's why you got a high fever
Jon: make it go away
Harley: oh baby I wish I could, but you're here and the doctors will give you antibiotics. The only thing is that you'll have to stay overnight
Jon: no I don't wanna stay (tries to get up...rips off the IV)
Harley: baby please, you need to stay, I will stay with you all night
Jon: I wanna go home!
Harley: baby I want to take you home. But your fever is still a bit high
Jon: it can go away at home I wanna go home (keep trying to get up)
Harley: it can't babe, they have to give it to you through an IV
Jon struggling to get up: no!
Harley: baby please, look at me
Jon looks at Harley
Harley: baby will you please do it for me? It's just 1 night
Jon: I wanna go home, please...I'm cold
Harley : sweetie please, just for me, please?
Jon looks at him a bit not saying anything and obeys
Harley: you're cold cause you still have a fever
Jon: I'd do anything for you Bae, just don't leave me here alone?
Harley: It's just overnight baby I promise
Jon: are you going to stay with me bae?
Harley: of course I will baby I'll stay anywhere you want me to stay and I'll be anywhere you want me to be as long as I'm with you
Jon: I'm sorry I'm being a baby, but I don't feel good and I just you here with me
Harley: it's perfectly fine love, you are my baby so it works out
Jon: would you please get into the bed and hold me? I just want to be in your arms
Harley does anything and everything Jon asks of him, Jon starts to slowly fall to sleep after feeling secure by Harley's side. Harley holds him close while caressing his face, he still felt hot. Donnie takes it upon himself to fill Marlene in on what's going on even though he know she might freak out. Dante and Eric arrive at the LAX and Dante calls Jordan
Jordan sees his son's name on his phone: Dante what's up bud?
Dante: hey dad, can you come pick us up? we just got in a few minutes ago
Jordan: what? Son what are you doing here in California?
Dante: yeah...we wanna be with you
Jordan: okay why are you here? (He leaves to go his boys)
Dante: cause we want to see you and I REALLY need to tell you something that I can't keep to myself anymore
Jordan: okay son I'm coming to get you, who's with you? You said us
Dante: Eric, I brought him with me I didn't want him to stay with her alone
Jordan: what the fuck did your mom do? Are you two okay?
Dante: dad calm down, yes we're fine she has no clue we even left the house
Jordan: okay, well I should call her. But I'm on my way to get you two
Dante: no! dad don't I don't want her to know
Jordan: son she needs to know where you're at
Dante: if you tell her where we are she's gonna make us go back and I really have to talk to you...its important dad!
Jordan: okay bud I won't call her. I'm here at the terminal
Dante and Eric run towards their dad when they see him approaching
Jordan: oh my boys. Get in. We have to go to your uncle Jon's
The boys get in the car and Dante gives Eric his music player: listen to music for a while bud while I talk to dad
Jordan: okay what is it that you need to talk to me about?
Dante: Dad I can't take it anymore she's impossible
Jordan: okay son, calm down tell me what she's doing?
Dante lowers his voice: you're not gonna like it
you don't deserve it either that's what pisses me off
Jordan: tell me son, I'm listening
Dante: dad she's having an affair it's been going on for a year now